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(A/N): Yay! Another chapter out. Oh yes, and the occasional thank you's and notes.
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It was actually a bit before Ginny could sit still enough to just take in this new found room, and by that time it was nightfall, time for sleeping and other…nightly activities students do. But while searching around the room in what short time was available Ginny had discovered that in the loft was where the astronomy classes were given at one time, long ago. And the lower half was, by the look of things set up against the walls, where the divination class was held. The area in front of the fireplace, a small sitting area with two high-back chairs, a sofa and a low table in the center, was her favorite place to go and seemed to be some sort of an add on later thought of when classes no longer took place there.
Ginny would always remember this room, because of it's beauty, its secrecy, because it's special to Draco and her…and for other reasons in the future that at this moment she did not know of…but for now it's because it was where they decided to take their relationship a step further. Well, a baby step further. But further none the less.
It started out innocent enough, as Malfoy always came off quite innocent when he wanted to be so, waiting to make just the right move when he can ensnare you in his trap…well that made him sound a bit /to/ devious…then again maybe that wasn't a bad thing…
It happened in their Secret Room one night by the fire, where most romantic things usually happen, except their topic was anything but romantic.
"Ginny I told you already, and the answer is /no/. You have no idea what so ever what kind of effect that will have on you."
"So? It might be good for me, it will definitely be good for /you/."
"Who cares about me?" he said exasperated. "This is about you Virginia. Your /health/, I won't put you at some unknown risk just because you feel like playing a saint."
Ginny had done a double take at 'who cares about me'…was he really asking?
"I can survive just as well on other nightmares as I could on yours Draco, and if you are talking about ridding you of yours I can do that as well. There are a few things…but nothing serious. It isn't as life threatening as you are making it out to be!"
His eyes were so…intense. They always were, but some how during the daylight hours she'd always shied away from his piercing stare. Though now it was unavoidable. And she found her self studying his features again, her favorite part was his eyelashes, she decided. Such a dark color contrasting to the fine blond almost white that was his hair color.
She was so lost in thought she almost jumped as she heard her own voice, though barely a whisper, "What do you mean no one cares Draco?" then after a short pause. "I care."
They were sitting side by side, enjoying the heat from the fire. But as their tempers rose in the conversation Draco had turned to face her, Ginny had done the same. And as she made this declaration, not really of love but of /something/, it was like they were pulled together by some other force. They weren't sure who had moved initially, though neither really cared. They only knew here and now and that they needed to be together.
And this was her chance…or so she kept telling her self. This was what she had to do…for her employer…for Him. And she loathed her self for it, she really did. But at least Draco wasn't half as bad as what she could have been assigned.
Though as soon as the situation got to…personal, and she could feel his hard-on press against her, she panicked. And for a second she saw Lucius. There wasn't Draco…just greedy Lucius. And not even her personal mantra of reassurances could convince her to stay still under his touch.
"Draco, stop it." She pushed at him slightly, not feeling threatened by him at all just needing to get away.
He did stop immediately, disappointment on his face but that emotion was easily covered up with a blank expression.
Ginny just hoped she hadn't pissed him off in some way, she knew some guys could be a bit touchy when they are pushed away or told no. The last thing she needed was to work from scratch at this point.
She sat up, and tried to place her hand on his. But he pulled away, nor would he look at her. 'Oh shit, I should have just let him fuck me…'
But what's done was done, she couldn't change a damn thing. She'd just have to work with what she had.
And if life gives you lemons…then you shut the fuck up and eat the goddamned lemons…
What she didn't know was that he just felt embarrassed at being told no. 'Doesn't that mean you've done something wrong? Or she just doesn't want you?' He hadn't heard that word to many times all in all, and the majority of them came from her.
For a scarce moment she picked up the last bit of his thought. She hated it when she did that, thinking it was an invasion of privacy. But this time she reminded her self to say an extra prayer to Goddess and thank her for this gift she usually called a nuisance.
"It wasn't you Draco, you were perfect…I just can't do that…now." How could she explain this? 'I didn't want to do this in the first place then I was thinking of your father and not you while you were trying to shag me…and in the end I just panicked…' oh yes, that would go over /beautifully/.
But he didn't believe what she'd said, Ginny could just tell.
So she just went with instinct and leaned forward, kissing him. Well, that got his attention right quick. After they'd separated he held her, so she began to talk, to tell him something.
"I can't do that with you…just not yet, alright?" he nodded. This strange silence was putting her off balance. A silent Draco was not a good one. He was only silent when calculating, angry, or depressed…so, which one was he…?
Ginny leaned her head up and pulled him down a bit, after many more kisses she said, "We can work this out, you know."
And so they had.
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Last night was the third night spent in the castle, and Ginny would have to say the most enjoyable. She knew she made a promise to only keep his nightmares away from him for only one night…but she wanted to still give him something. Last night Ginny spent with Draco talking into the early hours of the morning. And when he did sleep, it was definitely peaceful. Although this meant she'd have to get a new source during this trip…and she really had no idea how to do it…
"Are you sure this is going to work?" He whispered.
"Yes, positive. He always talks to me about these things." She answered him in the same hushed tone. It was hard not to shiver every few seconds, his body as so close to hers. Draco's head rested lightly on Ginny's shoulder while his hands where on her hips and his chest pressed to her back. But she didn't think he was really paying attention to this closeness as both pairs of eyes were focussed on the door opposite of them.
Draco leaned down and kissed her, wrapping his arms around her waist, Ginny turned around with difficulty in such an enclosed space, and rested her arms around his neck. She had to break free for air, and was gasping for breath, but smiling.
They had finally decided, that over all, they would not have a "Romantic Relationship", as Virginia insisted on calling it, but more like a little kissing here or there and really a best friend status. But they couldn't wholly ignore the physical attraction they'd both felt…it would be like denying a starving man food. Although She made quite clear to him they would only kiss, with much added emphasis on --only--.
"Thank you for this, I know it will have to go back to being the same at Hogwarts…but thank you for this break." He knew to what length she was going to give him only a week of comfort. At first he told her no, but she insisted to the point where he should just shut up and at least make himself useful in any way he could.
