From A Sea Of Lies Comes Something Wonderful

Disclaimer: Don't own GH or the people on the show but can I have Jason please pretty please?

Chapter Three

My heart jumps from my chest to my throat. I pull myself up and try to get out of Jason's arms because at this current moment I can't stay in his arms. The more I try to get out the tighter he holds onto me. "Sam, please answer me?" He begs. I hear the need in his voice.

But what does he need me to say?

"Jason, please let go of me." I say not knowing if my voice was even high enough to hear.

"Not till you answer, if I let go of you then you can get a chance to think of a responses and not say what it is you really meant. I want the truth Sam, please if not for me, don't lie for Lila."

Jason turns me so I'm basically sitting on his lap looking into his eyes and I see so much. I see the need for an answer, him slightly begging me to honest with him, him wanting me to say something, and his need for it.

But what is his need for?

Does he want me to say because he the best friend I have ever had or does he want me to say something else. I don't know what he wants or what I want anymore.

All I know is that Lila matters the most.

"Jason, it doesn't matter all that matters is Lila."

Jason pulls it so I'm now completely sitting on his lap. I feel his strong thighs under me and I'm having even more trouble thinking. "It matters, Sam. It matters and you matter, please answer?"

I don't know what to say because I don't know how I feel. So I just say the truth, "I don't know why I can't image my life without you in it but I do know I want you in my life and not just for Lila."

He finally let's go of me with that. As soon as I was free I got up and stormed out of the penthouse slamming the door in my wake.

As soon as I look up I see Carly staring at me, "What did you do Jason?" She asks

Sometimes I try to be nice to her for Jason, wait I mean Sonny. DAMN IT I don't know anymore. "Nothing Carly, butt out." I snapped because I'm not in the mood for her right now.

I'm 6 and half months pregnant, my hormones are a mess, and my feelings are a mess. I am in no mood to be nice to a woman who hates me with a passion. I try to get by her to go the elevator but she is in my way, "Move Carly."

"Not till you tell me what you did to Jason."

"Carly, Jason and I aren't fighting I just am pregnant, tired and in a awful mood so get the hell out of my way."

She just about gets out of my way when I hear the door of the penthouse open. "Jason, what did that slut do to you?" Carly asks walking over to him.

"Go home Carly." He says

"Jason," She says. She puts her hand on his arm and he looks down at it. "What she do to you?"

"Go Sam didn't do anything wrong." Carly gets ready to argue I see it but when she looks at Jason face she backs up and goes into her penthouse.

I hit the button of elevator. "Sam." Jason says softly. I ignoring him knowing if I look at him either I'll go back in or I'll fight with him and not wanting to do either I just stare at the button waiting for the light to go off so I can get on.

"Bye Jason I'll be back." I say as I hear the button ding and the light goes off. I'm half way on the elevator when I feel Jason arm go under my knees and his outer go under my back and myself being lifted in the air and into Jason arms. "PUT ME DOWN JASON!!"

"No."

That was all he said and he starts taking long steps to carry me into the penthouse. "JASON PUT ME DOWN YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TREAT ME LIKE THIS!" I keep screaming, but Jason doesn't listen he keep carrying me into the house then up the stairs. "JASON WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU TAKING ME!?"

Jason just keeps walking the stairs not answering me. "I KNOW YOU AREN'T A MORON OR DEATH JASON MORGAN NOW ANSWER ME! WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU TAKING ME!?"

He turns me so my eyes were looking into his piercing blue eyes. "My bedroom"

That was all he said and he kept walking.

From A Sea Of Lies Comes Something Wonderful

Disclaimer: I don't own GH or the people in it, which is fine by me because it's a lot of work but I want borrow Jason every other night lol

Chapter Four

I figured out it was useless to fight him or argue with him because this man never listens to reason. Plus I'm sorta wondering why he is taking me to his bedroom. Maybe he wants to have his way with me on his king size bed.

WAIT!

Where the hell did that come from?

I DO NOT WANT JASON TO HAVE HIS WAY WITH ME!

I go back to fighting with Jason. I start punching his chest and screaming "WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TAKING ME TO YOUR BEDROOM? IF YOU THINK YOU CAN SEDUCE ME YOU HAVE ANOTHER THING COMING JASON MORGAN!"

Could he seduce me ok I need to stop asking that never mind, "JASON PUT ME DOWN!"

