thanks for the reviews This chapter jumps around a lot in the beginning but hopefully you can understand it.

Faith gave her a suitcase another kick before everything inside tumbled out onto her floor, from then she picked up various things and threw them all over the room. After completely exhausting herself she fell onto her bed and began to cry.

"Sophie I don't think it's a good idea that you come tonight." Mark said putting his wrestling gear in a bag as Sophie got dressed.

"Come on Mark I want to be there for you. Plus I'll be happy to see her go." Sophie said

"What'd you say? I don't want here shit like that from you okay. And I don't care what she did to you she's still my daughter." Mark said walking out the door.

John arrived at the arena still in shock. How could he be so dumb he told Faith how much he loved her and it came right back in his face. That Simon guy looked like a real prick.

John decided to cool off in the gym for awhile.

Faith rolled over and fell onto the floor, her head hurt from all the crying she'd done and when she looked in the mirror her eyes were red and swollen. This day had been the worst one ever.

When Faith arrived at the arena she was still quite upset she decided she needed a good girl talk with Torrie. As Faith walked down to the Divas dressing room she passed Marks dressing room she was tempted to go in but stopped once she heard Sophie inside.

Faith continued until she got to the dressing room she was about to walk in when Nidia opened the door.

"Faith you scared me." Nidia said noticing the look of sadness in Faiths eyes. "Is everything alright?" she asked.

"Um yeah sort of do you know where Torrie is?" Faith asked.

"She had a meeting with Vince. But if you need to talk I come highly recommended as a great listener." Nidia said with a smile.

"Thanks but I think I'll just go um." Faith said realising that she didn't have anyone to go to John was angry with her she wasn't going to talk to Mark and Torrie was in a meeting. Faith suddenly felt like she didn't belong.

"Why don't you just come to the gym with me?" Nidia said noticing the look of loss in Faith's face.

"Okay maybe a work out will do me good." Faith said walking with Nidia down the hall.

Mark was about to explode he'd been listening to Sophie's bitching about everything for the past hour. He needed to get away for awhile.

"I'm going to gym I'll be back later." Mark said getting off the couch in his dressing room and walking to the door.

"I'll come to." Sophie said.

Mark silently groaned as she grabbed her purse and walked out the door. Mark just followed her.

John watched as Faith entered the gym laughing with Nidia. He quickly turned away and moved over to the other side of the gym.

Faith looked around at who else was hear she thought she saw John but when she looked back he wasn't there she hopped on a treadmill next to Nidia and they began laughing again.

Sophie noticed Faith first on the treadmill but she made sure Mark was looking the other way she knew Mark wanted to talk to her and that would just ruin her whole plan.

Nidia tapped Faith on the arm and pointed over to John on the far side of the gym. Nidia had noticed that for the last few minutes John had kept looking at Faith then quickly looking away again as if he was afraid to get caught.

Faith looked in the direction that Nidia had pointed at and she saw John. He looked at her they didn't break eye contact until Shannon Moore came over and started talking to John.

Faith got off the treadmill and began walking over to John. Mark watched Faith walk across the gym and wondered how long she'd been here for.

"John can we talk" Faith said

John looked at Faith and decided to give her a chance to explain herself.

"Fine let's talk." John said.

Faith and John began to walk out of the gym when they heard someone call out.

"Faith wait." Mark yelled running up to Faith.

Sophie watched and fell back against the wall groaning.

Faith turned around to see Mark walking across the gym towards them. John had no idea what had happened between Sophie and Faith and Mark had no idea what had happened between John and Faith.

"Faith I need to talk to you about what I said earlier." Mark said.

"Sorry Mark but I'm kinda busy." Faith said in a sharp tone turning around and pulling John along with her.

Mark was sick of her attitude he stormed after her pulled her away from John and held her firmly by the arm.

"When I say were going to talk we are going to talk." Mark said in a voice that scared the hell out of Faith.

