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He didn't want to let go, he never wanted to let go. Right now things were perfect, everything was the best they could be. He dreamed Ginny came to him last night, laid beside him and kept his nightmares away. He dreamt she'd held him, running her hands through his hair, until she to fell asleep, watching over him. And even now he wasn't sure if his dreams were over because he actually felt like he was still holding on to her and she holding on to him.
'It's just a dream…it's to good to be real…' Oh, but God did it feel as life like as something could get.
He clung to her tighter, and her hand stroked his hair placing stands behind his ear, periodically rubbing the nape of his neck. This couldn't be real.
"I don't want to wake up." He mumbled.
DreamGinny's motion stopped and just for that second he missed the contact they'd had before. "Why is that." She continued to touch him, rubbing his back soothingly, her hand moving in large sweeping circles. He shivered. It was all so…comforting, relaxing, perfect.
"Because if I wake up you'll go away."
DreamGinny laughed softly, "I'll be here I promise. I'll always be here for you Draco. Wake up it's morning, we have to be ready soon."
But he didn't open his eyes, Draco was sure if he did he'd wake up alone. But then he felt lips on his, incredibly soft lips. They were just little butterfly kisses. Innocent. Chaste. So bloody simple. Yet he reacted so strongly, like he'd never expected to react from such an unpretentious kiss.
'Hmmm, maybe dreams are a good thing.'
But then she bit his lower lip, pulling gently, running her tongue over it and added more pressure with her teeth. She ran her hands up and down his chest, scraping lightly with her nails. 'Ok, this is /definitely/ real.'
Draco took control of the kiss, deepened it, and tangled his hands in her hair. Rolling over he covered her body with his own, positioning him self between her legs, holding her to him. And she in return wrapped her legs around his waist and held him tightly. This kiss they shared was getting more…hot, electrical, call it what you will Draco only knew it was the sweetest thing he'd ever tasted. But then she whimpered, and an alarm went through his brain 'I'm hurting her!' he pulled back, still holding her and looked into her eyes.
He knew it was her, she'd been there all along. Virginia Weasley looked back at him with wide scared eyes. It hadn't been a dream, everything he'd remembered was /real/. He wanted to smile, to say something, but over all he wanted to get back to kissing her. But Ginny was frowning slightly. 'Now what could she possibly have something to frown about?' His stomach did a flip-flop. Hadn't she wanted this kiss? Was it maybe one of her jokes in the beginning, but he'd pushed her too far? She didn't know what she did for him, and now that he looked at it, she'd never given him any sign that she liked him that way. Everything that had gone through his mind in a matter of seconds were reasons why she would have such a look on her face, each suggestion was more tragic than the last.
Finally she was the one to break eye contact, she looked at anything but him.
"You were here?" he asked, he didn't know what else to say.
She nodded slowly still not looking at him and answered in a small, almost quavering, voice "All night."
"And you made my nightmares go away?"
Again she nodded, "I can control dreams, remember?" It wasn't really a question.
"I…I'm sorry, did I hurt you?" The only real hurt was the look in his eyes. He couldn't understand why she pulled back.
"Oh, no! No, that wasn't it at all." It was then that he noticed they were still very close. She hadn't pushed him away disgusted. Nor had she tried to keep a distance between them.
"I just…" she tried to continue but didn't know what to say. She just felt over whelmed with emotion, and it scared her, but at the same time she didn't wan it to stop.
It seemed that wherever Ginny went, home, school, out of town, in town -she was always getting 'sexual attention' (A/N: take that as you will ^_^). And she wanted to know if this, what ever that may be, between them was real. That was important to her, to know he wanted /her/ not just her body. It's not as if the means of getting Draco should matter to her. Though she didn't know exactly why it did, it never bothered her before the way men had treated her.
