Excuse for the delay, i have been reading Eva fics…especially Shinji/Rei Lemon fics.
I am suspecting that Misatos beer is "spiced" with an unknown substance, that has a rather
….stimulating small to medium euphoric and perhaps strong hallucinating effect.
Since she "talks" to Pen-Pen….But that's just my suspicion. ;)
Also some angst fics regarding evangelion, anyhow my internet is absent right now so
I will just say thanks to my reviewers, you encourage me to go on with the fic.
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(Beep beep beep beep the air vibration that is sound flows in a natural rhythm from the
medical equipment in the vehicle)
'Her pulse, its…it's piercing me. Hurting, but still pleases me. Feels like she shatters a window
…and leaves the sharp residue for my feet. Beyond that window is….is her. Smiling.
Not taunting, not smirking, not…using me. NO!! She…wouldn't. Would, would not.
Not that it would matter anymore. Fine…just fucking great. Just when things lighten up
Ooooh here comes Mr Self-doubt making his way through my mind.'
RRIINNGG
'Who would call me now…just my luck. I can't remember the last time someone called my
cell. And I sure hope it is a good reason'
(Naota examines the LCD display of his Yarnon 1200)
=A/N The apparatus in the MTATV are not affected by mobile phones=
'That number, its Mamimi. Well I better answer, she has rather destructive habits'
"Hello Mamimi."
"Hello Takkun"
"Im in a pretty messy situation right now"
"Can i talk to you?"
"Go to raikana road 11B"
"It's pretty far away from where i am."
"Just go there, ill wait"
"Ok, but what is so messy. It sounds like a hospital in the background."
"It…was an unexpected event"
"Is some hurt?"
"In a mild sense"
"Im almost out of battery, ill get there as soon as i can"
"Bye"
"Bye"
(Naota broke the call with a click on button, and meeting Harukos gaze for a moment
before she let her two suns be covered by a skin tone night because of a sharp pain)
'This is just great. Haruko is being treated and could die. And Mamimi wants to talk.
All I have to wait for is the Easter bunny's and Santa's strip show'
"Is she going to make it?" (Worries multiplying on Naota's face)
"Maybe, if you don't interrupt us" (The doctors looked stressed and annoyed)
'look who got up on the wrong side of the bed…"
(Schreeech, and the vehicle pulled up near a concrete building, apparently built
to take an attack from the military or other equivalent things. The doctors removed some
of the heavier things from Harukos beaten and torn body and proceeded to rush her inside the
poorly decorated building. Naota stepped out and placed his standing figure to a lamp post nearby.
The cold metal chilled his spine through his black short sleeved shirt.
And the evening air caressed his skin in manner only misery can)
"How fate can change. Hah, at least some action in this black hole called Mabase"
(Gasping and a person apparently trying hard to catch their breath,
a girl with blood red hair and with eyes with the very same colour as coagulated blood
combined with an orange bliss was to Naotas north-east direction relative to his body and where his head where pointing.
The hair of the girl was black at the end of every straw of hair, almost unnoticeable.
and her clothes which consisted of a white skirt short skirt that made a last movement since she stopped her momentum.
Her dark blue leather jacket had stains of what would most probably be fast food.)
"Hello Mamimi"
(Her head moved up slightly and her body rose from a recovering position to a standing pose ,eyes focused in on Naotas)
"What has happened?"
"Haruko crashed through my bedroom roof critically injured"
"…."
"What did you want to talk to me about?"
"I have been here and there in different towns and got tired of it, and decided to come back"
"And you want to live in my house?"
"If you want?"
"Just don't burn it down"
"Ill try to not"
"But if you decide to do that, tell me before you do it. I would like to die in the flames to then"
"I will."
"It's going to rain."
"I don't mind, its cleansing"
"That is true"
(Mamimi approached Naota and leaned her back on his torso)
"I stole a cd, "lingering Depth". Since your only cd broke when we had sex 2 months ago."
