Blind
Well peoples, this is my first Inu Yasha fic, so enjoy. Oh, but I should warn you, it is not to be a happy fic. It may seem so, but the end won't be a happy one.
Disclaimer- I'll own Inu Yasha when I own all the anime of the world. But currently, I'm broke!
Chapter One =D
Kagome sat against a tree. Another night, he wasn't there. Another night, where she felt like dying. He was with Kikyou. She knew it. Every night ever since she had first appeared, Inu Yasha had been with Kikyou. And every night, Kagome wondered, why she felt so empty.
Tonight was the eighteenth time he had gone to see her. And now, Kagome was starting to see why she felt so empty. She loved him. For how long, only the heavens knew the answer to that. Kagome sighed. He wasn't coming back for a while. She stood up, and walked over to her sleeping bag. Hesitating, before getting under the warm folds of the sleeping bag. She turned to lie on her back.
There was a ruffling sound in the bushes. He was back. But he wasn't alone. She was with him. Kagome shut her eyes, trying to fall asleep before she heard something she didn't want to. But it was too late for that.
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Inu Yasha walked happily into the forest. Tonight. Tonight he would apologize for the incident that happened fifty years ago. Tonight, he would tell her he loved her. But he couldn't help feel a feeling of uneasiness around Kikyou. Something about her was different. Her scent was, darker, and harder to smell. Her eyes looked darker. Inu Yasha shook his head. No. He was imagining things.
Inu Yasha came to a clearing. There she stood. Her black hair gently swaying in the breeze. Her dark eyes stared at the moon. Almost as if in a trance. As he neared, she turned to look at him. There eyes met, and all his thoughts were forgotten.
He smiled, and pulled her into his arms. She wrapped her arms around his neck. And pulled him into a kiss. Strange, her lips felt different. Not only that, but they tasted……different.
"Kikyou."
"Yes Inu Yasha?" She stared at him in the eyes. But for some reason, he didn't go weak in the knees like usual.
"I wanted to apologise for stealing the shikon no tama fifty years ago."
"I told you Inu Yasha, it's okay. I forgive you."
"Wait I'm not done yet." He said in a slightly agitated voice. "Kikyou, I care for you." 'What the Hell? I love you not I care for you! Isn't that what I feel? I can't even tell her my feelings.' Inu Yasha scowled himself.
"Inu Yasha, let's go for a walk."
He nodded dumbly. As they walked, there was a pregnant silence between them. Before they knew it, they were back at the campsite. Kikyou stopped a few meters from Kagome's sleeping bag.
"Inu Yasha, do you love me?" Kikyou asked. Knowing fully well that they weren't the only ones awake.
"Of course Kikyou. With all my heart." Inu Yasha was mesmerized. Her eyes were to entrancing. He could hardly tell what he was saying.
Kikyou half smirked, and half smiled. "And what do you think of Kagome?"
Inu Yasha sighed. "To tell you the truth, she's just another burden that I must take care of. The only use she has to me, is telling me where the shards are." 'What the Hell?!' Inu Yasha's mind screamed. 'I didn't want to say that!'
Kikyou nodded. "I must go now my love. I shall see you later." With that, Kikyou turned to leave.
Inu Yasha jumped up into a tree. What was going on? Something was wrong. But what? Kikyou seemed more off today than any other.
-_-;; Kagome -_-;;
Kikyou's voice ran through her ears. "Inu Yasha, do you love me?"
"Of course Kikyou. With all my heart." Kagome squinched her eyes together. Trying to block out the sound.
"And what do you think of Kagome?" Kagome froze. Her eyes snapped open. What did he think of her.
She heard Inu Yasha sigh. Then, his voice. "To tell you the truth, she's just another burden that I must take care of. The only use she has to me, is telling where the shards are."
Kagome strained not to whimper. She shut her eyes tightly, and bit her bottom lip.
"I must go now my love. See you later." There was more rustling that soon died out.
She heard a soft pat on the ground, and knew that Inu Yasha had jumped off into a tree. Kagome waited awhile, before getting up to leave.
"Where you going." Kagome sighed. Inu Yasha just always had to know.
"I'm going to my business." Inu Yasha nodded.
Kagome turned, and walked into the bushes. After about five minutes of walking, Kagome came to a river. She plopped down by the river side, and took in a shaky breathe. She stared at her reflection.
'So Inu Yasha. Is this who you see? Or am I really just your shard detector.' Kagome snorted. Her eyes filled with tears. 'First I couldn't bare thinking I looked like Kikyou. Now, I want to be Kikyou.' Kagome shook her head, and rolled her eyes to keep the tears from falling. 'Am I not good enough for you? Guess not. Go ahead Inu Yasha. Go with the dead bitch. At least one of us will be happy.'
