A/N: this is just a little side chapter, you don't have to read it if you don't wanna, it's just Marron's POV on the whole Goten incident. Anyway, I don't own DBZ of the song Where Will You Go by Evanescence.
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Goten, you say you don't care about anyone; but if you don't why did you save me? Every night I heard you cry out in your sleep, did you realize I could here you? You say all you want is to be left alone, so everyone is safe. Did you ever cry for Gohan? No, I remember you said he wouldn't want you to cry, so your grief was held in.
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You're too important for anyone
You play the role of all you want to be
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone
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Do you know I'm gone yet? I couldn't find you in the morning, so I just left the note. So many things I wanted to say held in because of my fear. You can't hide from your past Goten; didn't I prove that to you? I hope you are ok with all your choices in life.
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But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
You can't escape
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Did you know how much we missed you, thinking you were dead? I guess you're right, I just don't understand. I never did have as much responsibility as you, did I? Did you miss us too? I know how you feel, don't think I don't. I remember, you promised to protect me, always. Do you remember that?
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You think that I can't see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone
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[Flashback]
Marron sat on the edge of the Lookout; she looked down and quickly grabbed the edge of the tiles, afraid she might fall, if she fell no one could save her because they were all asleep.
"Marron? What are you doing out here?" She heard a yawn behind her, right away knowing it was Goten, "It's late"
"Then why are you out here? You have to train more tomorrow." She replied as Goten came to site next to her.
"I can't sleep. Plain as that," he said stretching his arms over his head and leaning back, "But my Mom will prolly make Piccolo let us take a nap. But you should sleep." He turned to look at her.
"But, what if Buu comes up here and gets us? What if he kills everyone? I'm scared." She said pulling her knees into herself looking down.
"Hmm…That is a problem ain't it?" Goten said, casting his eyes towards the vast night sky, "I know, if he comes me and Trunks will beat him up!" he said.
"But…But what if you're not strong enough." She said looking at him and wishing she could be as confident.
"Look," Goten said, "I promise to protect you forever. But how can I if I'm worried that you're not sleeping?" He said smiling at her.
"I guess so. Thank Goten! I'll go to sleep now." She got up and left, Goten left shortly after.
[End Flashback]
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But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
You can't escape
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Goten…
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I realize you're afraid
But you can't abandon everyone
You can't escape
You don't want to escape
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I want you to know…
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I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone
I can hear you in a whisper
But you can't even hear me screaming
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That I...
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But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
You can't escape
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I...
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I realize you're afraid
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape
You won't escape
You can't escape
You don't want to escape
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Love you.