Fallen Angel part 3

I still see his auburn eyes

I can still see his smile

I still see his blush

I want to be with him

But wont it hurt

Dean keeps taking knives from me

He threatens to put me in a correctional felicity if I keep doing this

He says he loves me and will do the best he can to protect me

But I don't love him

I'm sitting in the bathtub

Watching my blood slide down the drain

Dean will be home from work soon

I start to black out

Colors fade away

My world is finally ending

Somebody's screaming my name

But I don't care who

There he is my fallen angel

Standing before me

Smiling

I try to run towards him

I touch his hand

Somebody shouts my name again

I open my eyes

I don't want to

But I have to

Dean is standing above me

Tears streaked his face

He holds my hand

And kisses my forehead

Thank god

He whispers

And keeps crying

I want to go back to my fallen angel

Is the only thing I say

Dean lifts me out of the bathtub and holds me as I cry

He's gone Hermione

He whispers

But he's not

I still see him

He's there

I know he is

My Fallen angel