Ginny kissed him again. "No problem." Though he had no idea this was her way of saying sorry for the things she'd done with Lucius…and the things she was going to do to him later on.
Both watched nervously from their hiding place.
If they were caught there was /no/ way of explaining them selves out of it. Not as to why they were there, or why they were with each other. No…Draco was fond of all his body parts and wished to keep them intact.
Discovery was not an option.
Ron came in from the adjoining lavatory already dressed and whistling. He went over to make his bed…and that's when he saw them. Little black things crawling around under the covers…it took a second to register and when it did Ron gave a high pitched scream, rather unmanly in Draco's opinion.
When Harry came running into the room he asked him what it was, a speechless Ron pointed to the bed and whimpered while backing away. Harry, expecting to find Voldermort himself, lifted the covers with caution only to come across innocent little spiders. He had no problem with spiders really as he was used to them in his old cupboard.
"Ron? You have to be joking me! They're only spiders!" But still Harry was the one to be rid of them, and had to reassure Ron repeatedly that they were gone and not coming back.
Mean while Draco was trying /very/ hard not to laugh until he split his side. This was the most amusing thing he'd ever seen. And the fact that he helped do it made it all the better.
Virginia on the other hand was thinking 'Just another offence to add to my list of sins.' She didn't want to do that to Ron, really she didn't. Ginny already felt bad enough for that comment she made in front of the entire school. But they had had a brother-sister talk about it where she explain that was a very rude thing to do to /any one/ let alone Malfoy. He looked a bit skeptical, but to him his little sister was a saint and even gave second chances to Death Eaters Spawn. And she'd also dropped a few lines to the peanut gallery about how she was just in a bad mood that day, and sick of their fighting. Which they took rather well and soon the new rumor had spread and 'infected' every one who had an ear for gossip…and a few more. So things where really cleared up about that, even though she still felt bad about the entire ordeal. But still she went around and fixed a few things while people were sleeping…who would have known she could screw with small thoughts as well? Some things for Ron just weren't easy,and she hated to make things more difficult whether that be with her own business or with his reputation.
And now as she peered at her brothers' ashen face she felt…guilt, was it? She wasn't sure. Something weighing down her shoulders, a feeling of wanting to take it all back. But she needed this. She couldn't put Draco through everything and not give something in return. She had to do this…although she seemed to be saying that not as a statement, but as her own reassurance.
Ginny noticed Draco was shaking with the effort of not laughing and her mouth quirked up a little. She knew he couldn't help it, not even he'd pulled a trick this good on one of the Trio.
After Harry had gotten rid of all the spiders, (Lifting up all the sheets he said, "Look Ron! They're gone now, really, all gone. See?"), and then they waited for Ron to be through with his speech about how he would never sleep in that bed again, both boys left the room, finally.
Draco and Ginny almost fell out of the free standing closet, Draco clutching his sides, and Ginny with one hand to her head for after laughing to much she felt a bit light headed.
"You alright there Gin?"
Resting a bit on Harry's bed she answered, "Yes, I'm fine…I just haven't laughed like that in such a long time." Her cheeks were slightly flushed and her hair half falling out of the clip she at one time had securely in. Draco's hands for some reason could never leave her hair alone, always taking out ties, unraveling ribbons and undoing clips…sometimes he just plain reminded her of a small child. Couldn't keep his damn hands to himself. She told him this once and then he said, "Oh, well as long as it's ok with you." then tried to tickle her.
Ginny really couldn't understand why he was so awful when really he was…/is/ a good person, to her any way. She took a second and shook her head, she was thinking of past tense now…she shouldn't do that, getting to ahead of her self. While she was recalling good times she hadn't noticed Draco casting his gaze on her. He did that allot, studied her when she didn't know it.
"Come on, let's get out of here before they come back." She interrupted what ever train of thought he had, and he looked startled for a moment, but then caught onto the words. "I'd really hate to be caught like this…you…me…on Potter's bed…" She couldn't help but grin at his revolted look.
"That is /truly/ disgusting…"
Ron had caught up with her that next day, wanting to talk about the "horrible" nightmare he'd had. Something about a giant spider and getting away in a flying car…such nonsense her brother made up. But she listened carefully, absorbing the dream from him, it was like a small breath of fresh air. The images weren't as…/delicious/ as Draco's but they would have to do. It was really the only thing she had, and her body felt like it was starving from the loss of power, power was the only word she could use to describe it. Draco was like a drug of some kind, addictive and *drunkening.
Except for that small interlude of sibling bonding time it was a normal school trip. She'd had charms for a few hours that morning and wouldn't need to look at the Charms Packet again till her next class. It was just something that came easily to her.
What she had next for about an hour, of tutoring in a small group, was Herbology. And Draco had quidditch till about three or four. That gave her almost three hours of Un-Draco time, or three Draco-Less hours….
Ginny shook her head, she definitely had to much time on her hands…
She'd skipped lunch so she could hang out with Blaise for a little bit, feeling a tad guilty for ignoring him earlier she invited him to meet her in The Secret Room. Just to spend time together.
And so after her much exhausting class of live briar patches…seems Sleeping Beauty really was a historical account of some kind…Ginny had scratches from Hells Kitchen to Sunday. Although she ignored the stinging pain determined not to be late and keep Blaise waiting.
Once again, carefully tip toeing around the red shadow that fell upon the floor, she reached the Secret Room and walked inside. Blaise had already arrived, sitting on the stairs and reading a book. He looked up as she came in and stood.
"Hi." He sat down the book and greeted her.
"Hello Blaise." Ginny ran toward him and hugged him tightly. It had been a while since she'd really been alone with him. "I missed you." she mumbled into his neck.
"I missed you to Gin. Come on lets sit down." He took her hand and tugged gently, wanting her to follow him up the stairs into the old astronomy classroom. "I know a good place up here." When they reached the top of the stairs he tried not to stare at the place on the other side of the room where he and Draco had gone at it…several times in fact. He instead led her to the other side of the upper room.
