She sat there thinking. it shouldn't be this difficult. She had always known Romano liked her, so why was she so suprised he'd written to her and told her. But now she didn't see him every day she missed him. How ironic you don't know what you've got until it's gone. God she really did miss him. She missed his silly scrub caps, she missed his bossiness, she missed his arrogance, his dry humour and his sarcasm. What should she do? Should she tell him how she felt? Should she ask for him to return? Her head was full with 'what's' and 'why's'. She would simply write another letter as it was far easier to put her thoughts on paper. She began
'Dear Robert
I have had alot of time to think since you left. I have come to realise how much I care for you. I miss you very much and, well what i'm trying to say is that I have feelings for you. Well there you go, now you know. I hope you are enjoying your new job. Love from Elizabeth'
She put it in the envelope and stared at it for what felt like half an hour before she plucked up the courage to post it, but when it was gone in the post it was gone for good and now she'd just have to wait. She was so nervous and worried, and that night for the first time in a long while, she prayed.
Dear God
Today I posted a letter to Robert, I told him how much I miss him. When he was here I used to think he was such an arrogant little prick but now he's gone... well I just wish he was back. He always has liked me and he isn't all that bad, the nice things he's done for me: buying me ice cream when I was pregnant and telling me to go back to my husband when he loved me himself. I used to look at him across the O.R table with a smirk thinking what an idiot he was but he didnt do the same. I'd seen him before looking at me with his big brown eyes, my heart would skip a beat but i'd never let myself be attracted. Oh god I don't know what to do, please help me to stop feeling this way. He's gone now and I have to let go to something I never had. I don't want to feel this way anymore, please help me. Amen
and as she uttered the last lines of her plee to god she felt tears trickling down her face. she wiped them away 'stop beoing so stupid' she told herself. What use was getting upset going to do?
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There you go! i know they are chapters are really short but i started with a good idea and now i think it may be failing. any one have any ideas?? I hope the formattings better but i use Word and how i type it doesn't come out like that when i upload it.
'Dear Robert
I have had alot of time to think since you left. I have come to realise how much I care for you. I miss you very much and, well what i'm trying to say is that I have feelings for you. Well there you go, now you know. I hope you are enjoying your new job. Love from Elizabeth'
She put it in the envelope and stared at it for what felt like half an hour before she plucked up the courage to post it, but when it was gone in the post it was gone for good and now she'd just have to wait. She was so nervous and worried, and that night for the first time in a long while, she prayed.
Dear God
Today I posted a letter to Robert, I told him how much I miss him. When he was here I used to think he was such an arrogant little prick but now he's gone... well I just wish he was back. He always has liked me and he isn't all that bad, the nice things he's done for me: buying me ice cream when I was pregnant and telling me to go back to my husband when he loved me himself. I used to look at him across the O.R table with a smirk thinking what an idiot he was but he didnt do the same. I'd seen him before looking at me with his big brown eyes, my heart would skip a beat but i'd never let myself be attracted. Oh god I don't know what to do, please help me to stop feeling this way. He's gone now and I have to let go to something I never had. I don't want to feel this way anymore, please help me. Amen
and as she uttered the last lines of her plee to god she felt tears trickling down her face. she wiped them away 'stop beoing so stupid' she told herself. What use was getting upset going to do?
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There you go! i know they are chapters are really short but i started with a good idea and now i think it may be failing. any one have any ideas?? I hope the formattings better but i use Word and how i type it doesn't come out like that when i upload it.