((A/N: This is to the song Dj Mystik "Deep In My Heart" I don't own Tenchi or any of the characters but I just love Ryoko and I felt like writing a song fic to this song and she's perfect for the character's mood. This is written in first person by the way. Enjoy . ))

Ryoko's Pain

"I fell in your arms
You held me so close
We lived in a dream
I adored you
But not you're gone away
I wish that you could stay
With me another day"

I slowly close my eyes, thinking back to whenever I was sad or lonely how his arms would encircle around me and hold me. It was like a dream to me... I loved him then and I still do love him...But he left me...He left me to go on a mission far away his home. Now, I wish that I could've had one more day to spend with him before he left but I didn't. I didn't even get the chance to say good-bye to the one I love most and now he's gone....

"Deep in my heart I'm feeling frozen still
You left this place of chill in my heart
Deep in my heart a scar is open wide
A thorn is in my side cause of you"

Now, all I have is a frozen place in my heart. I feel as though I have this invisible scar inside and nothing can make it disappear. No matter how many men I meet, he's always on my mind and he's the true one I love. He might've hurt me but I still love him...

"I gave it all up
To be by your side
But now I'm alone
In the darkness
Because you're gone away
I wish that you could stay
With me another day"

I slowly sat down on a bench on the sidewalk and thought about my time with you. I remember how whenever you need someone to go with you somewhere, I would always go with you, no matter what it meant giving up. I just wanted to stay by your side always. I was just happy being near you...But now I look at myself and think of how foolish I was. I feel so alone now. As though I was just pushed into darkness after you left. That's how everyone else feels but now they're all busy with their own lives. And then there's me, sulking in my misery because you left and I could say good-bye...Why?

"Deep in my heart I'm feeling frozen still
You left this place of chill in my heart
Deep in my heart a scar is open wide
A thorn is in my side cause of you"

Still this frozen place chills me...It could be in the middle of summer and still that frozen place would chill me. This scar burns every time I think of you but I can't help but think of you. You might have left a thorn in my side but I will always love you...My love, my angel...Tenchi