Snape's Childhood Memories and the Plan
When I finally came to the gargoyle in front of Dumbledore's office I paused. I was not sure what I was going to tell him. I did not know if Snape had told him what happened with Harry and me. And I knew that Albus did not want to tell Harry that I was his sister yet. Plus it seemed that both Harry and I can read peoples minds. But unlike me Harry does not know Occlemency. And on top of all that I had to worry about what I was going to do about choosing a husband before Christmas.
In the back of my mind I knew that I wanted to have Snape as the person I could wed, but I knew that it would never happen. Why would a man like Snape what to marry a hidous Demon? I already knew that answer. He wouldn't. Pushing the wish full thinking out of my mind I said the password and walked into Dumbledore's office.
He was sitting in his desk and to my surprise Snape was sitting in the chair in front of him. My heart fluttered when I saw him and I mentally slapped myself. For some reason every time I was around him or see him he made unknown feelings fill me.
"Delvasa, wonderful. I was just about to call on you to come and talk with us", Dumbledore said once he saw me enter the room. He levated a chair next to Snape and pointed to it for me to sit.
As I sat down and I felt eyes staring at me. I turned just in time to see Snape turn away from looking at me with an odd look in his eyes. A smile went across my face. Maybe there is hope? I said to myself and turned back to Dumbledore. There were more important things to worry about then what was going on between Snape and I.
"So Delvasa, Snape told me what happened at the meeting last night. What do you think about it? I have a plan I wanted to discuss with you and Severus but I want to hear what you want to do." my godfather said with a twinkle in his eyes. Suddenly I felt afraid I knew that his plan was not going to make me happy. But I didn't have any plans for what I was going to do. I would rather light my hair on fire and put it out with a sledge hammer before I married one of the death eaters.
"I truly do not have a plan. So much has happened since the meeting that I am happy to hear any plan that you have, Albums," I said speaking truthfully. A broad smile went across his face and a shiver went threw my spine. Both Snape and me looked at each other at the same time. We both knew what that smile meant.
Dumbledore stood up and began to pace the room. "Well we have a lot to do between now and Christmas. First off we have to worry about Harry and the trial that with his uncle", I shivered with hate and growled under my breath. The mention of my uncle made the memory of what happened last night flash before my eyes. I knew right then that I hated that man more than I hated my own father.
Dumbledore ignored my actions and continued on as if nothing had happened. "Than with have to fool your father that you have fallen in love with, Severus. Than we have to have wedding plans and invite guest. You planning a wedding are very hard work. But I am sure you two will do a fine job."
"Wait. What did you just say?" Snape said speaking for the first time during the meeting his voice silky and blank. I was to shock to speak. My godfather planed to marry Snape and me. I just met him about what a day ago and Albus was already planning our wedding. I mean that might be what I wanted but I knew that Snape would never agree to it.
Dumbledore only smiled at him and repeated what he said. Suddenly I could not help myself. "Albus you can not expect us to marry? We just met. How can I marry a man I barley know. I bet Snape feels the same. He dose not know one thing about me. He dose not know what I am. He dose not know what I look like. I am sure that he probably has some other woman he is love with and rather marry her than an ugly, tattered, beaten woman. I am not good enough for any man and I am sure you know this", I suddenly yelled jumping from my seat knocking it down behind me.
Dumbledore looked at me in shock at what I said. I just disked every thing about myself. But it was all true. I am a Demon not even human. And I was sure that Snape could find someone better than me out there in the world. Plus I am hideous. Why would any man in their right mind marry me? I thought to myself looking down at my hands not even wanting to see the look of pity in both my godfather's eyes our Snape's.
Suddenly the sound of Snipe's voice woke me from my self-loathing. " You believe this is the only way?" he asked his voice blank as if I had not said a word. I looked up in shock at my godfather who had a smile on his face and nodded.
Snipe shrugged his shoulders as if it was just a normal day at Hogwarts. I growled in frustration. I turned to him and grabbed his arms to tell him that he was insane. That to get mixed up with me was to be signing his death warrant. But again as if called up the world around me fuzzed over.
I was standing in a large dinning room with a man that looked like Snape only older in front of me. He had a beautiful woman in his arms slapping her repeatedly in the face. Her screams echoed in my ears. I tried to go and help her but it seemed that my body was glued to the spot. I screamed in frustration.
