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A/N: I have finally updated this story lets just say I was suffering from a
very serious of writers block and a hell of a lot of school work.
Ok so here it is:
After Mark had come back we talked some more but we didn't really achieve much it was more me trying to get him to talk about regretting leaving me and him changing the subject back onto my life.
In the end he had to go for a match so I went and found a monitor so I could watch and that's where I am now sitting in front of some tiny monitor trying to work out what the hell is going on.
As I am sitting still baffled by what is happening I feel someone slip there hands over my eyes and say. "Guess who?"
Of course my first guess would have been Mark if it wasn't for the fact that he was in the ring wrestling. "I don't know who?" I said "Come on think, just think wigs and rats." The voice said
I thought hard, it wasn't Torrie, it wasn't John, oh what was his name.
"Kurt!" I said. I felt the hands release and I turned around to see him standing behind me. "Hey girl, I saw you sitting here thought I'd come see how your doing?" Kurt said coming and sitting down next to me.
"I'm alright, I'd be a whole lot better if I knew what was going on?" I said turning my attention back to the monitor. "What's not to understand?" Kurt said "Umm everything, Like why do they bother getting out of the ring when the second they get out the referee is just going to count them out? And why do the ref's fall down with just the smallest touch and then there knocked out but when a wrestler gets hit it's a different story." I said
"Well you sure know how to suck the fun out of wrestling. It is more fun if you don't worry about the stuff that seems logical, just enjoy the match." Kurt said.
I watched as Kurt face lit up as he watched the match. "Um Kurt have you seen John? I was supposed to meet up with him." "Cafeteria." Kurt said not even looking away from the monitor "Ok well I'm going to go find him now. Have fun." I said walking away from Kurt.
I walked in the cafeteria and immediately spotted John over in a corner by himself. I walked over. "Hey what are you doing?" I said.
He looked up at me and quickly hid a few pieces of paper he was looking at. "Nothing, just about to go for my match." He said. "Oh, well I'll see you later than." I said disappointed. I turned to walk away when he called out after me.
"Faith, wait." John said running up to me. "You can walk with me if you want?" he asked. "Ok, let's go." I said.
As we walked off John slipped his hand into mine. I smiled to myself; I looked over at John he was smiling as well. We reached to entrance to the ring and John let go of my hand. He turned and faced me and said. "Um Faith, I don't know what your doing after the show but um if you weren't doing anything. I thought maybe you might like to grab a bite to eat or something?"
I smiled. "I'd love to." I answered. "Really oh wow that's great. Um meet me back at the cafeteria after the show." John said "Alright." I said "Good luck with your match."
"Thanks." John said he turned to walk out the curtain but stopped and turned back to me and kissed me. I pulled away from and instantly went bright red in the face. I must have looked shocked because John said. "You can't say good luck without giving me a good luck kiss." "Well technically you kissed me so I guess we'll have to do it again this time I will give the good luck kiss." I said not believing what I had said.
John laughed, and I quickly caught him on the lips. This time neither of us pulled away. We finally broke apart when I heard someone cough behind me; I looked at John his face had dropped.
"Don't you have a match." The deep southern voice said. I didn't need to guess this time I knew that voice. I watched as John smiled at me. "I'll see you later." He said before disappearing out the curtain. I heard the crowd go off and his music started.
I turned back around to face Mark. He looked pissed. "What?" I said "I think I deserve an explanation?" he said. "You don't deserve anything." I said and walked off.
I felt Mark grab my arm and swing me back around. I yanked my arm out of his grip. "You don't even know the guy yet your just going to stand there and suck his face off." He said
"Excuse me, but who are you to tell me what to do. Weren't you the one only an hour ago saying that you never wanted to be a father to me so frankly I don't see why it is any of your business if I choose to 'suck' a guy's face off I hardly know." I said
I had tears in my eyes now and I could see the hurt in his eye's. But I didn't care I was angry with him, Britney and myself and I was going to take it all out on him.
"Faith whether I want to be your father or not I am and I can't change that. You think I asked for any of this. Why don't you just drop the subject and get on with your life." Mark said coldly. I actually felt the pain of his words.
I don't know why I slapped him it just happened all the built up emotions came flying out in that slap. The minute I realised what I did I ran and didn't turn around.
