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Writers note: This story is based on the character of Cate Tiernan, Author of the Sweep Series. I do not own any of the characters. Cate Tiernan does. It is a fan fiction. I am a fan. Please respect my writing. All of these ideas come from my head and not from other fan fictions. If there is a similarity if purely coincidental. I hope you enjoy the fan fictions!
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*I woke up, as the sun was about to come up. Morgan. She is the last thing I think about at night and the first thing to pop in my head in the morning. She haunts my every dream and my every waking moment. Goddess I miss her so much. Everyday without her is like being ripped apart. I don't know what she's thinking. I hated it when she told me she doesn't love me. Just hearing it made me sick. But we both knew she was lying. I love her more than anything. She wants to protect me. I bet that's the reason why she broke up with me. She thought Ciaran would hurt me. The thought made me love her even more. Being this vulnerable. Being this inlove. This will be either be my new beginning or is gonna be the death of me.
HN*
I woke up in a cold sweat. My dream. Is it a sign? Is the Goddess telling me that I've made the wrong decision? I've been having that dream for 3 straight nights now. The same thing over and over again, except this time it was different. I saw his face. His beautiful face. His eyes. His lips.
Hunter. It was Hunter. I licked my lips trying to find any trace of his lips that still linger, but was disappointed only to find my lips were really dry. I remember how I felt when I first saw him. How I hated him and I almost killed him. But now, I love him more than anything. He was my muirn beatha dan, and not because of me, my ex boyfriend. I drove him away. It was me who told him I don't love him anymore. Which we both know is a lie.
I sat up, shivering from the cold wind blowing from my window. I pushed my feet into my bear claw slipper and walked to the window. I looked out and found myself looking at a beautiful sunrise. A new day. I hated it! A new day without Hunter was heart breaking. I got dressed, went downstairs to get a diet coke, and then headed for the door. I needed to be alone.
~Morgan. Please meet me at the park. We need to talk~ Hunter's witch message was loud and clear in my head. It felt like he was right there with me. But I knew better.
~Okay. I'll be there. ~
I walked to the park just as the sun was fully up. I sat on the swing and cried. I miss Hunter so much, but I cant bear to see him hurt later.
Few moments later, I sense that Hunter was near by. He walked to me, a hurt look in his face. He looked beautiful, almost god like. His green ribbed sweater clinging to every muscle in his chest. His lips were pink from the cold. I wanted to kiss him, hold him, feel his body next to mine, but I know I had to resist.
"Hi Morgan." He said not looking at me.
"Hello Hunter" I finally looked up, but wish I didn't. His eyes were filled with tears, but I know he was holding it back.
Finally he said, "Why are we doing this?!" his face filled with pain and anger. "We both know this isn't right. Why do you want to do this? It kills me every morning knowing that I wont be a with you, kiss you, or even talk to you the whole day." He looked so hurt and I wanted to wrap him in my arms and make all his pain go away. But I cant, because I was the cause of his pain. I couldn't help crying.
"Goddess Hunter! Don't you think it kills me too? I can't bear to see you hurt. But I can't bear to see them hurt you either. You know that to get to ME they will get after YOU. I cant live like that. Knowing that you're in danger because of me!"
"I would rather be in danger everyday of my life and be with you, than to be safe without you! Don't you understand that?! I need you like I need to breath. I'm meant to be yours forever. Please Morgan, lets stop this." He said, pleading.
"I'm sorry Hunter. I love you. I always will, but I think we should really break up. I'm evil. Do you remember what my father did to my mother?! He killed her! And they were muirn beatha dans, like us. What makes you think I wont turn evil and do the same to you?!" I said in between sobs.
" Because you're not your father! I know you. You're not evil. You have more good in you than anybody I know! Morgan…I love you…don't do this. Please."
"I'm sorry Hunter. Its over. I hope you understand. Please move on. I know you will find someone that will treat you the way you should be treated. Goodbye Hunter."
I couldn't look at him. I walked to the das boot and climbed in. I brought my hands to my face and wept. I tried to convince myself that what I did was right. I telling myself what I did was for the best. Who are you kidding Morgan?!?! I would rather be dead without Hunter in my life. I swept the tears away and drove off.
~I don't want anybody else….there will never be anyone else~
I heard it in my head loud and clear. I started to cry again. He was right. There will be no one else. He is my only one….and now he's gone. I wanted to die….
