Fallen Angel part 2

Why is death so hard

It's been 10 years

I still can't find love for anybody else

Many people have asked me on dates

But always turned them down

Dean Thomas proposed to me

Dean loves me

I can see it in his eyes

I feel sorry for him

Loving

And not being loved

I said yes

I still don't know why I did

The dress was bought

The cake was made

And their most beautiful spot was reserved in Tahoe

The only ting that was missing was the man I loved

I found myself staring into Dean loving eyes at the podium

He smiled

I have him the best smile I could manage

It was hard not to cry during the I do's

No objections

The deed was done

The ring was given

But why did it feel like my worlds was collapsing around me

What did I do?

I later cried into Harry's chest

He hugged me gently

Good sweet Harry

The one I could always trust in

Our honeymoon wasn't very exciting

I didn't smile

I didn't drink

I didn't make love to Dean

Whets wrong with me

Dean wants children

A nice house

And a loving wife

And I can't give him what he wants

Where is my Fallen Angel when I need him