A lone tear made its way down Kagome's soft pale cheek. She swiped it away quickly hoping that Inu Yasha would not catch the sent of salt. Kagome stared at her reflection again. Her eyes bored into that of her twins. She got up.
'If I love him, I'll finish my duty here, and leave. That way, I won't be a bother to him, and his miko any longer.' It sickened her to think that, but she wanted him to be happy. He saved her countless times. This was the least she could do.
Kagome's head shot up. A shikon shard not to far away. Just north-east of the campsite. The faster the task, the faster the good bye. Kagome ran back to the campsite.
She first ran over to Sango's spot, and shook her awake. "There's a shard near by. It'll be easier if we get it now." She said quickly before heading over to Miroku's cot. Soon, they had the whole group up, and prepared to fight.
"Kagome?" came little Shippo's voice. "Why are we going after it today? Can't we get the shard tomorrow?"
Kagome shook her head. "It'll be easier to get it now. It's closer today then it will be tomorrow. Now let's go!" Kagome dashed towards the jewel shards signal.
Inu Yasha stared at Kagome for a moment. She was acting differently. Never would she wake in the middle of the night only to get the group to look for a jewel shard. That was his job. But Inu Yasha wasn't the only one who noticed a change in Kagome. Sango and Miroku noticed it too.
The ran north-east for an hour, before coming in on the jewel shard. Kagome paused. Her eyebrows furrowed in concentration. The signal was near. But where was it coming from.
"KAGOME!" Miroku yelled as a wolf youkai jumped out from the bush behind Kagome.
She spun around just in time, to avoid being slashed by its claws. Grabbing an arrow she shot it with the most accuracy she ever had. The arrow pierced the wolfs heart. It dropped dead. Walking over to the wolf, she cut open its stomach, and pulled out a shard.
Everyone stared at the changed Kagome. Never had Kagome so unthinkably killed. But as they gawked, Kagome started east. One thought running through her mind.
'What do you think now Inu Yasha?'
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Well? What'd you think? This is my first Inu Yasha fic. Oh yeah. I'd like to remind you. This is a sad Inu Yasha and Kagome fic so like read if you don't mind sad endings. Well,
Well peoples, this is my first Inu Yasha fic, so enjoy. Oh, but I should warn you, it is not to be a happy fic. It may seem so, but the end won't be a happy one.
Disclaimer- I'll own Inu Yasha when I own all the anime of the world. But currently, I'm broke!
Chapter One =D
Kagome sat against a tree. Another night, he wasn't there. Another night, where she felt like dying. He was with Kikyou. She knew it. Every night ever since she had first appeared, Inu Yasha had been with Kikyou. And every night, Kagome wondered, why she felt so empty.
Tonight was the eighteenth time he had gone to see her. And now, Kagome was starting to see why she felt so empty. She loved him. For how long, only the heavens knew the answer to that. Kagome sighed. He wasn't coming back for a while. She stood up, and walked over to her sleeping bag. Hesitating, before getting under the warm folds of the sleeping bag. She turned to lie on her back.
There was a ruffling sound in the bushes. He was back. But he wasn't alone. She was with him. Kagome shut her eyes, trying to fall asleep before she heard something she didn't want to. But it was too late for that.
$_$ Inu Yasha $_$
Inu Yasha walked happily into the forest. Tonight. Tonight he would apologize for the incident that happened fifty years ago. Tonight, he would tell her he loved her. But he couldn't help feel a feeling of uneasiness around Kikyou. Something about her was different. Her scent was, darker, and harder to smell. Her eyes looked darker. Inu Yasha shook his head. No. He was imagining things.
Inu Yasha came to a clearing. There she stood. Her black hair gently swaying in the breeze. Her dark eyes stared at the moon. Almost as if in a trance. As he neared, she turned to look at him. There eyes met, and all his thoughts were forgotten.
He smiled, and pulled her into his arms. She wrapped her arms around his neck. And pulled him into a kiss. Strange, her lips felt different. Not only that, but they tasted……different.
"Kikyou."
"Yes Inu Yasha?" She stared at him in the eyes. But for some reason, he didn't go weak in the knees like usual.
"I wanted to apologise for stealing the shikon no tama fifty years ago."
"I told you Inu Yasha, it's okay. I forgive you."
"Wait I'm not done yet." He said in a slightly agitated voice. "Kikyou, I care for you." 'What the Hell? I love you not I care for you! Isn't that what I feel? I can't even tell her my feelings.' Inu Yasha scowled himself.
