Wow. *stares into space* You wouldn't believe how much praise I got for the first chapter. *blinks* I haven't.felt so.loved.*cries*

Lol. Just kiddin. Tho, I did get a lot of praise. I is so happy!!!! ^____^ *passes out R+R tater tots to everyone that reviewed* .Oh hell with it *passes them out to everyone who read it.* ^___________^

This chappie is where the angst come in.and when I start to get flames XD

FLASHBACK WARNING! XDDD

::Disclaimer:: I do not own Dragon Knights or the song Gankai Merry-Go- Round by Psycho le Cemu.

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Chapter 2: Revelations

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The white dragon officer sighed, and for the first time in ages, laid down on his bed and took in a deep breath. His nerves where going crazy. Not only had he told the Dragon Lord himself the secret he had been keeping for over a year now, he was about to tell Ruwalk what he thought about him. That he was more then a friend to him.
Alfeegi felt a light blush creep it's way up just thinking about the yellow dragon officer. It was then that he had realized how tired he was. He had gotten up at his usual time, 5:00am, but all this emotional stress and worry that he was going threw really made him drowsy. 'Just a quick nap,' he thought to himself, 'You need the rest.' And as his eyes began to droop, he thought of the first time that he had fancied his friend.

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The castle was decorated with the usual Christmastime décor. The Lord had a light snow falling on the ground. The castle was covered with small lights and holly. A large tree had even been brought in, with hundreds of presents beneath it. Usually the Lord didn't go to this length to celebrate a human holiday, but there was just something about Christmas that made everyone smile.
Except for Algeegi. The dragon officer stomped down the hallway, huffing angrily and mumbling curses under his breath. "Damn him," he whispered, "Who dose he think he is? Taking the budget books when my back is turned. Why, I should." He stopped as he saw Ruwalk walk out of his room. An angry fire flared up inside him and he ran up to catch him.
"Ruwalk," he said flatly, and watched in sick amusement as the other man's shoulders stiffened and turned around slowly.
"A-Alfeegi. Lovely to see you." He could see the sweat that began to form on his brow and he smirked.
"You know what I am here to talk to you about.right?" He saw the yellow dragon officer try to crack a convincing smile.
"I.don't know what you're talking about, I'm afraid."
Alfeegi growled. "Oh, yes you do! You gave Kai-stern more money then he needed for that trip! I gave him enough to cover him and YOU give him double! Don't you know that I could be blamed for this?"
"Well.I may have given him a little extra."
"A LITTLE!? You haven't been listening! I said you gave him DOUBLE! DOUBLE! Meaning TWICE AS MUCH!"
"Well, I didn't think you gave him enough."
"Oh I gave him plenty! You think that there was "too little" though. Why? Because there wasn't money in there for BOOZE and HOOKERS!?" He stopped as Ruwalk began to chuckle. "And WHAT, pray tell, is so FUNNY!?"
The dragon officer placed his fist over his mouth, and with his right hand, pointed upwards.
"What are you." the secretary began, before looking up. His draw dropped. Ruwalk came closer and whispered in his friend's ear.
"You know what this is.don't you?" He chuckled. "Mistletoe."
Alfeegi stared up for a moment, before looking at the other man. "So." He said flatly.
"And do you know what your supposed to do under the mistletoe?" he asked.
"Of course I do. But quit changing the subject! I still have a piece of my mind to give you-''
"How about this instead?"
Before he could speak, the secretary felt Ruwalk's lips on his own. The warmth had surprised him. His eyes had gone wide with shock, and in impulse, pushed the other man away.
"What in the hell was that?!" He yelled, but again, was answered by a chuckle. It was then that he noticed he was blushing madly. He growled threateningly but that only made Ruwalk laugh louder.
"You-the look that you-oh this is too much!" He smiled broadly at his now infuriated comrade.
"I don't think that was funny!" He yelled, "You are so immature, trying to distract me instead of taking blame. What is your.what are you doing?"
To his surprise, Ruwalk had offered his elbow to the confused dragon. "I was heading to dinner. Do you want to join me?" He smiled dashingly, and that blush threatened to rise again. He found himself.wanting to intertwine his arm with the other man's. Instead, he scoffed.
"You are so immature," he growled and narrowed his eyes. Ruwalk shrugged.
"Suit yourself." He said, and walked down the corridor.
Alone, Alfeegi stood to collect his thoughts, and the papers he had dropped when they had kissed. He placed a hand over his mouth as to remember it, and found himself wishing that he hadn't pushed away, and that it might have lasted just a second longer.

