Hi!!!! I'm back!!!!!! I only got one rewierer, but it's cool!!! thanks fe, there is something to you in the end of the chapter. This chapter is going to show you why Kaoru is so cold to Enishi. But the next chapter is better. ;) Ok read and r&R
Disclaimer: I don't own Ruroni Kenshin or sad but true lyrics(I wished!!!) Only the plot is mine!!
In previous chapter: We met Kaoru Kea, a strange and angry girl that seems to be very unhappy with her life, even if she has everything to be happy. We also met Enishi, a strange man that seems to have an attachment to this girl, even if it is forbidden to him. There is also Megumi Takani, a woman that seems very worried with Kaoru, because she started to take LSD. But the questions still remain: why does Kaoru has such a troubled mind? Why is she always having the same dream? This chapter will only make you find a little piece of the puzzle that I imagine in this fic.
I hope you enjoy this chapter! Angel338
Chapter two: Sad but true
The same question was still echoing in her head. Then it hit her. Today it would make 10 years.Already ten years. So much time. So much pain she had. But she had given up on crying. Crying is for the weak.
She looked at the clock on her table. 7 am. Oh she could take a hot bath before breakfast.
Enishi was in the big living room of the mansion looking to the burning flames of the fireplace. Scenes from last night still echoing on his mind.
"Why am I feeling like this? Stupid bitch!" he thought only to himself.
"Hey Enishi are you still sleeping men?" a man's voice startled him from his day dream.
"No Sano just thinking about life." Enishi said as he looked to a tall man, well build with brown eyes and spiky hair.
"Thinking about my sis is what you mean!" he answered as he approached to the bar. "Want some?"
"No I was not thinking about you sister Sano."
"Don't lie to me. I know you as well as my own hands! Why don't you tell her?"
"Because I feel nothing for her! That's why."
The hot bath was the best thing for her. She was so less tense! After that she got her bathrobe and got off the bathroom to her bedroom finding a young and pretty girl, with black long hair and green big eyes, which appeared to be no more that 15 sitting on her desk, next to her computer.
"You were late last night K." the voice of the girl was almost childish as she spoke but you could sense a little of maturity on her.
"You are controlling me know Misao?" Kaoru asked as she opened two doors of a cabinet that seemed to be her dressing room.
"No. But dad was worried. You know how he is with the 3 of us. I mean with Sanosouke it's different but with us... well at least tell me that you had fun!!!" the girl said as she finally took her eyes of the LCD screen.
"You can say so." Kaoru asked as she came to her bedroom again with a pair of blue jeans and a white sweeter. "I think I did something wrong last night Misao." She finally said as she knew that this girl was about to ask that something was wrong. She know her too well.
"Something about you and the big boy right?"
"You should try and create one of those lines of spirits and mind reading you know?" Kaoru told in an ironic tone has she finished to comb her hair.
"But what happened??? I sense something VERY good coming!" Misao said as she jumped to Kaoru's bed with her big eyes even more open with excitement.
"You caught me. We made love." Kaoru answered as she put on her high boots.
"You are joking right??? But you said that you would never do that with him!!"
"I think I was wrong. It was also the wrong think to do. But he started it!"
"You see! I've told you he likes you!!"
"Dude you know what is your problem?" Sanosouke asked as he slipped a little more whisky from the glass.
"What is my problem then?" Enishi told as he walked to the big widows of the living room seeing the sunny day that was outside.
"You give to much importance on your job. You don't admit your feelings because you are afraid of my father and how he is going to react." Sano said with a tone of determination in his voice.
Enishi's eyes expanded with surprise. But he was only caught off guard brief moment. His eyes were again on Sano his eyes burning with anger. "You're drunk that's what it is."
"No. I'm very sober. But you know what? My father reads your feelings every day. And hers to. He knows." Sano said as he got up and went to the library, closing the door behind.
Enishi was left alone with his thoughts only to himself. He started to remember. Yes today is going to make 10 years that he found her.
It was a rainy night. He walked in a dark alley. He went to her girlfriend's house and he has lost the track of time between the sheets. But he was happy. Suddenly he heard a child screaming and crying.
"C'mon give it to me." More screams. "Damme!" the girl scream. "Someone help!" the girl screamed. She had said "Damme" witch means she was Japanese. He walked a little faster and in a dark counter he saw it. A big guy was in top of a little girl starting to tear her already routing ropes. The scene was leaving him sick. Somehow he had to do something.
"Let her go you pig!" he said has he got nearer.
"No way I'm going to let her! She's very beautiful! And she is going to pay for taking off my bread!"
"Leave her now or die" Enishi said as he showed his sword with a golden incision of an eagle on the hilt. As it was magic, the man started to freak and run off like a mad and scared dog.
Enishi approached the little girl. She was laying on her back her little chest heaving wildly. But she was staring at the sky.