Ginny knew Lucius didn't love her, any emotions he showed toward her was lust and coldness…maybe even amusement. Though she knew how Draco felt at times, she knew the kind of games Lucius liked to play. Gin also knew Harry Potter only wanted to use her, he looked at her as 'the one that got away', though she technically never did. She still let him use her when bored enough…and all the others…they were just at the right place at the right time.
But now, all of a sudden this mattered to her. She knew she would feel hurt if he were just another boy wanting to claim his prize. Maybe this attraction to him was more than that. Virginia wanted to slap her self, she knew what the plan was, what her job was, and yet she still let her self get close to him.
When she had kissed Draco…She felt an emotion she'd never felt before. Something strong, powerful…it would have filled 10 crystals, it was nothing compared to the power of fear. It was soft, and came in waves, intoxicating her, making her do things she knew she shouldn't have done. But the whole situation was set up like dominoes. And how could she stop them all from falling? She can't…and so she might as well go with it…
Virginia reached up, put a hand on the back of his neck, and pulled his head down to where there was barely a centimeter between them.
"Are you using me? Do you just want an easy shag is that why you're doing this?" Her eyes narrowed slightly
"/No/. That isn't it, I swear." This surprised Draco, very much so. First she was kissing him, then whimpering, stand offish, then all of a sudden wanted to shag…? Draco inwardly grinned, well there have been worse disorders out there, and most don't end with shagging. He could live with this.
He ran a thumb up and down her cheek, loving the way she let him touch her. "Ginny, I would /never/ use you. I would never betray your trust."
It was the way he worded it that made her eyes fill up with tears. Or his tone of voice, the look in his eyes, maybe it was everything together but she couldn't stand it. Tears slid down her face as she didn't want to lie to him any more. It was so wrong what she was doing. Here he was saying he trusted her, he wasn't going to use her, that she was safe with him…and she was selling him out.
"Hey, hey...it's alright we don't have to do anything. Not if you don't want to." He kissed her fore head, and held her. He wasn't sure why she was crying, but maybe she felt pressured or something. This girl was such a mystery to him.
She took a deep breath, her little 'break down' wasn't what she needed right now, things had just been so stressful lately. She needed to keep focused. She needed to finish this job even if it killed her…though more likely it would kill /him/.
~'You need to give the boy something…something meaningful, if you want him to give you something in return.'~ Lucius' words ran through her head. She knew exactly what to give him, and then she would be his…
"I'm ok, I just…that kiss we had." She could at least change it back to a subject she was ok with, a subject that would hopefully lead to other things. "Tell me…what you felt. Did you feel anything...was it different some how…?" She searched his eyes, looking for any hint of an answer. It may have been a ploy, but she was at least truthful in this aspect.
'So she felt something to…' Draco felt relief he wasn't the only one.
"I don't know…" he began, and Ginny's face fell "but I guess we could try again and see…"
He kissed her again, except this time it was…slower. That's how it started out as, smoldering kisses, slow and passionate. Then as if they'd both agreed on something the kisses turned frantic, as did their movements. Her hands went to the fly of his pants, as his went to the buttons on her blouse.
"Fuck." He couldn't get the clasp of her skirt to unhook. She laughed, and tried to help him. His shirt was off as was hers, Draco had just thrown her skirt onto the floor. He started to kiss her chest working his way up, Ginny arched her back so he could get better access to the clasp on her bra.
"Draco, come on, we have to-" Goyle unceremoniously barged into the room and stopped mid-sentence upon seeing his friend and a practically naked girl pinned to his bed. "…oops."
There was a short pause where Draco and Ginny looked at Goyle, and he looked at them…or, erm…actually, more at Ginny. When she realized her lack of clothing she squealed, pushed Draco off and dived under the covers.
Draco was startled by this, but then knew his chances of shagging her now were zero to none, narrowing his eyes he said "I swear on all that is sacred Goyle you will /pay/ for this." He was beyond angry, and Goyle was about to piss his pants. But still there was another pause.