Blaise led her to the corner of the long window seat that stretched the entire wall. It was sunny out, and the room wasn't hot but pleasantly warm. Still though she took off her cloak, as he had done before she arrived, and sat at his side peering out the glass and watching the garden below. Blaise mean while was searching through his pocket for something. With his back leaned up against the wall he was facing her, and also watching her with interest. But finally his attention went back to his pockets.
"Aha, found it." He pulled two small boxes. One was white and made of tack board, it fit in the palm of his hand and was the shape of a rectangle. The other was a small dark red velvet one, a small jewelry box.
Ginny's attention to was drawn back to him, her eyes landed on the boxes and widened.
"What is it?"
"I don't know, they are from him. He just told me to give them to you, you know, just making a run." He handed them to her.
At first she had no idea why she would get these gifts, if indeed they were gifts. She set the jewelry box down and looked at the white box. Virginia shook it and could hear something rattle inside, what ever it was it felt a bit heavy to. Opening one end she tipped the box and let the object slide out of the box and into her hand.
"Of course." She sighed, in oddly enough relief, at what it was. Then started to explain to him. "I asked him to send me a new crystal the one I have is practically full and becoming to demanding."
Ginnty undid the clasp and lifted her hair handing the crystal to him and turning around slightly. He knew what she was asking, and put the necklace around her neck then closed the clasp so she could wear it. After she fixed her hair a bit she then picked up the red velvet one.
Now this was odd, why on earth would she be sent this? But upon opening it she didn't mind it at all. There on the red velvet lining sat jewelry, but not just any jewelry, diamond earrings. This is why she liked Lucius. He may touch her, even forcefully once or twice, but he always sent presents to say sorry…well, actually it was something to persuade Ginny to keep her mouth shut to Tom about what he did to her. Last time he'd sent sapphires- matching necklace earrings and bracelet, the time before that a ruby pendant, she must admit he was getting better at his gift giving thing.
Blaise though was a bit surprised. Nothing of that sort was to be exchanged between sponsors and their workers. Although every one kind of looked the other way at sexual favors, this just seemed down right strange to him. And then a perplexing thought came to him as he saw her eyes lighten up with the pleasure of the gift, 'I could never give her anything like that.'
His family was rich, but unlike Draco, Blaise was not allowed to spend his money aimlessly. Nor was his allowance that big to begin with compared to what he could be getting. But he supposed his father just didn't trust any one with his hard-earned money.
He wanted her attention now, and not for her to be goggling at that foolish gift. The word jealousy floated through his mind, but ignored the possibilities of it being so. Blaise cleared his throat. "Ginny, I also have something to tell you." This news he was about to give was slightly serious in a way.
"What is it?" She looked up, closing the velvet box and placing it next to the white one. She was concerned at the tone of his voice.
"I was also told to give you a warning, about side effects of your gift…"
It was a long while later before he finally looked away, having been under her gaze for a very long time, as she was hanging off his every word. All of it was true of course he would never give her false information, but the attention was nice. Though what he'd said was anything but enjoyable.
Her kind was not well known of, in fact as far as he knew she was the only one. So that meant there was not much documentation of what can happen when one collects, blocks and tampers with dreams. Her employer donated much money into finding out what could happen, just now they had come up with a list of possibilities according to their research. And by the look on her face as he listed a few things told him they were correct, at least some of their finds. He'd have to write back and tell them so, as most of those theories were hypothetical.
Virginia was starring off into space, seemed slightly alarmed at what /could/ happen. She knew she had to keep doing her job until it was complete, but with these risks in the back of her mind…and she for the first time was scared at what she had to do.
"Ginny…/Virginia/." He said her name with a harshness he'd never used with her before. She looked up at him quickly, her doe eyes looked to him almost asking quietly for him to reassure her that these things couldn't possibly happen…but he couldn't do that.
"Virginia, he also said…to be careful." He honestly didn't like his boss, but now that Blaise could see the obvious attraction and maybe even concern between Ginny and the older man…well, now he /loathed/ him.
He reached over and cupped her cheek. "Ginny, I want you to be careful to…alright?" She leaned forward and so did he, they were already close but soon she found her self in his arms. And that was when they heard some one clear their throat.
"…Am I interrupting something?" Draco's voice was clipped and sounded slightly impatient. He stood at the top of the steps, broom in hand, and his hair was slightly wet still. He must have showered in the locker room and came straight there.
Ginny stood. "No, we were just talking." A small blush spread across her face, and Draco gave her a look that said 'uh huh…/right/.'
Blaise stood as well, thinking he could cut through the tension in the room with a knife. "I'd better be going." He placed a hand on Ginny's lower back and Draco's eyes became even colder at seeing the contact between them. "I'll see you later Gin."
As he passed Draco he didn't want to start anything so he skated past with a small nod and prayed the other boy would keep his temper in check so he wouldn't hurt Ginny or, better yet, push him down the stairs.
When the door clicked shut Ginny let out her breath, then turned slowly to Draco. He didn't look very happy.
"Hello Draco…you're here a bit early aren't you?" She didn't have a watch on her but pretended to look for one.
"No, actually I'm late. I guess you just lost track of time." His voice was ice.
And suddenly Ginny was angry. Why should /she/ have to feel guilty about sitting around with Blaise. They were friends! They could hang out if they wanted. Not to mention even if they were snogging she had a right to do so with whom ever she pleased.
"Don't try and make me feel guilty Malfoy, we weren't doing anything so get your mind out of the gutter."
"I'm not trying to make you feel guilty." His voice wasn't icey now, but still cool and low. "Why? Do you feel guilty?"
"Enough of your games." She pushed past him and went down stairs, it was getting to warm for her in the loft and the afternoon sun came out from behind some clouds.
He followed her, matching her pace when she reached the floor below. "I thought we had something, or are you like this with every one of your guy friends." He was standing as Ginny sat on the sofa and folded her legs beneath her her.
"Don't be ridiculous, and while your at it why don't you just /grow up/ Draco. I'm not with Blaise, I'm not with /any one/, and that includes /you/."
And for some reason he felt hurt by this, yes he knew it was true, that she wasn't any ones girlfriend…but the fact that she wasn't his is what got to him.
