From A Sea of Lies Comes Something Wonderful
Disclaimer:
don't own want Jason thought
Jasam Fan Fiction
Prologue
The
truth is finally out and Jason can go free. He is no longer forced to
deal with me. I walk down the stairs of his penthouse. I put the bag
on the couch and take one last look around.
The door opens
and I turn to see Jason walking in. He sees me and says, "What are
you doing?"
I answer quickly saying that he free and I turn
to leave when he says, "Sam."
I turn around and ask him
what
"Don't go."
I look at him my heart beating
so fast I think its going to leap out of my chest, "Why?" I ask
hoping that its not just because he feels he has to take care of
me.
"
"Because I don't want you to leave and I still
want to raise the baby with you."
Disclaimer
Don't know GH or people in it but wished i owned jason
From A Sea
of Lies Comes Something Wonderful
Chapter 1
"But why
do you want that?"
Jason takes the bag and runs up the stair
not saying another word "JASON, JASON BRING MY BAG BACK DOWN HERE!"
I throw my hands up in the arm, this man did not like talking and he
doesn't listen either my god.
I go up the stairs to find
him. I walk into what was my room and found the bag on my bed but no
Jason. "JASON!" I scream one last time but still no answer. I
walk out of the room and walk down the hall to his bedroom. I have
never been there before because I felt I should not totally invade
his life. I open the door to see him sitting in a chair staring out
the window. "Jason?" I said softly.
When he still didn't
answer a minute later, I walker over to his chair and put my hand on
his arm. I felt his skin tense and then him pull away. "Just stay
Sam, please."
I looked in his eyes and his crystal blue
eyes are like keys to his heart. I saw fear and sadness in his eyes.
"Jason, me staying here not good for you, you can see the baby all
the time and the baby will love her uncle Jason."
I turn to
leave when I feel him grab my hand and stop me. "Why isn't it
good for me?" I turn to see him staring at me waiting for an answer
and I don't have one, at least not a good one.
"It just
is." I try to pull may hand out but he holds on tighter. "Not
good enough" He says.
He stands up and pulls me to sit on
the bed which is the only other thing to sit on in the room. 'Sam,
you leaving here is good for the baby, I can help you raise this baby
and you said yourself it was a good idea."
"But that was
before Jason."
Jason ignored me and kept saying, "You
need help and I already love this baby.'
"Jason, but
everyone knows that she Sonny's daughter, not yours."
Jason
drops my hand then and puts his hand on my swollen belly. "DNA
doesn't matter and I don't want to take Sonny place. All I want
to do is be the baby Uncle Jason as you put it, but I want to take
care of you and her."
I put my hand over his, "Jason, you
can have a family of your own with the woman you love."
He
tries to remove his arm but I hold his hand over my belly and Lila,
"No, I can't" I wanted to ask him why but I felt how tense he
was so I dropped it.
"Jason, I want to ask you something."
"Ok, go ahead"
I don't know how to start this so
I just go with blunt, "Do you mind if I still name the baby Lila,
even though everyone knows the baby Sonny's and not yours. I really
want to name the baby Lila because it means a lot to you and after
all you have done for me I want you to have this. I understand if you
don't want me too now."
Jason removes his hand from my
belly. The next thing I knew he grabbed my shoulders and pulled me
into his arms. My head lands against his hard chest and wraps his
arms around my expended body. "Sam, you have no idea how much it
means to me for the baby to be named after my grandmother. I know the
baby isn't my daughter but I love her like she is my own and would
be honored if the baby was named after my grandmother."
I
lean myself deeper into his arms, I felt so safe in his arms and so
protective. "Jas, everything will be so messed up if I stay, the
baby will be confused between you and Sonny, Carly won't like it
which I completely understand because I would be living so closed to
Sonny and what about your life you love Courtney and if I stay you
will lose her for good."
Jason pulls me back and looks into
my eyes, "I loved Courtney and part of me always will, but we are
over. Love is too hard to handle, but loving a child is the only pure
love that you can give and receive. I love baby Lila with my whole
heart and hopefully she will love me as well. I don't want to be in
love with anyone anymore. It's much easier not to be in love."
I
see the hurt in his eyes, I take a deep breath and then say, "I'll
stay Jason, but on two conditions."
He looked at me crossed
eyed, "What is the conditions?"
"That you don't give
up on love because you deserve love with whoever it is you choose
even if it's not Courtney and if you change your mind about Lila
and I living here you will tell me."
Jason smiles at me, and
then pulls me back into his arms, "Thank you Sam. I will meet
you're two conditions, but I don't think either of them will be
worried about."
I start to laugh, "Life full of surprises
and you never know what could happen. Hey maybe if its not your ex
wife Courtney, maybe it's the other ex Brenda you never know." I
say jokingly.
Jason just starts laughing, "No way, no how,
not ever, Brenda and I would never happen. I only married her to help
her and to help Sonny. It wasn't love or anything close too
it."
"Only you, Jason only you" I say laughing. "You
do anything for Sonny that's why you doing this isn't it?"
Jason stops laughing completely, "No, I am doing this for
the baby and you, not Sonny."
"Really?"
He
smiles again, "Yes really, for right now the baby and you are the
most important people to me and that's the way it should be."
I
pull myself away from him, "That's true for the baby, but I don't
mean anything to you, not a thing and that's ok."
Jason
gets up and storms out but before you goes he says, "You don't
know what I feel. You don't know a damn thing about it." And he
slams the door as he went.
TBC