Ginny having had enough of hiding lifted the covers enough to look at Goyle and yelled, "Get out! Get out NOW!" To make her point she began throwing pillows at him. Goyle does not like to have things thrown at him, not as if this was the first time, so he turned and fled the room, shutting the door behind him.
When he was gone Draco looked over to Ginny, not as angry as before but still a tad disappointed. Ginny peeked up from under the covers, checking the room then letting the blanket fall into her lap.
"Does he always do that?" she asked, then both burst out laughing. After all was said and done it was a bit comical.
When every one was calm Ginny climbed over the covers and snuggled up to him siting in his lap. "We wouldn't of have had time any way, we have to get ready because the train is leaving in an hour or so, last time I checked."
Draco buried his head in her neck, giving her gentle kisses, nothing like he'd given her a few minutes earlier. He wasn't even concentration on what he was doing as he was preoccupied with her heart beat, the smell of her hair, his skin touching hers. But then started to think about what she had said.
"Oh, damn it, I totally forgot."
"Did you pack?" she asked almost a bit alarmed, if he wasn't ready to go then he would be left behind. Not to mention they'd be apart but the plan would be ruined.
"Yes, I packed days ago."
She let out her breath "Good."
"I'd better get a move on, the girls are probably already up and I need to change my clothes."
Draco tensed "Would they have noticed that you were gone all night? Your roommates I mean."
"Oh no. I've been gone all night before, they didn't even comment."
At this reassurance he hadn't relaxed. 'Gone all night? Where? With who? Doing /what/?' Now he remembered what Zabini had said. Sure he'd thought about it before, he'd thought about it a lot. And it hadn't really bothered him much then when he got over the initial shock and annoyance. So she was experienced, he could live with that. But really all it did was make him want to fuck her more than he did before. There was something about virgins that mostly he just didn't want to mess with…he blamed it on his own experiences. After all that his father had put him through he would rather of stayed a virgin till he was 18, if it would turn back the clock and spare him. Though that didn't mean he hadn't taken a few himself, but taking Virginia's innocence probably would have given him guilt beyond belief.
Draco shook him self out of his thoughts to look at her. She looked back and neither looked away.
Well, they still had little clothing on, almost just had sex, what were you expecting them to do? Draco leaned over and kissed her. After a few moments though she moaned and pushed away.
"Draco…? What are we doing. I mean, seriously, what is 'this'." She gestured vaguely between them.
He leaned his forehead against hers, trying to get his breathing under control. "I…don't know." She was disappointed with this answer. Not as if she was expecting him to propose to her or anything…but she did want a bit more of an answer than that.
"Can we be…more than…friends?" she ventured cautiously into this new territory. If it was one thing that scared most guys she knew, it was commitment. And Draco being who he was, or more like, bed hopping like he does, she didn't know if he'd want just one girl.
The exact opposite was going through his head. This was his chance to have her all to him self. He could tell others to stay away from her and she couldn't sleep with any one else. Yes, Draco was quite possessive, but with this he couldn't help it. The thought of another boy doing things with her was…well he'd probably hurt the next unlucky one who went near her.
But there were still a few things to work out. "I would want that, but…my father, and your brother…our families."
"No one has to know…"
(A/N): Yes this is extremely short, not to mention I think this chapter /really/ sucks ( But I stopped for two reasons. One I wanted to name a chapter "Damn you Goyle!" and now I get to do so ^_^ and two, this felt like a good place to stop.
And here's a warning for the next chapter. Yes it is a vacation, but I'm basing this on real life school trips. There will be no secret waterfall off in the distance, there will be no Ginny slowly running up and down the beach in a bikini the equivalent of a wash cloth. On these trips you are supervised, you still have to attend a class as well as do homework, and so on. The only change I made was instead of just having the seventh and sixth years going together, I've added the fifth and fourth years. This is done for a reason so just bear with me.
