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?/Katie?/
Christmas was the best. I felt so bad. Zack got me three presents and I only got him two. Probably cuze I've wasted so much of mine of cigarettes. URG! Anyways, I told him that 'last night' was my third present. We both got a good chuckle out of it. Summer stopped by to tell us that she was going on vacation. I was cold; I don't know where this sudden hatred comes from. She was, like, my best friend, that is until she left me for dead at a club once... I should be nice and welcoming. But I think she likes Zack. How can Zack like her now! HA! I've won! (I think). Anyway, Zack is going on vacation too, he's going to London and Paris and Rome. He used up all of his money (along with a loan from his parents). It's his graduation present. I wish I was rich like him. I'm gonna ask him if I can tag along. He'll probably say "if you can pay your way". I'm gonna miss him SOOOO much. There'll be no one left for me to hang out with. But, I guess, he deserves it. He's put up with me letting him down already for the first half of the year. I'm listening to BARE. I can't stop listening to that one song. I think it's hitting pretty close to home. I got a letter from Marta yesterday. My second best friend who I haven't heard from since 6th grade. She's scared. She's pregnant. With that filthy, dirty, no good, bastard, Chad. AKA: her boyfriend. I knew he'd take her. Marta doesn't want abortion though. She wants to keep it. For me? I don't know.
{[}Freddy{[}
I stopped following Zack and Katie. I went back to New York City. Guess who I saw? Dewey. It was strange. Very awkward. I was feeling queasy. I went to see this musical called BARE. It was strange. It hits where it hurts. There are people dealing with all sorts of problems. Like mine. What happened to me? I used to date every girl in class, kiss em, leave em, and move on. What happened? When I saw Zack, my heart did a flip-flop. I wonder if he and Katie are going out. I pray to god not. I'm living with my Marco and his family in New York. They're really nice to let me stay without telling my parents. She's probably worried sick. After what happened to my sister... I think I'm gonna go back to that boarding school just to take some pictures. Of. Him.
$Marta$
Two amazing things happened this week. One, I got a reply back from my old friend: Katie. She said, she thinks she hast he same "disease" as me. Who knows? I hope not. She wants to hunt down Chad and kill him. So do I. But I told her not to. Second, my old best friend called me. GORDON! I was so exited. We talked, for like, two hours. My mom made me get off. We talked about the last 6 or 7 years. I started crying. We exchanged emails and IM's. He said he missed his best friends. A lot. I said I'm alone and scared and I miss him more than I miss anyone else. He gave a choked laugh, but I knew he was holding back tears. He always did that. Especially when he announced he was moving. And I did the same on the same day. He told me about Lawrence and Michelle. I want to kill them. I would go to California if I could and slap them silly. WHORES! What happened to nice Lawrence? Than we talked about guys and girl. I told him I'm pregnant. He was silent for a long time, than said, Chad? I said: yeah. He did that choking laugh thing again. Than he said: Congrats. He doesn't have a girlfriend. Figures. How he's living. He told me about his dad, and everything. I unloaded all my life's problems. He than proposed that before winter is over (two weeks) me, him, and Marco (our posse). I said great. San Francisco isn't that far from LA. The problem is Marco. He lives in New York City. I cried again. This time so did he. He said, he's so glad he spoke to me. He missed me so much. That made me cry harder and I said the same. Than mom kicked me off. I quickly said good-bye and shot mom a dirty look. My life has some hope!
&Marco&
Freddy's living with us. I think he's gay. But I'm too shy to ask him anything. He just sleeps with us and than leaves everyday. I got a phone call from, guess who, my old pal GORDON! I'm so happy! Christmas was great. I spent it at Rockefeller Center in the Ice Rink with my girlfriend Alicia Allen. Anyways, Gordon wants to know if I can come to LA to have a reunion type thing, with Gordon and Marta (my two old best friends). I said I'll try. I asked my parents they said, fine. They're fighting a little. So, I'm sitting here at the airport. Waiting to board flight 647 with 'service to' LA. I'm so excited. This is gonna be great!