Even though Faith was scared she wasn't about to let him drag her off just so he could say he was sorry.

"Don't think you can scare me. This is really getting annoying if you have something to say to me say it to me right now otherwise all I want to hear from you is goodbye." Faith said feeling the grip on her arm getting tighter this time she had to turn her head so he wouldn't see her wince in pain.

Mark realised what he was doing he released her arm and saw the deep red mark on it. Faith noticed it too she wasn't going to stand around and give him a chance to say anything Faith walked right out of the gym with John following behind her.

"Faith are you alright?" John asked when Faith stopped down the corridor and hid her face against a wall.

Faith quickly wiped away the tears, and turned to John.

"I'm surprised you care. I thought you hated me." Faith said.

"Faith I don't hate you I'm hurt by what happened but that doesn't change how I feel about you. I need you to know that. I also need to know what you're planning on doing about it and what the hell happened with you and your dad." John said pulling Faith into a hug. Faith pulled away from the hug.

"I sort of got in a fight with Sophie. Mark stormed in and found me on top of her about to punch her. He broke it up and then made me sit down stairs while Sophie fed him some story about me just attacking her for no reason and then he didn't even try to listen to my side of the story. To cut it short tonight's my last night with the WWE tomorrow when you all leave I'm staying." Faith said.

"Faith I don't understand. It sounds to m e like your running away and you told me you hate running away from problems. What happened to facing your problems head on?" John said

"I'm not running. I'm sick of trying to get Mark to be my father and him rejecting it every time. We take two steps forward then five steps back. All I want is him to love me and be the father I know he is. Did you know I actually chickened out of asking him if I could call him dad?"

"It was better before not knowing who he was it was fun I could dream then but not anymore. if Mark can't take a hint then I'm going to just have to wait til he works it out for himself and I can't do that being on the road with the WWE. " Faith said.

"Fine I can see you've made up your mind just promise me you won't leave without saying goodbye. And I'm still waiting for an answer to my first question?' John said.

"Faith if I knew what I was going to do I would tell you but I don't okay I need to seriously think about this entire thing but trust me you will get an answer. And I'd never leave without saying goodbye but remember I'm not the one leaving you are.' Faith said.

John laughed and pulled Faith into another hug. "I'm really going to miss you." John said. Faith didn't say anything, she just wanted to stay there in his arms she felt safe here and she knew when she let go she might not be back in those arms for awhile.

They finally broke apart when someone behind them coughed. Faith turned around to see Torrie standing there.

"Rumour has it you're leaving us." Torrie said.

"Well the rumour I've been hearing is you're an eavesdropper." Faith said

Both girls laughed before hugging each other. "Who's going to come shopping with me now?" Torrie asked.

"I'm sure you'll find someone. Plus I wasn't that much funs anyone I'm to cheap." Faith said sending both girls off into laughter.

John just stood there looking as the girls made jokes then laughed in the end they were both crying.

They finally had to say goodbye when Torrie had to leave to do an interview. Faith turned back to John who looked as bored as a guy in a chick flick.

"Come on there's a few more people I want to say goodbye too." Faith said laughing as John groaned.

By the end of the night Faith had dragged John al over the arena saying goodbye to people the one person they avoided was of course Mark. John's match was the main event for the night.

Faith sat with Torrie and Kurt and a few other wrestlers watching John wrestle. When his match was over and Faith knew John was safe Faith decided it was time to go home. John walked her out to her car neither wanting to say goodbye.

"I'm not saying it." Faith said.

"Faith it's not really goodbye Mark's a smart man he'll come to his senses and then you can come back here. Plus we have unfinished business and you oh me an answer so I don't even want to hear you say it." John said.

Faith got in her car, she wanted to kiss John but she knew it wasn't right. John watched as she pulled away from the arena. He knew Mark had some things to sort out but so did Faith but hopefully they'd both be quick. John already missed Faith.