Mark didn't know what to think sure he was pissed off but he didn't go after her he knew what he had said hurt her and he also knew that he was lying.
After Mark had come back we talked some more but we didn't really achieve much it was more me trying to get him to talk about regretting leaving me and him changing the subject back onto my life.
In the end he had to go for a match so I went and found a monitor so I could watch and that's where I am now sitting in front of some tiny monitor trying to work out what the hell is going on.
As I am sitting still baffled by what is happening I feel someone slip there hands over my eyes and say. "Guess who?"
Of course my first guess would have been Mark if it wasn't for the fact that he was in the ring wrestling. "I don't know who?" I said "Come on think, just think wigs and rats." The voice said
I thought hard, it wasn't Torrie, it wasn't John, oh what was his name.
"Kurt!" I said. I felt the hands release and I turned around to see him standing behind me. "Hey girl, I saw you sitting here thought I'd come see how your doing?" Kurt said coming and sitting down next to me.
"I'm alright, I'd be a whole lot better if I knew what was going on?" I said turning my attention back to the monitor. "What's not to understand?" Kurt said "Umm everything, Like why do they bother getting out of the ring when the second they get out the referee is just going to count them out? And why do the ref's fall down with just the smallest touch and then there knocked out but when a wrestler gets hit it's a different story." I said
"Well you sure know how to suck the fun out of wrestling. It is more fun if you don't worry about the stuff that seems logical, just enjoy the match." Kurt said.
I watched as Kurt face lit up as he watched the match. "Um Kurt have you seen John? I was supposed to meet up with him." "Cafeteria." Kurt said not even looking away from the monitor "Ok well I'm going to go find him now. Have fun." I said walking away from Kurt.
I walked in the cafeteria and immediately spotted John over in a corner by himself. I walked over. "Hey what are you doing?" I said.
He looked up at me and quickly hid a few pieces of paper he was looking at. "Nothing, just about to go for my match." He said. "Oh, well I'll see you later than." I said disappointed. I turned to walk away when he called out after me.
"Faith, wait." John said running up to me. "You can walk with me if you want?" he asked. "Ok, let's go." I said.
As we walked off John slipped his hand into mine. I smiled to myself; I looked over at John he was smiling as well. We reached to entrance to the ring and John let go of my hand. He turned and faced me and said. "Um Faith, I don't know what your doing after the show but um if you weren't doing anything. I thought maybe you might like to grab a bite to eat or something?"
I smiled. "I'd love to." I answered. "Really oh wow that's great. Um meet me back at the cafeteria after the show." John said "Alright." I said "Good luck with your match."
"Thanks." John said he turned to walk out the curtain but stopped and turned back to me and kissed me. I pulled away from and instantly went bright red in the face. I must have looked shocked because John said. "You can't say good luck without giving me a good luck kiss." "Well technically you kissed me so I guess we'll have to do it again this time I will give the good luck kiss." I said not believing what I had said.
John laughed, and I quickly caught him on the lips. This time neither of us pulled away. We finally broke apart when I heard someone cough behind me; I looked at John his face had dropped.
"Don't you have a match." The deep southern voice said. I didn't need to guess this time I knew that voice. I watched as John smiled at me. "I'll see you later." He said before disappearing out the curtain. I heard the crowd go off and his music started.
I turned back around to face Mark. He looked pissed. "What?" I said "I think I deserve an explanation?" he said. "You don't deserve anything." I said and walked off.
I felt Mark grab my arm and swing me back around. I yanked my arm out of his grip. "You don't even know the guy yet your just going to stand there and suck his face off." He said
"Excuse me, but who are you to tell me what to do. Weren't you the one only an hour ago saying that you never wanted to be a father to me so frankly I don't see why it is any of your business if I choose to 'suck' a guy's face off I hardly know." I said
I had tears in my eyes now and I could see the hurt in his eye's. But I didn't care I was angry with him, Britney and myself and I was going to take it all out on him.
"Faith whether I want to be your father or not I am and I can't change that. You think I asked for any of this. Why don't you just drop the subject and get on with your life." Mark said coldly. I actually felt the pain of his words.
I don't know why I slapped him it just happened all the built up emotions came flying out in that slap. The minute I realised what I did I ran and didn't turn around.
Mark didn't know what to think sure he was pissed off but he didn't go after her he knew what he had said hurt her and he also knew that he was lying.