Suddenly I realized from my voice that I was not in my body. Looking down at my hands I saw that they were male and by the sound of my voice I was sure that I was a man. Looking to the side I saw a mirror.
Who I saw was a very young Severus Snape. Suddenly I realized that I was living on of Snape's memories. I tried to break free knowing that he probably would never forgive me for seeing this.
But it all was no use. A scream of pain and horror made me turn back to the seen in front of me. The large man in front of me had now pulled out his wand and was doing the Unforgivable curse Cruciatus on her. Her screams filled my mind causing anger to fill Snape's mind.
The man who I was sure was Snape's father seemed to think that her pain was music to him. His face was intoxicated with lust as he was looking down at her and listening to her screams.
Finally her screams had stopped and the world seemed to have stood still. I looked at the woman's chest and it was not rising anymore. Tears were falling down Snape's face and hate filled Snape's mind.
A smile went across his father's face as he slowly turned to me. " You are next, son", he said and stepped over toward me. Then again the world fuzzed over.
When everything cleared again I was looking into Snape's eyes and in them was nothing but horror at what I just saw. I tried to apologize for what had happened but I came short of words. This was the third time I had a vision and I still did not know how I did it.
"What just happened?" Dumbledore said making me turn from Snape's eyes. Slowly I looked at him and sighed. This was a problem both Harry and me had. I wanted to ask him about when both of us were here but it seemed that was not going to happen.
"I have been having vision when ever I touch people's skin. I did not start having these visions until I came to Hogwarts. And it seems that Harry is having the same problem. Because just this morning when he touched my skin he saw into my memories. I was going to tell you when we had time. But then this happened." I said sitting back down in my chair. I did not look at either of them. I did not like telling other people that I did not have control over all my powers.
"What memory did Harry see?" he asked making me look up at him. I glared at him. He did not need to know what he saw. It had nothing to do with the problem.
"You do not need to know. All you need to know is that he now knows that I am his sister and that I am the daughter of Voldermont. He also knows that I work for the Order", I said hissing at him for being so nosey.
He knew that he had stepped over the lines with that question. Dumbledore always wanted to know more then he needed. But I always seemed to step on his toes for I only told him what he needed and nothing more.
"What did you see when you touched Harry?" he asked looking at me dead in the eyes. I felt Snape turn and look at me to at this question. I told Snape that I saw what happened to Harry over the summer that night and that was all. I was not going to tell them what had happened to Harry. That was his decision not mine.
"I saw what my uncle did to Harry during the summer" I said glaring at him daring him to ask any more. He shivered at me stare. I knew it was an evil glare. When you only have your eyes to show your emotions you know how to use them.
Albus sat down and closed his eyes thinking. When he opened his eyes and gave me a blank look I knew he did not know any more about my problem then I did. I sighed. I really did hope that he would know something.
"Sorry Delvasa. But I don't know why you and Harry have this problem. But all I can tell you is that you should restrain from touching other peoples skin till we find the solution", he said looking at me in the eyes hoping I got the message.
He was telling me to not go any where near my father until they found out the problem. If my father could see my memories he might see that I was a spy. And that would mean that I was good as dead.
I nodded and stood up and walked to the door. Before I left I turned to them both and called up the powers of the shadow around us. I pushed the shadow into both of their minds for memory.
"We have no plan for what we are going to do with Voldermont. I cannot marry Snape. That never even came up in the meeting. All that we talked about is that we have to wait in see to know what to do about the problem. And what happened to Snape and me was all that happened." I said quickly changing both their memories. I did not want Snape to marry out me just because he had to. I wanted someone to marry me because they loved me and that was the only way I would marry Snape. I sighed knowing that would never happen.
Quickly I pulled out of their minds and waited for their minds to start working again. They both blinked and looked at me blankly. "So I guess we will have to talk about what we are going to do about Voldermont later. Well see around I'm going to check on Harry", I said testing if I changed their memory right.
Dumbledore blinked at me and then smiled "Right we'll talk about it later"; he said and waved me as I closed the door behind me.
(Well that is it for that chapter. I know it is corny but I had to put some more Snape in the story. I want to thank Felicia Waltz for all her kind reviews. Thanks! And I promise to put more Snape action in the up coming chapters.
Please Review people. It will make me so happy. Tell me what you want in the story and I might put it in. But please Review. Also please do not flame.