"Inu Yasha, let's go for a walk."
He nodded dumbly. As they walked, there was a pregnant silence between them. Before they knew it, they were back at the campsite. Kikyou stopped a few meters from Kagome's sleeping bag.
"Inu Yasha, do you love me?" Kikyou asked. Knowing fully well that they weren't the only ones awake.
"Of course Kikyou. With all my heart." Inu Yasha was mesmerized. Her eyes were to entrancing. He could hardly tell what he was saying.
Kikyou half smirked, and half smiled. "And what do you think of Kagome?"
Inu Yasha sighed. "To tell you the truth, she's just another burden that I must take care of. The only use she has to me, is telling me where the shards are." 'What the Hell?!' Inu Yasha's mind screamed. 'I didn't want to say that!'
Kikyou nodded. "I must go now my love. I shall see you later." With that, Kikyou turned to leave.
Inu Yasha jumped up into a tree. What was going on? Something was wrong. But what? Kikyou seemed more off today than any other.
-_-;; Kagome -_-;;
Kikyou's voice ran through her ears. "Inu Yasha, do you love me?"
"Of course Kikyou. With all my heart." Kagome squinched her eyes together. Trying to block out the sound.
"And what do you think of Kagome?" Kagome froze. Her eyes snapped open. What did he think of her.
She heard Inu Yasha sigh. Then, his voice. "To tell you the truth, she's just another burden that I must take care of. The only use she has to me, is telling where the shards are."
Kagome strained not to whimper. She shut her eyes tightly, and bit her bottom lip.
"I must go now my love. See you later." There was more rustling that soon died out.
She heard a soft pat on the ground, and knew that Inu Yasha had jumped off into a tree. Kagome waited awhile, before getting up to leave.
"Where you going." Kagome sighed. Inu Yasha just always had to know.
"I'm going to my business." Inu Yasha nodded.
Kagome turned, and walked into the bushes. After about five minutes of walking, Kagome came to a river. She plopped down by the river side, and took in a shaky breathe. She stared at her reflection.
'So Inu Yasha. Is this who you see? Or am I really just your shard detector.' Kagome snorted. Her eyes filled with tears. 'First I couldn't bare thinking I looked like Kikyou. Now, I want to be Kikyou.' Kagome shook her head, and rolled her eyes to keep the tears from falling. 'Am I not good enough for you? Guess not. Go ahead Inu Yasha. Go with the dead bitch. At least one of us will be happy.'
A lone tear made its way down Kagome's soft pale cheek. She swiped it away quickly hoping that Inu Yasha would not catch the sent of salt. Kagome stared at her reflection again. Her eyes bored into that of her twins. She got up.
'If I love him, I'll finish my duty here, and leave. That way, I won't be a bother to him, and his miko any longer.' It sickened her to think that, but she wanted him to be happy. He saved her countless times. This was the least she could do.
Kagome's head shot up. A shikon shard not to far away. Just north-east of the campsite. The faster the task, the faster the good bye. Kagome ran back to the campsite.
She first ran over to Sango's spot, and shook her awake. "There's a shard near by. It'll be easier if we get it now." She said quickly before heading over to Miroku's cot. Soon, they had the whole group up, and prepared to fight.
"Kagome?" came little Shippo's voice. "Why are we going after it today? Can't we get the shard tomorrow?"
Kagome shook her head. "It'll be easier to get it now. It's closer today then it will be tomorrow. Now let's go!" Kagome dashed towards the jewel shards signal.
Inu Yasha stared at Kagome for a moment. She was acting differently. Never would she wake in the middle of the night only to get the group to look for a jewel shard. That was his job. But Inu Yasha wasn't the only one who noticed a change in Kagome. Sango and Miroku noticed it too.
The ran north-east for an hour, before coming in on the jewel shard. Kagome paused. Her eyebrows furrowed in concentration. The signal was near. But where was it coming from.
"KAGOME!" Miroku yelled as a wolf youkai jumped out from the bush behind Kagome.
She spun around just in time, to avoid being slashed by its claws. Grabbing an arrow she shot it with the most accuracy she ever had. The arrow pierced the wolfs heart. It dropped dead. Walking over to the wolf, she cut open its stomach, and pulled out a shard.
Everyone stared at the changed Kagome. Never had Kagome so unthinkably killed. But as they gawked, Kagome started east. One thought running through her mind.
'What do you think now Inu Yasha?'
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Well? What'd you think? This is my first Inu Yasha fic. Oh yeah. I'd like to remind you. This is a sad Inu Yasha and Kagome fic so like read if you don't mind sad endings. Well,