Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh!

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The Heart Of Darkness

Chapter Sixteen: Reading's Of A Journal

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Night had slowly come for the young brunette, who lay wide-awake on her small, yet comfortable couch. Blankets up to her neck, she laid there in fear, unable to sleep for her dreams of an evil son. The room was motionless, and soundless, except for light breathing of Kaiba that she could hear all to well. She didn't want to get up just yet, she feared that if she did, Kaiba would be up, and she didn't feel like seeing or talking to him. Yet, even though she wasn't a vampire, she could feel when night was close, and she knew it was coming soon.

She sighed sadly. I hate those dreams. I mean, why kill Joey? What did he ever do? She asked herself, hoping that somehow, in her mind, it would be able to answer her questions. Maybe if I have a son, I could make him not be evil, and then, maybe Joey wouldn't die? What the hell am I saying? If he is a vampire like Kaiba says, there's no way he can be sweet she thought sadly.

Serenity slowly sat up, bored of just lying somewhere where her thoughts were filled with her fears. Perhaps, if she read something, or did something, it would get her mind off her odd dreams. When sitting up, she continued to listen for his deep breathing, and when she had heard it, she removed the rest of her covers, and swung her legs to the side. Taking a quick breath, she got up, standing in the darkness. Just walk over to the bookshelf, grab a book and head for the bathroom she told herself in her mind. Listening to it, she slowly made her way to the bookshelf, and grabbed a random book. Holding the book into her pale hands, she continued to the bathroom, closing and locking the door behind her.

There already was a small candle lit, so all she had to do was take a seat on the toilet, and begin to read like she had planned, and hopefully, Kaiba wouldn't mind her taking a book to read. And anyways, she thought, aren't I being polite by going into here, instead of lighting a candle out there, and waking him up? She thought to herself, as she looked at the cover of the book. It was dark brown, and to her surprise, not title on it. The cover was made of a brown leather, and looked a little warn out. Hmm, she thought, I always thought Kaiba to be someone who kept his things in perfect condition she thought, opening the first page of the book.

The papers were old as well, them being of the color yellowish-white. Again, Serenity flipped to the next page. Reading the first sentence, she lost her breath, and froze into place. Your joking right? She asked herself, as her light brown eyes never left the first two words. She knew if she got back out, he would wake up. So she would wait till he needed the washroom, and sneak it out. Well, maybe I'll read a bit she thought as she slowly calmed down, and began to read his journal.

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Dear Journal, October 25th/1746

Mother has seemed to have bought me this, this journal for my birthday. Which, I shall be laughed at for all eternity from the other kids, you know, the other boys get better gifts, and I am stuck with a journal. When they ask what I received, I shall tell them, I did some horrible deed, hence my not getting anything, therefore, they shall never know, meaning to laughing at me, which in all means, a simple life for me. Either way, I have not much to write in here, so, possibly, this journal shall be abandoned soon, for I am not the type to write things down on paper.

Kaiba

Serenity looked up from the page. Wow he's so much different she thought. I mean, he had friends she laughed in her mind. Plus, his choices of words are odd. . .perhaps it's because of the time of year she thought, looking at the date once again. Sighing, Serenity turned to the next page, to see what he had written.

Dear Journal, November 17th/1746

Don't think anything of my writing here again, seems there is nothing to do, so I thought, why not? I must say though, my father has changed a bit. He seems a bit, colder perhaps? And even so, I don't see him much during the day because he sleeps it. I don't quite understand, and when I asked mother, she said he was ill, and started to cry. Which scared me. She usually does not cry. I think there is something going on that they have yet to tell me, which annoys me to no extent. I have decide that, if I want to know, I shall have to figure it out on my own, and so, I shall stay up and find out. Besides, I'm their oldest son, don't I deserve to know?

Kaiba

Aw, he was actually caring she thought. How come he can't act like this way now? What changed him? She thought. Realizing the only way she could find out was by reading; she turned the page and started to read once more.

Dear Journal, November 19th/1746

It did not take me long to figure out what was wrong, and for one, I am shocked. I had no idea these things existed, and the fact that my father is one of them, I fear. I heard him and mother talking last night. He wants her to become one of them. . .a vampire. Mother cried, and asked about us. Father said, I could be one as well, but Mokuba, my little brother, would have to wait a few years. So mother would wait with Mokuba, while I get the fortunate of turning into one. I really don't want to. And, I have thought about protesting against it, but father will surely be angry if he knew I was listening in to such a conversation. Dammit! Father is calling my name. . .and I fear, I know why. So this, is possibly my last entry. Farwell.

Kaiba

Serenity gasped. Oh no! She thought. His life doesn't seem enjoyable at all she thought. Taking a deep breath, she once again turned the page.

