Shonen ai. Pairing: Tasuki/Nuriko. This Fushigi Yuugi fic is short and maybe not very good, but surely comes straight from my heart. Sorry for all the errors, but my primary language is Polish, not English. I don't own any of Yuu Watase characters or the song "Broken".
I kneeled down by your inert body and cradled it into my arms.
What will I do without you? I felt strange among those grave, gloomy people... naughty kid amid adults. Even people younger than me were more mature than I was... only by your side I could laugh sincerely and don't feel embarrassed, make jokes freely... I already started missing our sweet "attacks", my little malignity and yours – not that little – hits... to this very day I planned to tell you, how much I like you.
How much I care for you.
I wanted you to know That I love the way you laugh...
I embraced you strongly and felt your still warm blood soaking softly into my clothes. Strong man you were lying then in my arms, helpless like a child and equally innocent. I was looking at your face and wondering, how someone could hurt such a wonderful person. Why they did that to you?... Were they so determined to reach their goals and they didn't see anything besides it?... Does human' life mean nothing to them.
Or maybe you wanted to die, to sacrifice your life for your beloved... I guess I will never know who was the person so important to you... surely it wasn't me... I could be only on your place, 'cause I would die for you... then you... you wouldn't suffer so much, would you? At least I didn't mean much to you... but you were everything to me. A thousand pities you will never know that...
I want to hold you high And steal your pain...
I touched my face to your hair, so beautiful and soft like a velvet. I felt like I could lull you like a little baby. For a while I was muttering words of a lullaby that were becoming less and less explicit as my voice was cracking and my hot tears were flowing down my cheeks and falling onto my lips. It was hard to catch a breath and try to muffle a sob in the same time. I didn't want the others to see me crying. My weeping was dedicated only to you, no one else... see? Because of you I started thinking like poets do.
I was execrating my cowardice and that I was putting off everything. I was thinking: maybe later... and now later changed to too late... pleasant words, important words... maybe there could be something between us if only I had succeed in declaring my feelings for you in time. Even if it wouldn't work, you would pass away knowing that you are not only the one who loves someone, but you're loved by someone too.
I made my embrace stronger. Everything was damp. Clothes – from blood and snow. Face – from tears.
Our companions came, urging me. Yes, I know, it's time... it's time to part from you... forever.
"I love you..." - I whispered, but I knew it was too late.
You gone away You don't feel me here anymore...
I kneeled down by your inert body and cradled it into my arms.
What will I do without you? I felt strange among those grave, gloomy people... naughty kid amid adults. Even people younger than me were more mature than I was... only by your side I could laugh sincerely and don't feel embarrassed, make jokes freely... I already started missing our sweet "attacks", my little malignity and yours – not that little – hits... to this very day I planned to tell you, how much I like you.
How much I care for you.
I wanted you to know That I love the way you laugh...
I embraced you strongly and felt your still warm blood soaking softly into my clothes. Strong man you were lying then in my arms, helpless like a child and equally innocent. I was looking at your face and wondering, how someone could hurt such a wonderful person. Why they did that to you?... Were they so determined to reach their goals and they didn't see anything besides it?... Does human' life mean nothing to them.
Or maybe you wanted to die, to sacrifice your life for your beloved... I guess I will never know who was the person so important to you... surely it wasn't me... I could be only on your place, 'cause I would die for you... then you... you wouldn't suffer so much, would you? At least I didn't mean much to you... but you were everything to me. A thousand pities you will never know that...
I want to hold you high And steal your pain...
I touched my face to your hair, so beautiful and soft like a velvet. I felt like I could lull you like a little baby. For a while I was muttering words of a lullaby that were becoming less and less explicit as my voice was cracking and my hot tears were flowing down my cheeks and falling onto my lips. It was hard to catch a breath and try to muffle a sob in the same time. I didn't want the others to see me crying. My weeping was dedicated only to you, no one else... see? Because of you I started thinking like poets do.
I was execrating my cowardice and that I was putting off everything. I was thinking: maybe later... and now later changed to too late... pleasant words, important words... maybe there could be something between us if only I had succeed in declaring my feelings for you in time. Even if it wouldn't work, you would pass away knowing that you are not only the one who loves someone, but you're loved by someone too.
I made my embrace stronger. Everything was damp. Clothes – from blood and snow. Face – from tears.
Our companions came, urging me. Yes, I know, it's time... it's time to part from you... forever.
"I love you..." - I whispered, but I knew it was too late.
You gone away You don't feel me here anymore...