Make me happy and please Review
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He didn't want to let go, he never wanted to let go. Right now things were perfect, everything was the best they could be. He dreamed Ginny came to him last night, laid beside him and kept his nightmares away. He dreamt she'd held him, running her hands through his hair, until she to fell asleep, watching over him. And even now he wasn't sure if his dreams were over because he actually felt like he was still holding on to her and she holding on to him.
'It's just a dream…it's to good to be real…' Oh, but God did it feel as life like as something could get.
He clung to her tighter, and her hand stroked his hair placing stands behind his ear, periodically rubbing the nape of his neck. This couldn't be real.
"I don't want to wake up." He mumbled.
DreamGinny's motion stopped and just for that second he missed the contact they'd had before. "Why is that." She continued to touch him, rubbing his back soothingly, her hand moving in large sweeping circles. He shivered. It was all so…comforting, relaxing, perfect.
"Because if I wake up you'll go away."
DreamGinny laughed softly, "I'll be here I promise. I'll always be here for you Draco. Wake up it's morning, we have to be ready soon."
But he didn't open his eyes, Draco was sure if he did he'd wake up alone. But then he felt lips on his, incredibly soft lips. They were just little butterfly kisses. Innocent. Chaste. So bloody simple. Yet he reacted so strongly, like he'd never expected to react from such an unpretentious kiss.
'Hmmm, maybe dreams are a good thing.'
But then she bit his lower lip, pulling gently, running her tongue over it and added more pressure with her teeth. She ran her hands up and down his chest, scraping lightly with her nails. 'Ok, this is /definitely/ real.'
Draco took control of the kiss, deepened it, and tangled his hands in her hair. Rolling over he covered her body with his own, positioning him self between her legs, holding her to him. And she in return wrapped her legs around his waist and held him tightly. This kiss they shared was getting more…hot, electrical, call it what you will Draco only knew it was the sweetest thing he'd ever tasted. But then she whimpered, and an alarm went through his brain 'I'm hurting her!' he pulled back, still holding her and looked into her eyes.
He knew it was her, she'd been there all along. Virginia Weasley looked back at him with wide scared eyes. It hadn't been a dream, everything he'd remembered was /real/. He wanted to smile, to say something, but over all he wanted to get back to kissing her. But Ginny was frowning slightly. 'Now what could she possibly have something to frown about?' His stomach did a flip-flop. Hadn't she wanted this kiss? Was it maybe one of her jokes in the beginning, but he'd pushed her too far? She didn't know what she did for him, and now that he looked at it, she'd never given him any sign that she liked him that way. Everything that had gone through his mind in a matter of seconds were reasons why she would have such a look on her face, each suggestion was more tragic than the last.
Finally she was the one to break eye contact, she looked at anything but him.
"You were here?" he asked, he didn't know what else to say.
She nodded slowly still not looking at him and answered in a small, almost quavering, voice "All night."
"And you made my nightmares go away?"
Again she nodded, "I can control dreams, remember?" It wasn't really a question.
"I…I'm sorry, did I hurt you?" The only real hurt was the look in his eyes. He couldn't understand why she pulled back.
"Oh, no! No, that wasn't it at all." It was then that he noticed they were still very close. She hadn't pushed him away disgusted. Nor had she tried to keep a distance between them.
"I just…" she tried to continue but didn't know what to say. She just felt over whelmed with emotion, and it scared her, but at the same time she didn't wan it to stop.
It seemed that wherever Ginny went, home, school, out of town, in town -she was always getting 'sexual attention' (A/N: take that as you will ^_^). And she wanted to know if this, what ever that may be, between them was real. That was important to her, to know he wanted /her/ not just her body. It's not as if the means of getting Draco should matter to her. Though she didn't know exactly why it did, it never bothered her before the way men had treated her.