%&)Gordon%&)
Marco's on board. Marta is too. I cried when I called her. I'm such a wimp. She's pregnant. I want to kill that prick of a boyfriend. Chad. But I'm scared for her. I'm waiting at Flanagan Café. It's in my neighborhood of LA. I see someone walking up the street. She's got long blonde hair, and she's wearing a large sweater. MARTA! I ran up to her. We hugged for a long time. She started crying again. That made me cry, STOP GORDON, STOP! We sat down and immediately we had so much to talk about. I heard that when you re- meet a friend you haven't seen in a long time, it's really awkward. I guess not. Marco just sat down. He looks the same, just taller. Marta looked around and started bawling. So did Marco, that mean I did too. It was so embarrassing. The waiter came and I ordered three cokes out of instinct. Marta and Gordon just laughed. We talked about everything; we were there for over three hours. The waitress shoed us away cuze she needed the table. So we just walked around. Marta is so hot. Long blonde hair, bright blue eyes. Even though she's pregnant, she still rocks my world. I hate Chad.
#Eleni#
Me! Again! Woot! Anyway. Christmas in London is just the most AMAZING thing. First we went to Victoria and Albert Hall for a concert: Rolling Stones. THEY ROCK! Then to Hyde Park for fireworks. Than with my boyfriend: Euan to Harrods for some last minute Christmas shoplifting. I love it! We got some caviar and some toasties. We ate them as we sat on the edge of a beautiful fountain. Oh, it was just the best, best, best. Too bad I'm Jewish. Even though I'm Jewish Euan got me a gift. WHAT A SWEETIE! (. It's this really cute ring that says my name, engraved in the band. It's beautiful. I love him so much. Guess what, I'm going to New York City for five days. BYE!
!#Zack!#
Katie asked if she could go to Europe with me. I had been waiting for that. I'd already bought her a ticket. I said of course. She got so excited. We kissed. The flight was fun. We sat next to each other and we annoyed the couple next to us who were trying to get it on. We kept on asking them for stuff and laughing real loud. It was really fun. We landed and went to our hotel. A large one called the Intercontinental London. It's great. Our room has this huge Mini-Bar. We raided it first thing. We just slept, there's only one bed. Oh well, we'll manage ;). We were so tired. We just kept on sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. London is a great city though. But it's really cold.
=)Billy=)
Oh how winter is horrid. Truly horrid. Christmas was horrible. I stopped talking to my family when I left for New York City. They aren't privileged enough to talk to me. I spent Christmas listening to the Taboo city. And crying. Truthfully, I miss everyone. Especially the band. But, I've left that life. Don't look back. That's what I always say. Looking back only hurts you. But I want to, I want to so bad...
xX... hope you like it! ...xX
?/Katie?/
Christmas was the best. I felt so bad. Zack got me three presents and I only got him two. Probably cuze I've wasted so much of mine of cigarettes. URG! Anyways, I told him that 'last night' was my third present. We both got a good chuckle out of it. Summer stopped by to tell us that she was going on vacation. I was cold; I don't know where this sudden hatred comes from. She was, like, my best friend, that is until she left me for dead at a club once... I should be nice and welcoming. But I think she likes Zack. How can Zack like her now! HA! I've won! (I think). Anyway, Zack is going on vacation too, he's going to London and Paris and Rome. He used up all of his money (along with a loan from his parents). It's his graduation present. I wish I was rich like him. I'm gonna ask him if I can tag along. He'll probably say "if you can pay your way". I'm gonna miss him SOOOO much. There'll be no one left for me to hang out with. But, I guess, he deserves it. He's put up with me letting him down already for the first half of the year. I'm listening to BARE. I can't stop listening to that one song. I think it's hitting pretty close to home. I got a letter from Marta yesterday. My second best friend who I haven't heard from since 6th grade. She's scared. She's pregnant. With that filthy, dirty, no good, bastard, Chad. AKA: her boyfriend. I knew he'd take her. Marta doesn't want abortion though. She wants to keep it. For me? I don't know.
{[}Freddy{[}
I stopped following Zack and Katie. I went back to New York City. Guess who I saw? Dewey. It was strange. Very awkward. I was feeling queasy. I went to see this musical called BARE. It was strange. It hits where it hurts. There are people dealing with all sorts of problems. Like mine. What happened to me? I used to date every girl in class, kiss em, leave em, and move on. What happened? When I saw Zack, my heart did a flip-flop. I wonder if he and Katie are going out. I pray to god not. I'm living with my Marco and his family in New York. They're really nice to let me stay without telling my parents. She's probably worried sick. After what happened to my sister... I think I'm gonna go back to that boarding school just to take some pictures. Of. Him.