"Daijoubu?" Enishi asked the child. And as he spoke Japanese the girl looked at him. Enishi looked at her eyes, big orbits of a blue sea of purity, kindness but a lot of pain. "Please kind sir kill me. I don't have anything or anyone to live for. I cannot take it anymore." The girl said as she bowed.
"Gomen-nasai! I can't."
"I've lost everything sir. My parents were killed. My house was destroyed! I want to die, want to...want....to.... die" the girl said as she let over a final breath.
Enishi grabbed her. She had a big fever. He decided to go back to the mansion and ask Hiko-san what to do. When he reached the mansion he sends someone to call for him. When Hiko came Enishi he had never saw Hiko with such a worried face.
"Call a doctor quickly!!!" Hiko yelled to one of the body guards.
When the doctor came he told Hiko and Enishi that the girl was under nourishment witch means that she most hasn't eaten in a lot of time. She had also scars that were already healed witch means that she was hurt or abused. However she just needed sleep and food.
Enishi could not understand how she could have survived. She was only a child. Hiko then decided that he would take care of this child much for his wife, Christine, dismay.
"Hiko you don't know this girl. She could have a terrible disease and contaminate our little Misao!!" Christine yelled. Christine a tall very beautiful women, with black hair and honey eyes and with an arrogant face.
"It's my decision! The girl is staying and she was already seen by a doctor and he didn't said he had a terrible disease that could kill us all." Hiko said as he watches to an endless papers on his desk. They were in his library.
"Well I'm your wife also! Don't you think that it's my decision too!?" Christine said as he walked to the windows.
"Christine that's it! I have decided that the girl stays and that it's it!!"
They found out, once the girl was better, that her name was Kaoru. When they asked her about her parents she said she didn't remembered. Enishi and Hiko knew that she was lying. But for her to be lying, it's because she was probably involve in something big. Really big.
After that Enishi just watch Kaoru grow on distance. Time passed like the wind. She was 8 when she had come to this house and from a beautiful little girl she became particularly strange. She had become a little bit more curviest that the normal girls of 13 age and her face was hidden by a big glasses, not to mention that her teenage problems were affecting her :pimples were on her face.
For that Christine took that has an opportunity to pull Kaoru's ego under and under. Kaoru's was treated equally by Misao, Sano and Hiko has treated her has a member of the family. But Christine never accepted her has that. For her Kaoru was just a freeloader that took the generosity of Hiko has an opportunity to live rich until the end of her life.
Kaoru in her sweet innocence always thought that she was what Christine told her every night: "You are a f"#%&$# bitch, an ugly thing but you will not have what it's mine and of my children!!" she said has she slapped Kaoru over and over again, on the darkness of Kaoru's room.
Above all the suffering that Kaoru always keep to herself she was one of the cleverest girls of her school. But for that, she was always badly treated by everyone. From pranks and names that they call her that cut her heart every time they did something. But her eyes have only on person to look for: Misao. She was getting all of that strength from the little girl. She plays with her, and for that they became the best friends that you could ever imagine. Misao gave her the strength to go on, even she has almost given up.
Enishi never saw Kaoru with a boyfriend. He never saw her with anyone else. But she heard from Sano that she was in love with him. Well for Enishi was a surprise. Kaoru was only 13 when he was already 22, he was too old for her. And... she was a little bit... "Strange". She listened weird music, and have different interests that nobody else did. She was weird.
When Kaoru turned 14, she received a letter from one of the most prestigious schools on the world, in France. But she didn't know if she did want to go. She had Misao, Sano and Hiko's mafia that she learned to love like her family. She had too much here. And she had also someone that she cared far more then anything: Enishi.
But Enishi tried the best to tell her that it was better to give up. He didn't know how to say it. In her 14 years party he found a way. It would hurt Kaoru but it was the best. A very pretty woman was flirting to him a long time now.
"Enishi-san may I speak with you?" Kaoru asked in a very shy voice.
"Of course Kaoru-dono." Enishi spoke with the smile on his face.
"Ano, Enishi-san, I... would like to tell ... I..."
"Kaoru-chan, came quickly is time for the cake!" Misao yelled from the top of her lungs.
"Ah, gomen. I tell you later in my room ok?" Kaoru asked again shyly.
And she took off running. Everybody sing the happy birthday for her, Christine didn't, but she was happy.
After all presents and everything she went off to her room to talk with Enishi. Strangely she heard moans and men's curses. Well must be Sano bringing another of his girlfriends. She kept walking down the all only to find that the moans were coming from her own room. Odd. Very odd. When she reached the big doors of her room it was sure for her that the moans were coming from her room. When she opened the door she saw the must hurtful scene: one of Christine's friends was kneeled next to Enishi has he moan harder and harder. Kaoru's eyes burn and soon they were filled up with tears. She just let the door opened and run as fast as she could. She was so hurt. Enishi did that on purpose. He knew that she was going to her room. Soon the image of Enishi has the prince charming faded away. She ran, ran and run until she was completely alone in the bushes, crying only to herself. Then she heard someone approaching.