Ginny knew Lucius didn't love her, any emotions he showed toward her was lust and coldness…maybe even amusement. Though she knew how Draco felt at times, she knew the kind of games Lucius liked to play. Gin also knew Harry Potter only wanted to use her, he looked at her as 'the one that got away', though she technically never did. She still let him use her when bored enough…and all the others…they were just at the right place at the right time.
But now, all of a sudden this mattered to her. She knew she would feel hurt if he were just another boy wanting to claim his prize. Maybe this attraction to him was more than that. Virginia wanted to slap her self, she knew what the plan was, what her job was, and yet she still let her self get close to him.
When she had kissed Draco…She felt an emotion she'd never felt before. Something strong, powerful…it would have filled 10 crystals, it was nothing compared to the power of fear. It was soft, and came in waves, intoxicating her, making her do things she knew she shouldn't have done. But the whole situation was set up like dominoes. And how could she stop them all from falling? She can't…and so she might as well go with it…
Virginia reached up, put a hand on the back of his neck, and pulled his head down to where there was barely a centimeter between them.
"Are you using me? Do you just want an easy shag is that why you're doing this?" Her eyes narrowed slightly
"/No/. That isn't it, I swear." This surprised Draco, very much so. First she was kissing him, then whimpering, stand offish, then all of a sudden wanted to shag…? Draco inwardly grinned, well there have been worse disorders out there, and most don't end with shagging. He could live with this.
He ran a thumb up and down her cheek, loving the way she let him touch her. "Ginny, I would /never/ use you. I would never betray your trust."
It was the way he worded it that made her eyes fill up with tears. Or his tone of voice, the look in his eyes, maybe it was everything together but she couldn't stand it. Tears slid down her face as she didn't want to lie to him any more. It was so wrong what she was doing. Here he was saying he trusted her, he wasn't going to use her, that she was safe with him…and she was selling him out.
"Hey, hey...it's alright we don't have to do anything. Not if you don't want to." He kissed her fore head, and held her. He wasn't sure why she was crying, but maybe she felt pressured or something. This girl was such a mystery to him.
She took a deep breath, her little 'break down' wasn't what she needed right now, things had just been so stressful lately. She needed to keep focused. She needed to finish this job even if it killed her…though more likely it would kill /him/.
~'You need to give the boy something…something meaningful, if you want him to give you something in return.'~ Lucius' words ran through her head. She knew exactly what to give him, and then she would be his…
"I'm ok, I just…that kiss we had." She could at least change it back to a subject she was ok with, a subject that would hopefully lead to other things. "Tell me…what you felt. Did you feel anything...was it different some how…?" She searched his eyes, looking for any hint of an answer. It may have been a ploy, but she was at least truthful in this aspect.
'So she felt something to…' Draco felt relief he wasn't the only one.
"I don't know…" he began, and Ginny's face fell "but I guess we could try again and see…"
He kissed her again, except this time it was…slower. That's how it started out as, smoldering kisses, slow and passionate. Then as if they'd both agreed on something the kisses turned frantic, as did their movements. Her hands went to the fly of his pants, as his went to the buttons on her blouse.
"Fuck." He couldn't get the clasp of her skirt to unhook. She laughed, and tried to help him. His shirt was off as was hers, Draco had just thrown her skirt onto the floor. He started to kiss her chest working his way up, Ginny arched her back so he could get better access to the clasp on her bra.
"Draco, come on, we have to-" Goyle unceremoniously barged into the room and stopped mid-sentence upon seeing his friend and a practically naked girl pinned to his bed. "…oops."
There was a short pause where Draco and Ginny looked at Goyle, and he looked at them…or, erm…actually, more at Ginny. When she realized her lack of clothing she squealed, pushed Draco off and dived under the covers.
Draco was startled by this, but then knew his chances of shagging her now were zero to none, narrowing his eyes he said "I swear on all that is sacred Goyle you will /pay/ for this." He was beyond angry, and Goyle was about to piss his pants. But still there was another pause.
