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Title: Have You Ever

A/N: This is my first Chris Jericho and Trish Stratus fic. Please review and tell me what you think. Please tell me if you think I should make this a longer fic.

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Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night

Chris lay wide awake in his bed. He looked over at the clock. It was 4:00 in the morning. He hadn't slept at all. He went to bed at midnight, but he couldn't sleep. A certain blonde diva had been on his mind as of late.

He kept thinking of how he made her cry, how he broke her heart. The worse thing about it was, she had to hear him say it behind her back. Here him say that he would get her in bed before Christian got the lovely Lita in bed. Every thought he has had since the day he broke Trish's heart has been about her.

Chris rolled around in bed, trying to get comfortable. He just could not get to sleep at all, knowing he broke the love of his life's heart. He had to be strong, but the images of seeing Trish cry broke his heart. Trish crying was enough for him to cry. Which he had a couple times before, and right now.

Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

*(Flashback)*

Chris knocked on Trish's locker room door. No answer. He knocked again. Still no answer. Chris tried for the third time. He knew she was in there, he followed her when she ran from him. When he knocked the third time Trish swung the door opened.

"What the fuck do you want Jericho?" Trish yelled at him with tears.

"I wanted to say I was sor.." Chris stopped.

"Say what Chris?" Trish yelled again, still crying.

"I wanted to say it's not what it sounded like." Chris said.

He hated himself for not say he was sorry, like he planned to. Just seeing her in tears for the first time, made him feel like he had to be tough around her. To show that he wasn't hurting like she was.

"Oh ok Chris, it's not what it sounded like. What? Was it supposed to be a two Canadian dollar bet?" Trish cried.

"Trish, I made that bet before I knew you, and before I…." Chris stumbled off again.

"Before what Chris, before you raised the price to one Canadian dollar instead of a Canadians fifty cent." Trish tried to close the door, Chris stopping her.

"Before I really got to know you." Chris pleaded with her to keep talking to him.

"Well, I guess you got to know the real me, and I got to know the ass clown of you." Trish slammed the door.

*(End Flashback)*

Chris regretted not telling Trish that he loved her. The words just wouldn't come out right.

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away

Why wouldn't she just listen to him? All he wanted to do was make her understand, that he really was changed. Why, couldn't she see that? He saved her so many times, did that not mean anything to her. Chris felt, that his heart was no longer his. He used to not care about anyone or anything but himself. Now all of a sudden he had all these feelings towards Trish, and he actually felt like doing nice things to other people. As far as he was concerned Trish stole his heart.

You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

What did he have to do, just so she would stop avoiding him? What did he have to do, so that she would talk to him again? He missed her so much. Calling her, spending weekends and weekdays with her, just looking at her. He couldn't handle not being with her. Things seemed so much easier when it was all just a bet in the beginning. Before he got to know Trish. Before he got to know how great she was. Before he knew her, it was so easy for him to tell her things that would make her fall for him. Now, when he tried to make out a speech, so he could talk to Trish, he just couldn't find the words. You couldn't find the right words to say. He didn't know how to tell her, he's changed.

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
 
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You don't do anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've givin your heart to
 
He couldn't just sit around and let the woman of his dreams slip away. Well, Trish was nothing compared to what he dreamed of. Trish was 160% times better then his dream lady. That night he found out that Trish knew about the bet, he went to talk to her. He remembered the look on her face, and the hurt in her eyes. He was also hurt by the look in her eyes. He would have felt great, but he didn't. Why? He didn't know at first, but when he saw her cry for the first time he knew his feelings for her were real. 
 
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care
 
She didn't care anymore. It was over between them, as far as Trish was concerned. She wanted nothing to do with him. Chris sat there and closed his eyes. An image of Trish was in his mind. When he opened his eyes, she wasn't there. 
 
"Dreaming again." Chris thought to himself.
 
He had givin his heart to her. Now all he had to do was to make her understand that he had changed and wait. Wait for that day she would give her heart to him.
 
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta do to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep
 
Chris lay there in his bed. Thinking about Trish and all the good times they had together. Gosh he wanted those times back. He kept asking himself, what he had to do to get her back. He knew that if he didn't get Trish back in his arms, he wouldn't be able to sleep at all. One way or another he would get Trish back in his life.
 
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So what did you all think? Please review and tell me if you would like for me to continue this story.
 
~Citcat~