"I really didn't like my cd. It was too happy. So ironic. The act of love we had was so empty and devoid of happiness."
"This cd is a reflection what we really felt, although you will probably find at least a little love with Haruko"
(The rain soaked the two people near the building of hope and life. The panties Mamimi wore was now clearly showing. It slightly pink and clean)
"How wrong we were. Even if it was our time together was all consuming, all it was the total opposite in the light of the truth"
"I really don't feel like going anywhere now, can we stay like this Takkun?"
"I don't want to move either, so i don't mind"
'The door is self locking, not that it matter much' Naota thought by habit
(Amarao emerged from the double door entrance of the building Naotas hope was in.
He unwillingly moved so he stood in front of the only two people that was within sight.
A block away a thrash can made a metallic noise)
Naota commented silently "Even the homeless is running from the insight of worthlessness"
(Naota took note of Amaraos presence and turned to face him)
"Do you have any cigarettes?"
(Amarao handed him a cigarette, but Mamimi also opened her hand and faced him so she got one too.
Naota motioned an imaginary lighter lighting his cigarette.
Amarao fiddled in his right pocket in his pants and pulled up a plain non-refillable lighter
and handed it to Naota who set first his cigarette and then Mamimis)
"Thanks" (Naota said as he handed it back to Amarao)
"Since when did you begin smoking?" (Amarao asked in a tired manner)
"Since i met Mamimi"
"You can rest on the couches inside"
(Amarao finished his talk with that and began to walk back inside,
his military uniform was getting wet but not soaked.
Naota and Mamimi was taking deep breaths of the toxic smoke, neither of them thinking about the risks)
"Do you want to sleep? I don't feel like it"
"No, let's just enjoy the rain and relax, Takkun"
"Ok"
(And they kept silent the rest of the night, when the sun let the rays play with the clouds there were two remains of cigarettes on the ground that had swollen because of the water they had absorbed. And above it two persons were standing in the exact same position as the night before. Both had their eyes open and both had clothing that looked like it was newly washed and not dried)
"A new 12 hours of a dreadful sun" (An expressionless Naota commented)
"And the Vampires that feed on emptiness and sorrow must seek shelter" (An equally expressionless Mamimi said as she moved her stiff, tired and sick body from Naotas that was in the same state. Naota sneezed. But began to move towards the double doors with Mamimi following him)
"Is Haruhara Haruko available to visit?" (A dry throated Naota said to the reception)
"Yes, she's in room 142" (A blond short haired, slim, well shaped and green eyed receptionist said while tapping on a computer keyboard.
Her white clothing was the usual hospital receptionist attire of a white dress with white buttons and an extremely short skirt, she was young)
"Aren't you tired or hungry after spending the night outside?" (The same person said, she had apparently observed them all the time)
"No" (Both Naota and Mamimi said in unison)
(The two rather peculiar persons went toward the designated room their person they wanted to talk to were in, when they arrived the opened the door and found a Haruko that had a bandaged left arm and also a bandage to her head the rest of her body was covered in hospital sheets. Her eyes were closed but after Naota and Mamimi got closer to her resting place which was a slightly lowered hospital bed. They opened and the head of hers turned slowly to face them.)
"Haruko i promised you would survive and a here you are!" (The enthusiasm was unmistakeable in Naotas voice)
"Hello Haruko" (Was Mamimis answer with a trace of joy in her voice)
'It is contagious, well this is at least better than nothing' (She thought quietly to herself)
"Are you together?" (Was Harukos reply, the pain and hurt she felt when she saw them was the one responsible for the words, and the way they sounded)
"No, have been. I ended the empty relationship" (Was Mamimis casual reply)
"But were still friends" (Added Naota right after)
"…Do you love me after all this time, and after what i did?" (This was the question Haruko hoped he would say "yes" to, but this served to slightly agitate Naota. Thankfully the hurt and grief calmed him and allowed him to reply casually and a bit far away)
"Yes, and i wondered every second after you left what I could have done to make you come back" (The sorrow was overtaking him bit by bit)
"But….but……i guess the i owe you an explanation."