Ginny having had enough of hiding lifted the covers enough to look at Goyle and yelled, "Get out! Get out NOW!" To make her point she began throwing pillows at him. Goyle does not like to have things thrown at him, not as if this was the first time, so he turned and fled the room, shutting the door behind him.
When he was gone Draco looked over to Ginny, not as angry as before but still a tad disappointed. Ginny peeked up from under the covers, checking the room then letting the blanket fall into her lap.
"Does he always do that?" she asked, then both burst out laughing. After all was said and done it was a bit comical.
When every one was calm Ginny climbed over the covers and snuggled up to him siting in his lap. "We wouldn't of have had time any way, we have to get ready because the train is leaving in an hour or so, last time I checked."
Draco buried his head in her neck, giving her gentle kisses, nothing like he'd given her a few minutes earlier. He wasn't even concentration on what he was doing as he was preoccupied with her heart beat, the smell of her hair, his skin touching hers. But then started to think about what she had said.
"Oh, damn it, I totally forgot."
"Did you pack?" she asked almost a bit alarmed, if he wasn't ready to go then he would be left behind. Not to mention they'd be apart but the plan would be ruined.
"Yes, I packed days ago."
She let out her breath "Good."
"I'd better get a move on, the girls are probably already up and I need to change my clothes."
Draco tensed "Would they have noticed that you were gone all night? Your roommates I mean."
"Oh no. I've been gone all night before, they didn't even comment."
At this reassurance he hadn't relaxed. 'Gone all night? Where? With who? Doing /what/?' Now he remembered what Zabini had said. Sure he'd thought about it before, he'd thought about it a lot. And it hadn't really bothered him much then when he got over the initial shock and annoyance. So she was experienced, he could live with that. But really all it did was make him want to fuck her more than he did before. There was something about virgins that mostly he just didn't want to mess with…he blamed it on his own experiences. After all that his father had put him through he would rather of stayed a virgin till he was 18, if it would turn back the clock and spare him. Though that didn't mean he hadn't taken a few himself, but taking Virginia's innocence probably would have given him guilt beyond belief.
Draco shook him self out of his thoughts to look at her. She looked back and neither looked away.
Well, they still had little clothing on, almost just had sex, what were you expecting them to do? Draco leaned over and kissed her. After a few moments though she moaned and pushed away.
"Draco…? What are we doing. I mean, seriously, what is 'this'." She gestured vaguely between them.
He leaned his forehead against hers, trying to get his breathing under control. "I…don't know." She was disappointed with this answer. Not as if she was expecting him to propose to her or anything…but she did want a bit more of an answer than that.
"Can we be…more than…friends?" she ventured cautiously into this new territory. If it was one thing that scared most guys she knew, it was commitment. And Draco being who he was, or more like, bed hopping like he does, she didn't know if he'd want just one girl.
The exact opposite was going through his head. This was his chance to have her all to him self. He could tell others to stay away from her and she couldn't sleep with any one else. Yes, Draco was quite possessive, but with this he couldn't help it. The thought of another boy doing things with her was…well he'd probably hurt the next unlucky one who went near her.
But there were still a few things to work out. "I would want that, but…my father, and your brother…our families."
"No one has to know…"
(A/N): Yes this is extremely short, not to mention I think this chapter /really/ sucks ( But I stopped for two reasons. One I wanted to name a chapter "Damn you Goyle!" and now I get to do so ^_^ and two, this felt like a good place to stop.
And here's a warning for the next chapter. Yes it is a vacation, but I'm basing this on real life school trips. There will be no secret waterfall off in the distance, there will be no Ginny slowly running up and down the beach in a bikini the equivalent of a wash cloth. On these trips you are supervised, you still have to attend a class as well as do homework, and so on. The only change I made was instead of just having the seventh and sixth years going together, I've added the fifth and fourth years. This is done for a reason so just bear with me.
Make me happy and please Review
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