Writers note: This story is based on the character of Cate Tiernan, Author of the Sweep Series. I do not own any of the characters. Cate Tiernan does. It is a fan fiction. I am a fan. Please respect my writing. All of these ideas come from my head and not from other fan fictions. If there is a similarity if purely coincidental. I hope you enjoy the fan fictions!
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*I woke up, as the sun was about to come up. Morgan. She is the last thing I think about at night and the first thing to pop in my head in the morning. She haunts my every dream and my every waking moment. Goddess I miss her so much. Everyday without her is like being ripped apart. I don't know what she's thinking. I hated it when she told me she doesn't love me. Just hearing it made me sick. But we both knew she was lying. I love her more than anything. She wants to protect me. I bet that's the reason why she broke up with me. She thought Ciaran would hurt me. The thought made me love her even more. Being this vulnerable. Being this inlove. This will be either be my new beginning or is gonna be the death of me.
HN*
I woke up in a cold sweat. My dream. Is it a sign? Is the Goddess telling me that I've made the wrong decision? I've been having that dream for 3 straight nights now. The same thing over and over again, except this time it was different. I saw his face. His beautiful face. His eyes. His lips.
Hunter. It was Hunter. I licked my lips trying to find any trace of his lips that still linger, but was disappointed only to find my lips were really dry. I remember how I felt when I first saw him. How I hated him and I almost killed him. But now, I love him more than anything. He was my muirn beatha dan, and not because of me, my ex boyfriend. I drove him away. It was me who told him I don't love him anymore. Which we both know is a lie.
I sat up, shivering from the cold wind blowing from my window. I pushed my feet into my bear claw slipper and walked to the window. I looked out and found myself looking at a beautiful sunrise. A new day. I hated it! A new day without Hunter was heart breaking. I got dressed, went downstairs to get a diet coke, and then headed for the door. I needed to be alone.
~Morgan. Please meet me at the park. We need to talk~ Hunter's witch message was loud and clear in my head. It felt like he was right there with me. But I knew better.
~Okay. I'll be there. ~
I walked to the park just as the sun was fully up. I sat on the swing and cried. I miss Hunter so much, but I cant bear to see him hurt later.
Few moments later, I sense that Hunter was near by. He walked to me, a hurt look in his face. He looked beautiful, almost god like. His green ribbed sweater clinging to every muscle in his chest. His lips were pink from the cold. I wanted to kiss him, hold him, feel his body next to mine, but I know I had to resist.
"Hi Morgan." He said not looking at me.
"Hello Hunter" I finally looked up, but wish I didn't. His eyes were filled with tears, but I know he was holding it back.
Finally he said, "Why are we doing this?!" his face filled with pain and anger. "We both know this isn't right. Why do you want to do this? It kills me every morning knowing that I wont be a with you, kiss you, or even talk to you the whole day." He looked so hurt and I wanted to wrap him in my arms and make all his pain go away. But I cant, because I was the cause of his pain. I couldn't help crying.
"Goddess Hunter! Don't you think it kills me too? I can't bear to see you hurt. But I can't bear to see them hurt you either. You know that to get to ME they will get after YOU. I cant live like that. Knowing that you're in danger because of me!"
"I would rather be in danger everyday of my life and be with you, than to be safe without you! Don't you understand that?! I need you like I need to breath. I'm meant to be yours forever. Please Morgan, lets stop this." He said, pleading.
"I'm sorry Hunter. I love you. I always will, but I think we should really break up. I'm evil. Do you remember what my father did to my mother?! He killed her! And they were muirn beatha dans, like us. What makes you think I wont turn evil and do the same to you?!" I said in between sobs.
" Because you're not your father! I know you. You're not evil. You have more good in you than anybody I know! Morgan…I love you…don't do this. Please."
"I'm sorry Hunter. Its over. I hope you understand. Please move on. I know you will find someone that will treat you the way you should be treated. Goodbye Hunter."
I couldn't look at him. I walked to the das boot and climbed in. I brought my hands to my face and wept. I tried to convince myself that what I did was right. I telling myself what I did was for the best. Who are you kidding Morgan?!?! I would rather be dead without Hunter in my life. I swept the tears away and drove off.
~I don't want anybody else….there will never be anyone else~
I heard it in my head loud and clear. I started to cry again. He was right. There will be no one else. He is my only one….and now he's gone. I wanted to die….