"No problem." He says and he drops me on his bed in a not so nice matter.

"JASON!" I scream again. I try to get up and he looks at me in a way that makes me stay put.

"I want to show you something Sam. I didn't bring you in here to seduce you, though if I wanted too you be more than happy to go with the flow." He had a sparkle in his eye and the smirk on his face I didn't know if I wanted to hit him or kiss him senseless.

Did I say kiss him senseless?

DAMN IT!! I DO NOT WANT JASON MORGAN!

"In your dreams Morgan, in your freaken dreams." I say and I pull myself up.

"Every night baby, every night."

"Oh my god Jason Morgan made a joke. Is the world coming to an end?" I laugh and smile.

Then what I hear shocks me Jason laughing. "Do you want me to help you to the top of the bed you look a little uncomfortable."

"Yes, please."

I watch Jason as he comes over to me, putting his hand under my knee again and pulls me up the bed to sit against the headboard. "Thanks Jason."

"Not done." He lifts me up and pulls down the covers and puts me back down. Then he fixes the pillows to support my back and then pulls the covers over me. "Now I'm done."

I grab Jason hand and say, "Thank you Jason."

He smiles at me, "I need my hand to get what I want to show you."

I drop his hand and he walks over to his dresser, but I can't help it I stare at his ass as he goes. The boy has a fine and I mean finnne ass.

He comes back and hands me a black note book. "What this Jason?"

"It's a wish list I have for Lila and you just read it."

I take the book and Jason starts to read. "No, Jas stay here and sit next to me why I read it out loud to the both of us please."

"Ok."

He goes to sit next to me, "No under the covers." I say as he goes to sit on top of the covers.

He smiles and slips under the covers next to me I move over and the turn so my head resting on his chest. He slips his arm around my waist to support me.

I open the book and start reading

[B] [I] The Five things I want for Lila and Sam.

Lila,

I want Lila to know she is always loved, even thought I'm not her biological dad that I will always love her no matter what. That I will be there always, even if it's from a distance.

I want Lila to be a happy girl. Always smiling and laughing like I wish I did more but I'm to serious for my own good or at least Sam thinks so.

I want Lila to have a family. With two parents that love her. No matter who they are as long as they know what a wonderful girl she going to be and how much she is loved already.

I want Lila to love me. This is my selfish wish. I want Lila to love me as her own father even thought I'm not. I always wanted a daughter of my very own and even though I'm not her father I want her to love me.

I want Lila to know and love her brothers. Morgan and Michael are such great boys and they will be great big brothers to her. That is if Carly will let them. Which I know she will do because as much as she hates Sam, she wouldn't let her boys, and Lila suffer. Sonny is the father of Lila and Carly will understand the boys need there sister sooner or later. I just hope its sooner.

Sam,

I want her to realize she doesn't have to do everything on her own. I want her to know I'm here for her always. No matter what she done or could do would push me away she stuck with me.

I want Sam to tell me things without having to pull teeth. I want her to be able to open up. Which is the same thing she wants me to do. I guess she and I are more a like then we would like to think.

I want Sam to smile more, laugh more, and stop worrying so much. Danny fine and happy. Lila healthy and happy. Everything bad is in the past, at least for the time being. She deserves to be happy.

I want her to stop thinking that she has to thank me all the time. I'm not doing this for Sonny, I'm doing this for her and Lila. I admit I am doing this for Michael and Morgan as well. But mostly I'm doing this for her because she doesn't deserve to go through this on her own.

Most of all I want Sam and Lila to have the family they deserve. With two parents always around for Lila and with someone always around for Sam no matter what it is, how late it is or whatever else is going around. I want Sam to have someone she can really count on. All the time, not just some of the time like with Sonny, but any time during the day. Early, late, midday, and at 2 am because she wants ice cream. I want Sam to marry me so we can be a real family for Lila. [/I][/B]

I close the book and turn my head up to Jason, "Do you really want to marry me, and not just for the baby?"

Jason puts his hand on my cheeks and whips the tears that came out of my eyes while I was reading that lovely wish list. "Yes, I do want to marry you because you deserve a real family and I can give it to you."

"What about love?"

Jason pulls me close, "What we have is better than love, we have trust and with trust love isn't important anymore. So will you marry me Samantha McCall?"

TBC

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