Living
(Pony's POV)
"Daddy, when is mommy coming home, am I going to see her again?"
I thought I was going to break down, Seth's mother died from cancer. I hurt so much when I lost her. Her name was Connie. She died about 8 months ago. It still hurt like hell to think and talk about her.
"Seth baby, like I said before, mommy was really, really sick. We wont be seeing her for a long, long time."
"Did she go to heaven?"
"Yes, she did. But I know she's always looking down from heaven on you and me. She loved you so much." I knew that Seth knew what I was talking about. He was really smart. He is my only love now that Connie's gone. I walked out of our living room because it would probably make him scared to see me cry. Sometimes I find myself about to commit suicide but I stop because I think of all that I have worked for, most of all my son. Thank you so much for letting le live.
A/N: This chapter is dedicated to my cousin Holly because she died in a car crash on 12/18/02. She was in the Air Force and she was one of the most of the amazing people I have ever met. She did so many things in her life. I wish I could be like her. I will tell you more about her if you want. Review and tell me if you want to learn more about what my cousin did for others.