Dear Journal, December 31st/1746

Surprised? Ha. I am. It's been a while, and I can assure you I am not the same weak child I once was. As my fears had been before, they had been right. Barely a chance to protest, my father had grabbed me and turned me into what I have become, a vampire. At first, I was terrified, I wouldn't drink the blood my father gave me, and surely would I never bite into someone, and to add to that, I cried. Father's friends laughed, and father was humiliated, and he beat me. He beat me into a man that I am today. My father, being quite stupid, didn't think I could grow strong over such little time. But I did, and I watched as he burned in the sun. No longer will his filthy hands touch my skin. After my father's death, I went back home to find mother and Mokuba, but I went home to more sadness. Mokuba had been they're crying for my mother, who had been dead for quite some time. Perhaps a week? Not knowing what to do, and forget the laws, I had made Mokuba into one of us. Maybe, not even a week later, I had left to fest, and when I had returned, they had killed my brother, the way I did with my father.

So, I have lost my whole family, in less then two weeks or so. Oddly enough though, I don't feel anything. . .except, perhaps, the missing of Mokuba. But even so, this is what life has become for me, and I have accepted it.

Kaiba

Serenity breathed. She had felt pity on Kaiba. He had never really told her about his parents, and she was left speechless. How could she look at Kaiba again, without him knowing that she read the very few pages of his journal? Serenity flipped to the most recent entry, which was yesterday. She had wanted to read it, but when she heard a bang at the door, she immediately slammed the book closed.

"What the hell are you doing in there?" she heard an all to familiar voice call out to her. Serenity bit her lip. "Just in the bathroom. Why, do you need it?" she asked him. "Now more like" Kaiba replied in annoyance. Taking a deep breath, Serenity hid the book under her shirt, which was noticeable no matter what she did. Please, please don't make him see this she thought opening the door.

"Finally" he said, grabbing her shirt, and throwing her out of the bathroom and slamming the door behind him. When hearing the door slam, she ran to the bookshelf, and put the book back, not sure if it was in place or not. She then ran back to her couch, and sat there, her heart going a mile per minute. Kaiba soon came from the bathroom, and could tell something was wrong. The look she was giving him told it right away, and he would find out what it was.

He lit a few candles, as his eyes roamed the bedroom, till it landed on the bookshelf. He gasped quietly, and slowly turned to the brunette. "I will give you a chance, what were you doing in the bathroom?" he asked her. Serenity sat there, not saying a word. "Fine then woman, I know what you were doing. I'm not stupid, my journal does not go on top of other books," he hissed, slowly walking up to her.
"Kaiba, I'm really sorry! Honest, I didn't know it was that until I opened the first few pages and-""Shut the hell up" Kaiba growled, slapping her across the face, It was the only thing he could do to cause her pain until he knew if she were pregnant or not. Serenity bit her lip, trying to keep her eyes from tearing up.

"How dare you read what is not your to read" he hissed at her. "I said I was sorry Kaiba-"He then slapped her again, this time a little harder. "Did I not tell you to shut up? And, I told you not to call me Kaiba, idiot" he stated. Serenity said nothing, because she knew he wouldn't listen, and he would just slap her again.

"With you, it's like talking to a wall. When will you ever learn? Must I beat you till you do?" he asked her angrily. "Like your father did?" she hissed back at him, forgetting her place. Kaiba, once again slapped her hard, making her fall back in pain, tears finally showing themselves. "If you ever speak of my father again, you will regret it," he stated, standing over her.

Suddenly, knocks came from the door, making Kaiba move away from her and to the door. He unlocked it, making Marik walk in, angrily, his eyes falling onto Serenity. "You Asshole" Marik hissed, as he walked beside Serenity, making sure she was okay. "Marik, watch it" Kaiba stated. Marik smirked. "I will not," he stated. Marik then checked to see if the minds were okay, meaning they were alive and well after what Serenity went through. "Get away from her" Kaiba said soon after. Watching Marik touch her just angered him more.

Marik got up, and grabbed Serenity, making her sit on the couch. "Well, don't you want to know if she is?" Marik smirked. Kaiba growled, as Serenity trembled. "Tell us this instant" Kaiba growled at him.

"Well, Serenity is pregnant" Marik started. "But, not only is she, she has the luck of having twins" he stated, as he watched Kaiba's mouth drop.

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Well there ya' haves it! Twins and a long chapter! I hoped you guys liked it a lot! And again, sorry for the delay in chapters. I didn't feel like writing this till like three hours ago! And I hope you liked the journal entry things, takes you back to his past ya' know? Anyways, I decided it would be fun to add reviewers into the beginning of the story (Like I do with Adelianna) And they could do disclaimer, so if you want to be in it, just tell me in a review who you are or what you want to be called, and state how you want your personality to be like So that's about it lol! Anyways, please review! Suggestions and ideas are welcomed!