He realized then he wanted her…not just as a friend, not just physically…but in every way he could have her. And what really made a sharp pain in his chest grow worse was he wanted something he knew he could never ask for, nor had he ever fathomed wanting…he wanted her to love him.
In a moment of anger he strode toward her, grabbed her arm and yanked her up. She tried to struggle out of his grasp, letting out a small scream of frustration as she couldn't. Ginny had no idea what he was going to do, but the way he was handling her…it scared her slightly.
"Then I want you to be mine." His grip tightened on her arms, surely there would be bruises, but he didn't care in the slightest. He leaned down to kiss her.
"You're crazy." She whispered.
"Every one is to some degree, I suppose…" with that he roughly pushed her back onto the couch, practically tearing off her clothes. And Virginia did not protest, in fact she to was trying to get her clothes off as well, and helping him with his own. Draco had his shirt off, but had yet to take off his pants. Though her question as to why she had to have no clothes would have to wait as he placed two fingers between her legs and was running then up and down her opening. She gasped at the sensation.
It was like what Harry'd done…except this time she wasn't afraid, or disgusted…it felt good. With one hand he spread her so he could do something else, he licked his finger and touched her clit, rubbing hard then stopping. Ginny jumped practically and let a sharp "ah" escape her lips. He did it again, some times flicking the sensitive spot with his fingernail. Lucius had /never/ been like this with her, yes the same procedure and all…but Draco was different, some how what he'd done seemed pale in comparison to what Draco could do to her. Her cries of pleasure were louder now, and Draco was smiling. If she liked this then she was going to /love/ this next bit. He lifted her up a bit placing a throw pillow beneath her lower back, and made sure she was still comfortable for what he was about to do.
He lowered his head down and started to suck in certain areas, especially her clit. At this point Ginny literally screamed, but not in pain, most /definitely/ not in pain…She ran her hands through his hair, though she couldn't concentrate on how soft it was as Draco's tongue was licking her in long strokes. Then went further down away from that place that drove her wild and into her. This to she couldn't almost handle, she moved as if she was going to try and get away from him. It was almost just too much contact for her. But before she could he added fingers, two driving her mad by touching all the right places and his tongue…Ginny felt like…she knew she was close to something…but couldn't describe it…
Draco needed her wet, and by now she was exceptionally so. He looked up at her and saw her facial expression. Her mouth slightly open and her eyelids were half closed, her breathing uneven. It seemed to him she was extremely sensitive. This he could play to his advantage. He unbuttoned his trousers and laid on top of her, brushing slightly against her thigh. He sucked in his breath trying not to loose it before he even got started...this with her was something he could almost not believe, a fantasy becoming reality. Supporting himself on his forearms he leaned down to kissed her, and as he moved to kiss her neck he whispered in her ear, "Are you ready?" If she said no he wasn't exactly sure he could stop…but he needed to make sure.
"Yes." Her voice trembled but she knew she was, and he'd soon find out why she was always so standoffish when he'd ask for a moment like this earlier.
Draco thrust in to her, burying him self to the hilt and almost came at the tight sensation, but suddenly stopped dead with shock. She had cried out in pain, which wasn't to be expected. Something else that wasn't to be expected was the slight resistance he had momentarily met.
"I'm going to kill him, I'm going to bloody kill him…" He muttered. She wasn't as experience as he'd hoped, in fact, and surprisingly, she was a virgin. Now, what were the chances of /that/? But soon he himself recovered from shock and brought his attention back to her.
"Are you alright?" he asked. "I didn't hurt you or anything."
'Please, oh please, don't let her be hurt' he thought almost in a panic.
Ginny looked up at him, her eyes were watering slightly and a tear escaped, but she wasn't withering in pain or anything. "No, I'm fine. It didn't even hurt that much." And to prove this she tightened her lower muscles, then moved her hips a bit. The feeling was…different than what she'd ever felt before. She felt…fuller, if that made any sense. Like something before was missing and now she was complete. Impatient to feel more of him she scooted toward him, letting him inside her even deeper.
He moaned and started to move slowly. At first Ginny just didn't know what to do, but he whispered or her to relax and she did. After that it was just what ever came to her naturally. She learnt if she lifted her legs up around him he could get deeper inside her with every stroke, and he seemed to like that even better. At one point or another he'd taken the pillow out from under her and thrust into her harder, his breathing was jagged, and his movements definitely more rough. Another thing she'd learned is if she moved her hips up to meet him, in the rhythm he'd made and she followed, he seemed to be lost in ecstasy. And it was even better for her as with each movement he hit a certain spot in her that made her see stars.
She'd heard once that men liked noisy women in bed…but she couldn't bring her self to be so. Ginny, although she hated to admit it, was shy around Draco when they were intimate together. All she would allow her self to do was gasp, a couple of "oh's" or some times her breath would catch in her throat and she couldn't help but make noise, which to her embarrassment reminded her of an animal. Once before a sensation beyond belief came over her she did yell, "Oh God, Draco!" She had no idea where it came from but after her orgasm, as she panted and almost felt like passing out, she could hear him as well saying her name over and over.
Later as he collapsed on top of her she could feel him inside her, not just 'him' but also his cum. But she didn't mind it, everything felt right. Tenderly she stroked his hair and kissed the top of his head and he rested on her chest. And now that she looked back on it all…what ever she felt she wanted to feel it again with him. The only thing she could compare it to, the sensation inside of her, was like the coiling of a snake before he strikes then lashing out…a release of some kind. She had felt her body tense up and her back arch slightly. Ginny then wondered would it be like this every time, or was it only like this with him.
But all thoughts were driven away when he stirred. Looking up he moved forward to kiss her. And it wasn't very long at all before he was up again.
He ran his hand through her hair and asked, "Do you want to try again…in another position?"
Ginny could have slapped her self as her mouth dropped open and she stupidly said, "There's more?" What she really meant was 'Was there more ways to feel like this? Or would it be different?' as all her sexual education had some how left her when she needed it the most and she was slightly tongue tied.