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The dragon officer's eyes opened slowly, a small smile on his lips. He pulled the covers closer to his body as if to saver that moment of quiet. 'The calm before the storm,' he thought, and was suddenly plagued with all the nervous emotions he had been hoarding for days. He turned his head and slowly looked out the window, expecting to see the still breezy, calm day. Instead, he saw the sun setting with all it's reds and yellows.
Alfeegi bolted upright and put a hand on his head. "How long was I out for?" He asked himself. He then quickly scrambled towards the door. 'I can catch him on his way to dinner.' He thought. It was strange, but he seemed very calm all of a sudden. He noted that instead off all the feelings of regret and worry, he was completely placid. It was as if he was still in his room.
That brief moment of mental togetherness didn't last long. When the dragon turned the corner into the wing that Ruwalk's room was, he found his heart pumping so fast that he thought he was close to having a heart attack. It only worsened with every step nearer he took. He suddenly found himself going over what he was going to say.
"Ruwalk, I have something of great importance to discuss with you.no. He would think I was talking about a form or something." He paused as the door was coming closer. "Ruwalk, I need to tell you something, bah. Too obvious. Ruwalk I need to talk with you. Yes, yes that's it." He stopped. The door was right in front of him. His heart pumping so hard that he could hear it in his ears. He gulped, and poised his hand to knock on the carved wooded boarders. "Alfeegi." The dragon officer jumped high into the air and whirled around, to find the chief of security standing in front of him. "Te-Thet-Thetheus!" He croaked, quite aware that his face was going red.again. 'I have to stop doing that!' he thought. "What.What are you doing here?!" "Patrolling the castle," he said. "Oh," He stood, looking at the dark-haired man for a few more seconds. "Did you want something?" "No, just wanted to make sure it was you." "Oh." He found himself close to backing away slowly from the other man. "Well, if it's alright with you, I have some things to discuss with Ruwalk- " "He's not in there." "Hm?" This made Alfeegi turn around. "What do you mean he's not there?" "I saw him walking in the gardens with Kai-stern just a short while ago. Why do you need to talk with him?" "Um.well.he.forgot to turn in his report. Thank you Tetheus." He then quickly escaped back down the hallway. 'Tetheus.he scares me sometimes.' he thought. He smiled a bit though. If Ruwalk was in the gardens, then he would have some getaway space in case things got weird. 'But with Kai-stern there..no. Kai-stern would leave if he thought I was going to yell at Ruwalk for something.' He sighed in relief. 'This may be just a bit easier then I originally thought.' He began to hear some talking from the corridor further down his hall and to the left. He gulped again. He recognized Ruwalk's voice right away, and the other would surely be Kai-stern. He straightened his appearance, making sure he looked as if he had something important to say before finally turning the corner, and stopping dead in his tracks. Kai-stern was softly pressed up against the castle wall with Ruwalk standing with his body pressed up against his. His arms wrapped around the Secretary of State's waist, while his where on the wall behind him, both engaged in a gentle kiss. Alfeegi couldn't move. His body just wouldn't obay. It was like the scene after a bloody battle, no matter how gruesome it was you just couldn't look away. His breathing became ridged, he gave a surprised little gasp, half mutilated by held back tears, and loud enough that the other two dragon officers looked towards him, then jumping apart. It was only then that he was able to move, he quickly looked at the ground, but not before catching a glimpse of his crushes eyes. Those emotions, surprise, embarrassment, and.anger? 'Yes,' a small voice spoke from the back of his mind, 'You interrupted them, no wonder he's angry. You're always getting in the way of things aren't you? All you do is lecture and preach, why would he love you?' "I made a huge mistake." He said under his breath. "Alfeegi?" He heard his named called. Not sure which one had said it, he raised his head so fast that he felt his neck pop. He could only look for a second before he felt his stomach churn. "Don't worry," He said softly, barely audible, "I'm not going to lecture you." He was practically choking now. 'I can't stand it anymore!' "I'm sorry I interrupted you!" Then he quickly turned around and ran back towards his room, tears picked up by the wind as he did so.

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*sniffle.sniffle* Yes, the beginning of the angstyness. I think I'll have to change the rating to 'R' for the next chapter.it's just so gruesome.and all the swear words.

Well, please reply! Sorry if I lost some readers to this chapter. I promise you that there will be more humor.but not until some later chapters. Oh, and if you want to flame me that's fine. Everyone has their own opinion.

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