P.S. I do not own Harry Potter. I only own Delvasa (jumps up and down in frustration)
When I finally came to the gargoyle in front of Dumbledore's office I paused. I was not sure what I was going to tell him. I did not know if Snape had told him what happened with Harry and me. And I knew that Albus did not want to tell Harry that I was his sister yet. Plus it seemed that both Harry and I can read peoples minds. But unlike me Harry does not know Occlemency. And on top of all that I had to worry about what I was going to do about choosing a husband before Christmas.
In the back of my mind I knew that I wanted to have Snape as the person I could wed, but I knew that it would never happen. Why would a man like Snape what to marry a hidous Demon? I already knew that answer. He wouldn't. Pushing the wish full thinking out of my mind I said the password and walked into Dumbledore's office.
He was sitting in his desk and to my surprise Snape was sitting in the chair in front of him. My heart fluttered when I saw him and I mentally slapped myself. For some reason every time I was around him or see him he made unknown feelings fill me.
"Delvasa, wonderful. I was just about to call on you to come and talk with us", Dumbledore said once he saw me enter the room. He levated a chair next to Snape and pointed to it for me to sit.
As I sat down and I felt eyes staring at me. I turned just in time to see Snape turn away from looking at me with an odd look in his eyes. A smile went across my face. Maybe there is hope? I said to myself and turned back to Dumbledore. There were more important things to worry about then what was going on between Snape and I.
"So Delvasa, Snape told me what happened at the meeting last night. What do you think about it? I have a plan I wanted to discuss with you and Severus but I want to hear what you want to do." my godfather said with a twinkle in his eyes. Suddenly I felt afraid I knew that his plan was not going to make me happy. But I didn't have any plans for what I was going to do. I would rather light my hair on fire and put it out with a sledge hammer before I married one of the death eaters.
"I truly do not have a plan. So much has happened since the meeting that I am happy to hear any plan that you have, Albums," I said speaking truthfully. A broad smile went across his face and a shiver went threw my spine. Both Snape and me looked at each other at the same time. We both knew what that smile meant.
Dumbledore stood up and began to pace the room. "Well we have a lot to do between now and Christmas. First off we have to worry about Harry and the trial that with his uncle", I shivered with hate and growled under my breath. The mention of my uncle made the memory of what happened last night flash before my eyes. I knew right then that I hated that man more than I hated my own father.
Dumbledore ignored my actions and continued on as if nothing had happened. "Than with have to fool your father that you have fallen in love with, Severus. Than we have to have wedding plans and invite guest. You planning a wedding are very hard work. But I am sure you two will do a fine job."
"Wait. What did you just say?" Snape said speaking for the first time during the meeting his voice silky and blank. I was to shock to speak. My godfather planed to marry Snape and me. I just met him about what a day ago and Albus was already planning our wedding. I mean that might be what I wanted but I knew that Snape would never agree to it.
Dumbledore only smiled at him and repeated what he said. Suddenly I could not help myself. "Albus you can not expect us to marry? We just met. How can I marry a man I barley know. I bet Snape feels the same. He dose not know one thing about me. He dose not know what I am. He dose not know what I look like. I am sure that he probably has some other woman he is love with and rather marry her than an ugly, tattered, beaten woman. I am not good enough for any man and I am sure you know this", I suddenly yelled jumping from my seat knocking it down behind me.
Dumbledore looked at me in shock at what I said. I just disked every thing about myself. But it was all true. I am a Demon not even human. And I was sure that Snape could find someone better than me out there in the world. Plus I am hideous. Why would any man in their right mind marry me? I thought to myself looking down at my hands not even wanting to see the look of pity in both my godfather's eyes our Snape's.
Suddenly the sound of Snipe's voice woke me from my self-loathing. " You believe this is the only way?" he asked his voice blank as if I had not said a word. I looked up in shock at my godfather who had a smile on his face and nodded.
Snipe shrugged his shoulders as if it was just a normal day at Hogwarts. I growled in frustration. I turned to him and grabbed his arms to tell him that he was insane. That to get mixed up with me was to be signing his death warrant. But again as if called up the world around me fuzzed over.
I was standing in a large dinning room with a man that looked like Snape only older in front of me. He had a beautiful woman in his arms slapping her repeatedly in the face. Her screams echoed in my ears. I tried to go and help her but it seemed that my body was glued to the spot. I screamed in frustration.