But he didn't say anything, he only chuckled and rolled them both over so she now was on top of him…
Time past but she wasn't sure how much, it seemed a moment ago the sun was bright overhead making their sweaty bodies even more so. But now…now the light was fading, but she didn't care. Ginny carefully buried her body next to Draco's, wanting to be protected from everything…to forget what she had to do…because this, being with him, was no longer an obligation…
"Can we stay like this? Tonight, tomorrow night…the night after that?"
He stroked her hair, and kissed her forehead gently. "Yes, we can stay here as long as you like, when ever you like."
The fire's flames slowly softened to a glow. He knew he should tend the fire, who knew how cold it could really get up here with out heat at night, but he couldn't make himself move…not just yet. Ginny was sleeping so soundly, so peacefully. He couldn't bear to wake her. So, he to settled down to sleep with this girl in his arms. It was, he mused, becoming more of a habit between them. Although he knew many reasons to be afraid of the dark, so what was the harm in two companions sharing a night or two together, as it was comforting for both.
But never had they spent the night together like /this/, it was simply amazing. Draco knew Blaise was not bad in bed, he knew exactly what to do and what rhythm to do it in…but now the decision of picking him or Virginia…well, it was no contest. If he could wake up to this site every morning for the rest of his life he would die a happy man.
Much later that night Ginny woke to a cold room and a dead fire, although it didn't really matter as she was wrapped tightly in a blanket and a warm body wrapped around her also. Trying not to wake him she shifted, wanting to get circulation going through her limbs. And she almost jumped when his eyes suddenly opened, and were focussed precisely on her. Some times he could be a bit scary with his precision and directness.
"Do you want to leave?" he asked in a whisper. She had no idea as to why he was whispering, they were the only two in the room and both were awake…but ok, she'd humor him.
"No, just maybe stretch my legs and restart the fire." She whispered back.
"Alright." He moved so she could climb over him and she was going to until an idea struck her. Half way she stopped and sat, straddling him. He looked confused for a second, but she leaned down pressing her chest against him and said, "Actually…I've changed my mind…I'd kind of like to stay here." for emphasis to her point she ground her hips against his in a circular motion.
Gritting his teeth and trying not to moan he managed, "Fine by me."
Note: Ok I'm sorry for this being so late. I didn't have access to the internet for an entire week. And also if the sex scene was not that descriptive…I have let you down Blu Ice *sobs* I had to keep the rating in mind (I my self would not put this above R) & I really did try but now as I read over it I think it the worst scene I've written yet…damn me and my nonexistent writing skills…
Oh and about Ginny being a virgin. I'm kind of sorry if you wanted to to be "uber slut Ginny" I'm not sure why but I can't see her any other way. I've made it a point to make her 'non-virginal-Ginny' in at least one/two of my stories, this just isn't one of them.
Dedicated to Blu Ice, all 12 pages!
I hope you enjoyed the read.
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(A/N): Yay! Another chapter out. Oh yes, and the occasional thank you's and notes.
Blu Ice: Hmmm, I don't really have a problem with it…although if you start writing in a plot with a connection to 'The Odyssey' and Ginny collects his fears in a crystal and so on…I'd be likely to throw a bitch fit p And no you're not an annoying ass hole, at least not to me ;o) I love reading your reviews and I'm very grateful for them.
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Kiss: It was kind of more than "Oh, lets shag while were on this train here!" You'll learn more about their history later. But for now, random shagging session will have to do…
Madussa: Right now I'm only writing HP-Draco/Ginny. I'm thinking of going into another character pairing though, last time I checked I wanted to write Snape fictions or Draco/Hermione. Or another book entirely. I've had my eye on The Mists of Avalon, anything by Poppy Z. Bright and Sweep. Goddess help the books, lol. I'm posting asap, so please bear with me…
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It was actually a bit before Ginny could sit still enough to just take in this new found room, and by that time it was nightfall, time for sleeping and other…nightly activities students do. But while searching around the room in what short time was available Ginny had discovered that in the loft was where the astronomy classes were given at one time, long ago. And the lower half was, by the look of things set up against the walls, where the divination class was held. The area in front of the fireplace, a small sitting area with two high-back chairs, a sofa and a low table in the center, was her favorite place to go and seemed to be some sort of an add on later thought of when classes no longer took place there.
Ginny would always remember this room, because of it's beauty, its secrecy, because it's special to Draco and her…and for other reasons in the future that at this moment she did not know of…but for now it's because it was where they decided to take their relationship a step further. Well, a baby step further. But further none the less.
It started out innocent enough, as Malfoy always came off quite innocent when he wanted to be so, waiting to make just the right move when he can ensnare you in his trap…well that made him sound a bit /to/ devious…then again maybe that wasn't a bad thing…
It happened in their Secret Room one night by the fire, where most romantic things usually happen, except their topic was anything but romantic.
"Ginny I told you already, and the answer is /no/. You have no idea what so ever what kind of effect that will have on you."
"So? It might be good for me, it will definitely be good for /you/."
"Who cares about me?" he said exasperated. "This is about you Virginia. Your /health/, I won't put you at some unknown risk just because you feel like playing a saint."
Ginny had done a double take at 'who cares about me'…was he really asking?
"I can survive just as well on other nightmares as I could on yours Draco, and if you are talking about ridding you of yours I can do that as well. There are a few things…but nothing serious. It isn't as life threatening as you are making it out to be!"
His eyes were so…intense. They always were, but some how during the daylight hours she'd always shied away from his piercing stare. Though now it was unavoidable. And she found her self studying his features again, her favorite part was his eyelashes, she decided. Such a dark color contrasting to the fine blond almost white that was his hair color.
She was so lost in thought she almost jumped as she heard her own voice, though barely a whisper, "What do you mean no one cares Draco?" then after a short pause. "I care."
They were sitting side by side, enjoying the heat from the fire. But as their tempers rose in the conversation Draco had turned to face her, Ginny had done the same. And as she made this declaration, not really of love but of /something/, it was like they were pulled together by some other force. They weren't sure who had moved initially, though neither really cared. They only knew here and now and that they needed to be together.