"That girl is nothing compare to my Misao! She's a bitch; she screw's every man she can. Oh! I don't know how they can do that with such an ugly girl!!" Christine laugh has her friends did it to. "Armenia why are you so flushed?" Christine asked as another person approached.
"Your bodyguard, that Enishi is fire, women."
"You did what?"
"What do you thing I did? But it was weird. He wanted to do it in your adopted child room."
Kaoru's eyes suddenly dry and where filled with a burning anger. She got up and went to Hiko's study; tell him that she was going to accept the France's school invitation.
And she did. In the next morning she went to France. Enishi and her family never saw her for 4 years, but the French school told them that she was a doing very well, much for Christine dismay.
Misao was the only one that saw her from time to time when she went to France but never told anyone how was Kaoru. Until the day she turned 18, and decided to write to Hiko that she decided that she was going to study medicine in the US.
Hiko was marvelled by the news, everybody was. Hiko called Kaoru if she wanted him to send his private jet to get her, but she told him that she was already in the country. "Do you what me to send Enishi to pick you up?" Hiko asked. Enishi was already at the door to get his car, when he heard Hiko's voice: "Oh the black Porsche I gave you. Ok, Kaoru be home quickly because everybody is anxious to meet you again."
Enishi decided to go outside to talk with one of mates about the evening rounds when he saw a black Porsche approaching. Music loud for everybody to listen.
Hey
Hey I'm your life; I'm the one who takes you there.
Enishi looked at the car when it stooped. He was going to the driver's seat to open the door, but it suddenly open. And that image he will never forget. A girl, no a women with black, long hair, dressed with a black leather pants, and a top that was cut to almost her tummy only with a leather jacket on top of it. The girl has a perfect shaped face, but her eyes where hidden beneath a black sunglasses.
Then the girl stooped. And looked at Enishi. She took of her glasses. Her hair covered almost her right eye, but her eyes where blue, so beautiful that he almost felt aroused. "No way is that Kaoru-chan?" Enishi heard her mate tell to him.
"Yes I am. You and Enishi can bring my things, they are packed in the car." Kaoru talked in a low voice, almost commanding.
"Yes Miss." He heard his mate tell and go to the car immediately.
Enishi was left alone with her in the front doors. He stared at her still stupidly.
"Why the F&%# are you staring at Yukushiro?" Kaoru asked has she snapped her fingers in front of him, leaving a sweet scent behind.
"I'm sorry Kaoru." He asked has he surprised himself for being nervous.
"Listen well Yukushiro you will only call me Miss Kaoru got it. Formalities, right, I'm not equal to you!"
"Kaoru is that you?" Sano said as he approached to two of them.
"Yep big bro. How are you?" Kaoru asked has e embraced Sano.
They were all surprised, specially Christine and her friends. Enishi can still remember on a pool party Hiko decided to organize, their faces. Kaoru walked in the middle of them with a white Brazilian bikini. Christine and her friends were envious. Since the day he saw her he started to doubt his feelings towards her. Every time that she was around him, he almost felt has aroused has hell.
But she, she acted coldly towards him. But she teased him a lot; toy with him, like he did to her.
Enishi was brought to reality has he heard feminine laughter. It was Misao, and of course Kaoru. Her face lightened, and her face today, more then ever, was beautiful.
She looked at him, and held his eyes for a brief moment, and then she said she was going to walk in the garden before breakfast.
"Enishi where's Sanosouke?" Misao asked.
"He's in the library." Enishi answer her with a smile.
When Misao left him alone, he took this opportunity to go and talk with Kaoru. He opened the big front doors and walked o the garden. He walked a little bit, only to find her next to the pool, smoking a cigarette.
"Miss Kaoru may I speak with you?" Enishi asked has he approached her.
"No, I have nothing to talk with you." Kaoru said has she got up quickly and went to the mansion again.
"Yes I thing we do. Kaoru I think you misunderstood me last night. You have to understand that I've made a promise to this family, I would gave my life to you I swear, but I still don't understand what you've done to me. I...aishiteru. As surprising has it seems I really do." Enishi said has she waited a reply from Kaoru.
"And you think that is throwing me to bed, saying such beautiful words that I am going to forgive you? No wait I should thank you, you know why? Because you show m that the world isn't a beautiful place. You teach that humans are pigs with no feelings." Kaoru said as she was now staring at a very surprised Enishi. "Oh and by the way, you better move on because I think you are the worst of the pigs."
Kaoru turned way leaving a surprised and hurt Enishi behind. She was correct. He was a stupid man without feelings.
I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true
But he was not going to give up on her, yet. He smiled and went to the mansion to see if everything was alright.
Well! what to you think? Good? Bad? R&R please!
To fe:
Thank you so much for the rewiew I was almost deleting my story because I am so full of final exams that I don't have much time. So I'm sorry that I only updated now! Hope you enjoy the chapter!!! ;)