Suddenly I realized from my voice that I was not in my body. Looking down at my hands I saw that they were male and by the sound of my voice I was sure that I was a man. Looking to the side I saw a mirror.
Who I saw was a very young Severus Snape. Suddenly I realized that I was living on of Snape's memories. I tried to break free knowing that he probably would never forgive me for seeing this.
But it all was no use. A scream of pain and horror made me turn back to the seen in front of me. The large man in front of me had now pulled out his wand and was doing the Unforgivable curse Cruciatus on her. Her screams filled my mind causing anger to fill Snape's mind.
The man who I was sure was Snape's father seemed to think that her pain was music to him. His face was intoxicated with lust as he was looking down at her and listening to her screams.
Finally her screams had stopped and the world seemed to have stood still. I looked at the woman's chest and it was not rising anymore. Tears were falling down Snape's face and hate filled Snape's mind.
A smile went across his father's face as he slowly turned to me. " You are next, son", he said and stepped over toward me. Then again the world fuzzed over.
When everything cleared again I was looking into Snape's eyes and in them was nothing but horror at what I just saw. I tried to apologize for what had happened but I came short of words. This was the third time I had a vision and I still did not know how I did it.
"What just happened?" Dumbledore said making me turn from Snape's eyes. Slowly I looked at him and sighed. This was a problem both Harry and me had. I wanted to ask him about when both of us were here but it seemed that was not going to happen.
"I have been having vision when ever I touch people's skin. I did not start having these visions until I came to Hogwarts. And it seems that Harry is having the same problem. Because just this morning when he touched my skin he saw into my memories. I was going to tell you when we had time. But then this happened." I said sitting back down in my chair. I did not look at either of them. I did not like telling other people that I did not have control over all my powers.
"What memory did Harry see?" he asked making me look up at him. I glared at him. He did not need to know what he saw. It had nothing to do with the problem.
"You do not need to know. All you need to know is that he now knows that I am his sister and that I am the daughter of Voldermont. He also knows that I work for the Order", I said hissing at him for being so nosey.
He knew that he had stepped over the lines with that question. Dumbledore always wanted to know more then he needed. But I always seemed to step on his toes for I only told him what he needed and nothing more.
"What did you see when you touched Harry?" he asked looking at me dead in the eyes. I felt Snape turn and look at me to at this question. I told Snape that I saw what happened to Harry over the summer that night and that was all. I was not going to tell them what had happened to Harry. That was his decision not mine.
"I saw what my uncle did to Harry during the summer" I said glaring at him daring him to ask any more. He shivered at me stare. I knew it was an evil glare. When you only have your eyes to show your emotions you know how to use them.
Albus sat down and closed his eyes thinking. When he opened his eyes and gave me a blank look I knew he did not know any more about my problem then I did. I sighed. I really did hope that he would know something.
"Sorry Delvasa. But I don't know why you and Harry have this problem. But all I can tell you is that you should restrain from touching other peoples skin till we find the solution", he said looking at me in the eyes hoping I got the message.
He was telling me to not go any where near my father until they found out the problem. If my father could see my memories he might see that I was a spy. And that would mean that I was good as dead.
I nodded and stood up and walked to the door. Before I left I turned to them both and called up the powers of the shadow around us. I pushed the shadow into both of their minds for memory.
"We have no plan for what we are going to do with Voldermont. I cannot marry Snape. That never even came up in the meeting. All that we talked about is that we have to wait in see to know what to do about the problem. And what happened to Snape and me was all that happened." I said quickly changing both their memories. I did not want Snape to marry out me just because he had to. I wanted someone to marry me because they loved me and that was the only way I would marry Snape. I sighed knowing that would never happen.
Quickly I pulled out of their minds and waited for their minds to start working again. They both blinked and looked at me blankly. "So I guess we will have to talk about what we are going to do about Voldermont later. Well see around I'm going to check on Harry", I said testing if I changed their memory right.
Dumbledore blinked at me and then smiled "Right we'll talk about it later"; he said and waved me as I closed the door behind me.
(Well that is it for that chapter. I know it is corny but I had to put some more Snape in the story. I want to thank Felicia Waltz for all her kind reviews. Thanks! And I promise to put more Snape action in the up coming chapters.
Please Review people. It will make me so happy. Tell me what you want in the story and I might put it in. But please Review. Also please do not flame.
P.S. I do not own Harry Potter. I only own Delvasa (jumps up and down in frustration)