And this was her chance…or so she kept telling her self. This was what she had to do…for her employer…for Him. And she loathed her self for it, she really did. But at least Draco wasn't half as bad as what she could have been assigned.
Though as soon as the situation got to…personal, and she could feel his hard-on press against her, she panicked. And for a second she saw Lucius. There wasn't Draco…just greedy Lucius. And not even her personal mantra of reassurances could convince her to stay still under his touch.
"Draco, stop it." She pushed at him slightly, not feeling threatened by him at all just needing to get away.
He did stop immediately, disappointment on his face but that emotion was easily covered up with a blank expression.
Ginny just hoped she hadn't pissed him off in some way, she knew some guys could be a bit touchy when they are pushed away or told no. The last thing she needed was to work from scratch at this point.
She sat up, and tried to place her hand on his. But he pulled away, nor would he look at her. 'Oh shit, I should have just let him fuck me…'
But what's done was done, she couldn't change a damn thing. She'd just have to work with what she had.
And if life gives you lemons…then you shut the fuck up and eat the goddamned lemons…
What she didn't know was that he just felt embarrassed at being told no. 'Doesn't that mean you've done something wrong? Or she just doesn't want you?' He hadn't heard that word to many times all in all, and the majority of them came from her.
For a scarce moment she picked up the last bit of his thought. She hated it when she did that, thinking it was an invasion of privacy. But this time she reminded her self to say an extra prayer to Goddess and thank her for this gift she usually called a nuisance.
"It wasn't you Draco, you were perfect…I just can't do that…now." How could she explain this? 'I didn't want to do this in the first place then I was thinking of your father and not you while you were trying to shag me…and in the end I just panicked…' oh yes, that would go over /beautifully/.
But he didn't believe what she'd said, Ginny could just tell.
So she just went with instinct and leaned forward, kissing him. Well, that got his attention right quick. After they'd separated he held her, so she began to talk, to tell him something.
"I can't do that with you…just not yet, alright?" he nodded. This strange silence was putting her off balance. A silent Draco was not a good one. He was only silent when calculating, angry, or depressed…so, which one was he…?
Ginny leaned her head up and pulled him down a bit, after many more kisses she said, "We can work this out, you know."
And so they had.
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Last night was the third night spent in the castle, and Ginny would have to say the most enjoyable. She knew she made a promise to only keep his nightmares away from him for only one night…but she wanted to still give him something. Last night Ginny spent with Draco talking into the early hours of the morning. And when he did sleep, it was definitely peaceful. Although this meant she'd have to get a new source during this trip…and she really had no idea how to do it…
"Are you sure this is going to work?" He whispered.
"Yes, positive. He always talks to me about these things." She answered him in the same hushed tone. It was hard not to shiver every few seconds, his body as so close to hers. Draco's head rested lightly on Ginny's shoulder while his hands where on her hips and his chest pressed to her back. But she didn't think he was really paying attention to this closeness as both pairs of eyes were focussed on the door opposite of them.
Draco leaned down and kissed her, wrapping his arms around her waist, Ginny turned around with difficulty in such an enclosed space, and rested her arms around his neck. She had to break free for air, and was gasping for breath, but smiling.
They had finally decided, that over all, they would not have a "Romantic Relationship", as Virginia insisted on calling it, but more like a little kissing here or there and really a best friend status. But they couldn't wholly ignore the physical attraction they'd both felt…it would be like denying a starving man food. Although She made quite clear to him they would only kiss, with much added emphasis on --only--.
"Thank you for this, I know it will have to go back to being the same at Hogwarts…but thank you for this break." He knew to what length she was going to give him only a week of comfort. At first he told her no, but she insisted to the point where he should just shut up and at least make himself useful in any way he could.
Ginny kissed him again. "No problem." Though he had no idea this was her way of saying sorry for the things she'd done with Lucius…and the things she was going to do to him later on.
Both watched nervously from their hiding place.
If they were caught there was /no/ way of explaining them selves out of it. Not as to why they were there, or why they were with each other. No…Draco was fond of all his body parts and wished to keep them intact.
Discovery was not an option.
Ron came in from the adjoining lavatory already dressed and whistling. He went over to make his bed…and that's when he saw them. Little black things crawling around under the covers…it took a second to register and when it did Ron gave a high pitched scream, rather unmanly in Draco's opinion.
When Harry came running into the room he asked him what it was, a speechless Ron pointed to the bed and whimpered while backing away. Harry, expecting to find Voldermort himself, lifted the covers with caution only to come across innocent little spiders. He had no problem with spiders really as he was used to them in his old cupboard.
"Ron? You have to be joking me! They're only spiders!" But still Harry was the one to be rid of them, and had to reassure Ron repeatedly that they were gone and not coming back.
Mean while Draco was trying /very/ hard not to laugh until he split his side. This was the most amusing thing he'd ever seen. And the fact that he helped do it made it all the better.
Virginia on the other hand was thinking 'Just another offence to add to my list of sins.' She didn't want to do that to Ron, really she didn't. Ginny already felt bad enough for that comment she made in front of the entire school. But they had had a brother-sister talk about it where she explain that was a very rude thing to do to /any one/ let alone Malfoy. He looked a bit skeptical, but to him his little sister was a saint and even gave second chances to Death Eaters Spawn. And she'd also dropped a few lines to the peanut gallery about how she was just in a bad mood that day, and sick of their fighting. Which they took rather well and soon the new rumor had spread and 'infected' every one who had an ear for gossip…and a few more. So things where really cleared up about that, even though she still felt bad about the entire ordeal. But still she went around and fixed a few things while people were sleeping…who would have known she could screw with small thoughts as well? Some things for Ron just weren't easy,and she hated to make things more difficult whether that be with her own business or with his reputation.
And now as she peered at her brothers' ashen face she felt…guilt, was it? She wasn't sure. Something weighing down her shoulders, a feeling of wanting to take it all back. But she needed this. She couldn't put Draco through everything and not give something in return. She had to do this…although she seemed to be saying that not as a statement, but as her own reassurance.
Ginny noticed Draco was shaking with the effort of not laughing and her mouth quirked up a little. She knew he couldn't help it, not even he'd pulled a trick this good on one of the Trio.