(She took a deep breath, and caught a glimpse of hate in Mamimis eyes.
Mamimi just thought that she better have a damn good explanation for leaving
her former lover and now a friend in the same boat without even caring)
"After i left and searched the galaxy for Atomsk…."
(The mentioning of his name caused Naota blood to almost boil but she continued knowing that the outcome would change his face)
"When I finally found him after 8 years, I realized that i truly love you and i was wrong, greedy
and….and I killed Atomsk by sending him into a black hole….for you Tak-kun"
(This was not the thing he expected her to say, he tried to fully regain his senses but Haruko Continued)
"And i returned in the hope that you would forgive me…if you don't….i understand"
(With this said her face twisted back to look at the ceiling, which was pure white as was every wall and the floor.
Naota was taken a back and almost fell backwards. But Mamimi caught him with her right arm.
This sent Naota back to the confusing reality. And he had only one sentence in his empty head
and with his gentle voice that had a little hurt in it)
"I forgive you, don't ever leave again Haruko"
(With that said he buried his crying face in Harukos chest.
A adult man crying his heart out in a adult woman chest
with the woman playing with the man's short black hair with her right hand
is a pathetic sight to some and a brave action in others eyes.
Mamimis facial expression changed from hate to slight annoyance combined with slight forgiveness.)
'Do i care in that special way for him that we felt before.
The thing our combined care created, the thing that is love?
Or was it just two people that used each other for they needed company?
Was i so wrong with myself, or was i so right…i need time and answers.
So i guess i can get the answers and explain from Takkun later, privately.'
(Mamimi thought as the blue eyes of Naota emptied all the water that were contained in them
on Harukos hospital sheet that covered the upper part of torso
until the a green haired and purple eyed nurse that had long length of body attached to her head.
The usual clothes applied here to. She was about 22 years old) =A/N It's kind of hard to ascertain the age of anime females=
"Visiting hours is over" (The soft voice said)
"Ok, ill visit you tomorrow Haruko!"
"Me too, if Takkun don't mind"
(Mamimi looked not as organized as she was before she entered room 142.
Haruko smiled with an inner spirit that was jumping with joy)
'But this feels wrong, he does not deserve me. I have abandoned him for 8 years
….But i love him and he loves me…..Why can't love be a straight motorway?'
(Naota was also experiencing similar thoughts)
'This….this is....im so weak. I can't even be straight when i most need it. She..she gave up her life goal for me.
This supposed to be a man, a sorry excuse for a human…no living lump of cells. I can't even live without her.
Now i can't even live because she is finally here. Why are my dreams turning to nightmares? This is just great…just great
Now i probably can't even sleep without being assaulted from my enemy and my new enemy that was my former ally.
And why this aftershock from Mamimi's appearance out of the dark evening sky, did i feel anything
...or was it what thought before, just hugging, kissing and fucking.
AARRRGGHHH!!!!! WHYY??'
(His face was frozen into a slight smile due to the recent volcano eruption of emotions.
But Haruko covered her mental processes with a kind voice)
"Looking forward to it Tak-kun!"
(The two visitors left, the man more confused as thoughts of searing rage and pure serenity
was flowing like lava and water, the only result was that he got unconsciously more and more mentally burned out.
The woman was in the same state of mind)
OMAKE!!!!
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"Visiting hours is over" (The soft voice said)
"And the time of suffering and death is here" (The same voice was now harsh and hissing)
(The nurse draws forth a bloody hunting knife and stabs Naota straight in the heart while Mamimi was holding him)
"Even you my Mamimi" (Was Naotas last famous words as the 3 women in the room laughed uncontrollably)
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I am trying to get Mamimi more odd, she too "Normal". Ill maybe add some more of the original cast!
I have think out some weird ideas in my sick brain to the next time Woff Ehmm….Bye