$Marta$
Two amazing things happened this week. One, I got a reply back from my old friend: Katie. She said, she thinks she hast he same "disease" as me. Who knows? I hope not. She wants to hunt down Chad and kill him. So do I. But I told her not to. Second, my old best friend called me. GORDON! I was so exited. We talked, for like, two hours. My mom made me get off. We talked about the last 6 or 7 years. I started crying. We exchanged emails and IM's. He said he missed his best friends. A lot. I said I'm alone and scared and I miss him more than I miss anyone else. He gave a choked laugh, but I knew he was holding back tears. He always did that. Especially when he announced he was moving. And I did the same on the same day. He told me about Lawrence and Michelle. I want to kill them. I would go to California if I could and slap them silly. WHORES! What happened to nice Lawrence? Than we talked about guys and girl. I told him I'm pregnant. He was silent for a long time, than said, Chad? I said: yeah. He did that choking laugh thing again. Than he said: Congrats. He doesn't have a girlfriend. Figures. How he's living. He told me about his dad, and everything. I unloaded all my life's problems. He than proposed that before winter is over (two weeks) me, him, and Marco (our posse). I said great. San Francisco isn't that far from LA. The problem is Marco. He lives in New York City. I cried again. This time so did he. He said, he's so glad he spoke to me. He missed me so much. That made me cry harder and I said the same. Than mom kicked me off. I quickly said good-bye and shot mom a dirty look. My life has some hope!
&Marco&
Freddy's living with us. I think he's gay. But I'm too shy to ask him anything. He just sleeps with us and than leaves everyday. I got a phone call from, guess who, my old pal GORDON! I'm so happy! Christmas was great. I spent it at Rockefeller Center in the Ice Rink with my girlfriend Alicia Allen. Anyways, Gordon wants to know if I can come to LA to have a reunion type thing, with Gordon and Marta (my two old best friends). I said I'll try. I asked my parents they said, fine. They're fighting a little. So, I'm sitting here at the airport. Waiting to board flight 647 with 'service to' LA. I'm so excited. This is gonna be great!
%&)Gordon%&)
Marco's on board. Marta is too. I cried when I called her. I'm such a wimp. She's pregnant. I want to kill that prick of a boyfriend. Chad. But I'm scared for her. I'm waiting at Flanagan Café. It's in my neighborhood of LA. I see someone walking up the street. She's got long blonde hair, and she's wearing a large sweater. MARTA! I ran up to her. We hugged for a long time. She started crying again. That made me cry, STOP GORDON, STOP! We sat down and immediately we had so much to talk about. I heard that when you re- meet a friend you haven't seen in a long time, it's really awkward. I guess not. Marco just sat down. He looks the same, just taller. Marta looked around and started bawling. So did Marco, that mean I did too. It was so embarrassing. The waiter came and I ordered three cokes out of instinct. Marta and Gordon just laughed. We talked about everything; we were there for over three hours. The waitress shoed us away cuze she needed the table. So we just walked around. Marta is so hot. Long blonde hair, bright blue eyes. Even though she's pregnant, she still rocks my world. I hate Chad.
#Eleni#
Me! Again! Woot! Anyway. Christmas in London is just the most AMAZING thing. First we went to Victoria and Albert Hall for a concert: Rolling Stones. THEY ROCK! Then to Hyde Park for fireworks. Than with my boyfriend: Euan to Harrods for some last minute Christmas shoplifting. I love it! We got some caviar and some toasties. We ate them as we sat on the edge of a beautiful fountain. Oh, it was just the best, best, best. Too bad I'm Jewish. Even though I'm Jewish Euan got me a gift. WHAT A SWEETIE! (. It's this really cute ring that says my name, engraved in the band. It's beautiful. I love him so much. Guess what, I'm going to New York City for five days. BYE!
!#Zack!#
Katie asked if she could go to Europe with me. I had been waiting for that. I'd already bought her a ticket. I said of course. She got so excited. We kissed. The flight was fun. We sat next to each other and we annoyed the couple next to us who were trying to get it on. We kept on asking them for stuff and laughing real loud. It was really fun. We landed and went to our hotel. A large one called the Intercontinental London. It's great. Our room has this huge Mini-Bar. We raided it first thing. We just slept, there's only one bed. Oh well, we'll manage ;). We were so tired. We just kept on sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. London is a great city though. But it's really cold.
=)Billy=)
Oh how winter is horrid. Truly horrid. Christmas was horrible. I stopped talking to my family when I left for New York City. They aren't privileged enough to talk to me. I spent Christmas listening to the Taboo city. And crying. Truthfully, I miss everyone. Especially the band. But, I've left that life. Don't look back. That's what I always say. Looking back only hurts you. But I want to, I want to so bad...
xX... hope you like it! ...xX