After Harry had gotten rid of all the spiders, (Lifting up all the sheets he said, "Look Ron! They're gone now, really, all gone. See?"), and then they waited for Ron to be through with his speech about how he would never sleep in that bed again, both boys left the room, finally.
Draco and Ginny almost fell out of the free standing closet, Draco clutching his sides, and Ginny with one hand to her head for after laughing to much she felt a bit light headed.
"You alright there Gin?"
Resting a bit on Harry's bed she answered, "Yes, I'm fine…I just haven't laughed like that in such a long time." Her cheeks were slightly flushed and her hair half falling out of the clip she at one time had securely in. Draco's hands for some reason could never leave her hair alone, always taking out ties, unraveling ribbons and undoing clips…sometimes he just plain reminded her of a small child. Couldn't keep his damn hands to himself. She told him this once and then he said, "Oh, well as long as it's ok with you." then tried to tickle her.
Ginny really couldn't understand why he was so awful when really he was…/is/ a good person, to her any way. She took a second and shook her head, she was thinking of past tense now…she shouldn't do that, getting to ahead of her self. While she was recalling good times she hadn't noticed Draco casting his gaze on her. He did that allot, studied her when she didn't know it.
"Come on, let's get out of here before they come back." She interrupted what ever train of thought he had, and he looked startled for a moment, but then caught onto the words. "I'd really hate to be caught like this…you…me…on Potter's bed…" She couldn't help but grin at his revolted look.
"That is /truly/ disgusting…"
Ron had caught up with her that next day, wanting to talk about the "horrible" nightmare he'd had. Something about a giant spider and getting away in a flying car…such nonsense her brother made up. But she listened carefully, absorbing the dream from him, it was like a small breath of fresh air. The images weren't as…/delicious/ as Draco's but they would have to do. It was really the only thing she had, and her body felt like it was starving from the loss of power, power was the only word she could use to describe it. Draco was like a drug of some kind, addictive and *drunkening.
Except for that small interlude of sibling bonding time it was a normal school trip. She'd had charms for a few hours that morning and wouldn't need to look at the Charms Packet again till her next class. It was just something that came easily to her.
What she had next for about an hour, of tutoring in a small group, was Herbology. And Draco had quidditch till about three or four. That gave her almost three hours of Un-Draco time, or three Draco-Less hours….
Ginny shook her head, she definitely had to much time on her hands…
She'd skipped lunch so she could hang out with Blaise for a little bit, feeling a tad guilty for ignoring him earlier she invited him to meet her in The Secret Room. Just to spend time together.
And so after her much exhausting class of live briar patches…seems Sleeping Beauty really was a historical account of some kind…Ginny had scratches from Hells Kitchen to Sunday. Although she ignored the stinging pain determined not to be late and keep Blaise waiting.
Once again, carefully tip toeing around the red shadow that fell upon the floor, she reached the Secret Room and walked inside. Blaise had already arrived, sitting on the stairs and reading a book. He looked up as she came in and stood.
"Hi." He sat down the book and greeted her.
"Hello Blaise." Ginny ran toward him and hugged him tightly. It had been a while since she'd really been alone with him. "I missed you." she mumbled into his neck.
"I missed you to Gin. Come on lets sit down." He took her hand and tugged gently, wanting her to follow him up the stairs into the old astronomy classroom. "I know a good place up here." When they reached the top of the stairs he tried not to stare at the place on the other side of the room where he and Draco had gone at it…several times in fact. He instead led her to the other side of the upper room.
Blaise led her to the corner of the long window seat that stretched the entire wall. It was sunny out, and the room wasn't hot but pleasantly warm. Still though she took off her cloak, as he had done before she arrived, and sat at his side peering out the glass and watching the garden below. Blaise mean while was searching through his pocket for something. With his back leaned up against the wall he was facing her, and also watching her with interest. But finally his attention went back to his pockets.
"Aha, found it." He pulled two small boxes. One was white and made of tack board, it fit in the palm of his hand and was the shape of a rectangle. The other was a small dark red velvet one, a small jewelry box.
Ginny's attention to was drawn back to him, her eyes landed on the boxes and widened.
"What is it?"
"I don't know, they are from him. He just told me to give them to you, you know, just making a run." He handed them to her.
At first she had no idea why she would get these gifts, if indeed they were gifts. She set the jewelry box down and looked at the white box. Virginia shook it and could hear something rattle inside, what ever it was it felt a bit heavy to. Opening one end she tipped the box and let the object slide out of the box and into her hand.
"Of course." She sighed, in oddly enough relief, at what it was. Then started to explain to him. "I asked him to send me a new crystal the one I have is practically full and becoming to demanding."
Ginnty undid the clasp and lifted her hair handing the crystal to him and turning around slightly. He knew what she was asking, and put the necklace around her neck then closed the clasp so she could wear it. After she fixed her hair a bit she then picked up the red velvet one.
Now this was odd, why on earth would she be sent this? But upon opening it she didn't mind it at all. There on the red velvet lining sat jewelry, but not just any jewelry, diamond earrings. This is why she liked Lucius. He may touch her, even forcefully once or twice, but he always sent presents to say sorry…well, actually it was something to persuade Ginny to keep her mouth shut to Tom about what he did to her. Last time he'd sent sapphires- matching necklace earrings and bracelet, the time before that a ruby pendant, she must admit he was getting better at his gift giving thing.
Blaise though was a bit surprised. Nothing of that sort was to be exchanged between sponsors and their workers. Although every one kind of looked the other way at sexual favors, this just seemed down right strange to him. And then a perplexing thought came to him as he saw her eyes lighten up with the pleasure of the gift, 'I could never give her anything like that.'
His family was rich, but unlike Draco, Blaise was not allowed to spend his money aimlessly. Nor was his allowance that big to begin with compared to what he could be getting. But he supposed his father just didn't trust any one with his hard-earned money.
He wanted her attention now, and not for her to be goggling at that foolish gift. The word jealousy floated through his mind, but ignored the possibilities of it being so. Blaise cleared his throat. "Ginny, I also have something to tell you." This news he was about to give was slightly serious in a way.
