Ok new chapter this one is up a lot sooner than I had planned to put it up but I wanted to keep you guys informed about why my chapters arent up as soon as they used to be ok, first of all the doctors discovered I have something wrong with my back called scoliosis so they keep doing tests on me and calling me back every few weeks and then they discovered there is something wrong with my kidneys when they did a blood test so I am going to be admitted to hospital for a few days soon for more tests to see what exactly is wrong with them. So I hope you guys understand oh and there is also school I have a lot of stuff to copy up at home cause of all the time I take of for hospital appointmenst so I really don't have the time at the moment to write that many chapters but I am trying as often as I can.

Umm I only got one review for the last chapter but anway here is the answer (which I always do no matter how many reviews I get.)

Enna seawave- I did do Letum Domus a few lines down but when I save my story something must have happened to make it only one line or is there still a few cause I don't really have time to check, and I did change the rating when I put this chapter up (or will when I put the chapter up).

A few weeks later Jess went into labour on October 5th she gave birth to a baby girl after 7 hours in labour which James was there to help her through in place of Sirius.

She named the baby Chloe a name which she said Sirius had chosen for it before he had been captured. By now James was sure Sirius was dead it seemed impossible that Sirius would be alive with Voldemort having 24 hour access to him and wanting the Potters so badly but one thing James knew was that the Fedilius charm had never been broken, James was proud of Sirius for this, proud of him for not telling Voldemort.

Although James knew that Sirius was probably dead there was some part of him that kept hoping that he was still out there alive and fighting and he hoped that someday Sirius would someday get to see his daughter.

One month after Chloe was born it was Sirius's birthday Lily and James planned to have a statue erected on a hill just outside Hodrics Hollow they decided on a statue of the dog star which Sirius was named after there was a plaque at the bottom which read-

Sirius Black

Friend, husband, father and fellow marauder

MWPP

The brightest star in the sky

Faithful until the end

All four of the Marauders where there so was Lily, Harry, Jess, Chloe, Claire, Aaron, Narcissa and Albus Dumbledore.

James had agreed to speak at the memorial which was what it was for it wasn't a funeral there was no body, no it was a memorial like the ones they have for dead soldiers who have died fighting, which is what Sirius had done thought James.

When Dumbledore said it was James turn to speak he walked shakily to the front and began his speech "When Lily and I decided to erect this statue in memory of Sirius we agreed we should have some sort of service so Sirius's close friends and family could say goodbye to him, Sirius was my best friend throughout Hogwarts and after we spent ten years apart because of a stupid bet, and only saw each other again in the summer and our friendship was still as strong even though he had married to my little sister and had got her pregnant I forgave him cause there was no one else in the world I would trust more to protect her and my neice. The same goes for my other family my wife Lily and my son Harry, Sirius took on the role of our secret keeper to protect us from Voldemort." No body gasped or looked shocked at hearing James say Voldemorts name they were used to it "And he did just that and he died doing it. He was captured by Voldemort and taken to Letum Domus" Many people gasped on hearing this and James realised he hadn't told anyone where he knew where Voldemort had taken him "He eventually paid the greatest sacrifice and died protecting us he never gave our whereabouts to Voldemort he remained true and loyal and that's what true friends do they remain loyal until the end. Sirius wasn't just my friend he was my brother and I will never forget what he did for me and my family no matter what sacrificing yourself for another person is the greatest sacrifice and if he was here now I could never thank him enough he gave my son Harry a chance a life and he gave me and Lily a chance to watch Harry grow up, I will be forever in his debt and wherever he is I hope hes ok and that hes happy and I hope that someday I will see him again to thank him for what he has done." James finished his speech and went back to his place.

At the end of the service, James was sitting on the sofa in Godrics Hollow just staring at the fire Lily was starting to get worried about him he had been sitting that way for the past ten minutes "James whats wrong?" She asked coming to sit down beside him.

James looked at her and Lily noticed he looked close to tears "Why did he have to make him secret keeper Lil's? He was too obvious we could have had Peter or Remus or anyone Dumbledore even but we had to choose him and he died because of it." Said James turning away from her.

Lily was taken back by what he said "James you cant blame yourself Sirius he wanted to be our secret keeper." Said Lily trying to calm him down.

"We shouldn't have asked him to do it in the first place." Said James.

"James stop beating yourself up about it we gave Sirius a choice he could become our secret keeper or not and he chose to we didn't force him to." Said Lily looking at the back of James head seeing as he still wasn't turned round to face her.

James eventually turned round to look at her and she saw all the guilt and sadness in his eyes that he kept locked up for the month "Lily my best friend is dead Jess lost her husband and Chloe will never get to meet her father, and your telling me not to feel guilty because all that happened because we asked him to be secret keeper, you cannot tell me to not be guilty over that hes dead because of me." James finished the last bit in a dead whisper trying to keep the emotion out of his voice but his eyes betrayed him.

Lily looked at him with sympathy "James he didn't die because of you he died because of Voldemort." James opened his mouth to say something but Lily cut him of "And don't say that he didn't cause he did if Voldemort hadn't come after Harry then we wouldn't have needed have needed to use Sirius as a secret keeper and if Voldemort hadn't made captured Sirius then he wouldn't be dead so you cant really blame yourself." Finished Lily.

James thought about this for a moment then realised that Lily was partially right but he didn't want her to know that he still felt guilty she would never let it go if she found out so he managed a weak smile and said "Suppose your right sorry Lily I shouldn't have taken my feelings out on you its just everything that's going on I'm really really sorry."

Lily smiled even though she knew her husband was lying 2 her she gave him the benefit of the doubt "You don't actually know that Sirius is dead James he could still be alive" Said Lily hopefully.

James looked at her "If he is alive which would be practically impossible we don't have a chance of getting him out Lils its Voldemorts house if you could call it a house we have no way of getting in there and he has no way of getting out its better that everyone accepts his death now rather than hanging onto false hope." Said James his voice dry and emotionless as though he was willing himself to believe what he was saying when he still had hope that he could get Sirius out and that he would be ok.

"I'll leave you here to think about things ok James I'm going to check on Jess and Chloe I don't think Jess is handling it as well as shes letting on I think shes only pretending to be strong for Chloe."

James nodded "I know, shes acting she always was good at that but eventually its all gonna come out she'll admit everything how shes been handling his death everything she's clinging onto Chloe because she is the last part of Padfoot shes got left."

Ok lame ending but I couldn't think of anymore and guess what I'm gonna start the new chapter as soon as I put this one up but I want to put this one up first I couldn't really put the two thins into the one chapter because I don't like skipping time like two years in one chapter theres a little hint towards the next chapter though I'm sure it wont do much good and if I work hard enough I might get the new chapter up tonight or possibly tomorrow night so please hang on.

Oh and another thing why does hardly anyone review I like getting reviews but this story hasn't been getting as many reviews as it used to and I was wondering has everyone stopped reading it or something cause I hate it when that happens people like the story for a while then they just stop reading it so if you used to be one of my reviewers and you havent reviewed in a while please just hit the little button at the bottom and leave a message for me please.