"What is it?" She looked up, closing the velvet box and placing it next to the white one. She was concerned at the tone of his voice.
"I was also told to give you a warning, about side effects of your gift…"
It was a long while later before he finally looked away, having been under her gaze for a very long time, as she was hanging off his every word. All of it was true of course he would never give her false information, but the attention was nice. Though what he'd said was anything but enjoyable.
Her kind was not well known of, in fact as far as he knew she was the only one. So that meant there was not much documentation of what can happen when one collects, blocks and tampers with dreams. Her employer donated much money into finding out what could happen, just now they had come up with a list of possibilities according to their research. And by the look on her face as he listed a few things told him they were correct, at least some of their finds. He'd have to write back and tell them so, as most of those theories were hypothetical.
Virginia was starring off into space, seemed slightly alarmed at what /could/ happen. She knew she had to keep doing her job until it was complete, but with these risks in the back of her mind…and she for the first time was scared at what she had to do.
"Ginny…/Virginia/." He said her name with a harshness he'd never used with her before. She looked up at him quickly, her doe eyes looked to him almost asking quietly for him to reassure her that these things couldn't possibly happen…but he couldn't do that.
"Virginia, he also said…to be careful." He honestly didn't like his boss, but now that Blaise could see the obvious attraction and maybe even concern between Ginny and the older man…well, now he /loathed/ him.
He reached over and cupped her cheek. "Ginny, I want you to be careful to…alright?" She leaned forward and so did he, they were already close but soon she found her self in his arms. And that was when they heard some one clear their throat.
"…Am I interrupting something?" Draco's voice was clipped and sounded slightly impatient. He stood at the top of the steps, broom in hand, and his hair was slightly wet still. He must have showered in the locker room and came straight there.
Ginny stood. "No, we were just talking." A small blush spread across her face, and Draco gave her a look that said 'uh huh…/right/.'
Blaise stood as well, thinking he could cut through the tension in the room with a knife. "I'd better be going." He placed a hand on Ginny's lower back and Draco's eyes became even colder at seeing the contact between them. "I'll see you later Gin."
As he passed Draco he didn't want to start anything so he skated past with a small nod and prayed the other boy would keep his temper in check so he wouldn't hurt Ginny or, better yet, push him down the stairs.
When the door clicked shut Ginny let out her breath, then turned slowly to Draco. He didn't look very happy.
"Hello Draco…you're here a bit early aren't you?" She didn't have a watch on her but pretended to look for one.
"No, actually I'm late. I guess you just lost track of time." His voice was ice.
And suddenly Ginny was angry. Why should /she/ have to feel guilty about sitting around with Blaise. They were friends! They could hang out if they wanted. Not to mention even if they were snogging she had a right to do so with whom ever she pleased.
"Don't try and make me feel guilty Malfoy, we weren't doing anything so get your mind out of the gutter."
"I'm not trying to make you feel guilty." His voice wasn't icey now, but still cool and low. "Why? Do you feel guilty?"
"Enough of your games." She pushed past him and went down stairs, it was getting to warm for her in the loft and the afternoon sun came out from behind some clouds.
He followed her, matching her pace when she reached the floor below. "I thought we had something, or are you like this with every one of your guy friends." He was standing as Ginny sat on the sofa and folded her legs beneath her her.
"Don't be ridiculous, and while your at it why don't you just /grow up/ Draco. I'm not with Blaise, I'm not with /any one/, and that includes /you/."
And for some reason he felt hurt by this, yes he knew it was true, that she wasn't any ones girlfriend…but the fact that she wasn't his is what got to him.
He realized then he wanted her…not just as a friend, not just physically…but in every way he could have her. And what really made a sharp pain in his chest grow worse was he wanted something he knew he could never ask for, nor had he ever fathomed wanting…he wanted her to love him.
In a moment of anger he strode toward her, grabbed her arm and yanked her up. She tried to struggle out of his grasp, letting out a small scream of frustration as she couldn't. Ginny had no idea what he was going to do, but the way he was handling her…it scared her slightly.
"Then I want you to be mine." His grip tightened on her arms, surely there would be bruises, but he didn't care in the slightest. He leaned down to kiss her.
"You're crazy." She whispered.
"Every one is to some degree, I suppose…" with that he roughly pushed her back onto the couch, practically tearing off her clothes. And Virginia did not protest, in fact she to was trying to get her clothes off as well, and helping him with his own. Draco had his shirt off, but had yet to take off his pants. Though her question as to why she had to have no clothes would have to wait as he placed two fingers between her legs and was running then up and down her opening. She gasped at the sensation.
It was like what Harry'd done…except this time she wasn't afraid, or disgusted…it felt good. With one hand he spread her so he could do something else, he licked his finger and touched her clit, rubbing hard then stopping. Ginny jumped practically and let a sharp "ah" escape her lips. He did it again, some times flicking the sensitive spot with his fingernail. Lucius had /never/ been like this with her, yes the same procedure and all…but Draco was different, some how what he'd done seemed pale in comparison to what Draco could do to her. Her cries of pleasure were louder now, and Draco was smiling. If she liked this then she was going to /love/ this next bit. He lifted her up a bit placing a throw pillow beneath her lower back, and made sure she was still comfortable for what he was about to do.
He lowered his head down and started to suck in certain areas, especially her clit. At this point Ginny literally screamed, but not in pain, most /definitely/ not in pain…She ran her hands through his hair, though she couldn't concentrate on how soft it was as Draco's tongue was licking her in long strokes. Then went further down away from that place that drove her wild and into her. This to she couldn't almost handle, she moved as if she was going to try and get away from him. It was almost just too much contact for her. But before she could he added fingers, two driving her mad by touching all the right places and his tongue…Ginny felt like…she knew she was close to something…but couldn't describe it…
Draco needed her wet, and by now she was exceptionally so. He looked up at her and saw her facial expression. Her mouth slightly open and her eyelids were half closed, her breathing uneven. It seemed to him she was extremely sensitive. This he could play to his advantage. He unbuttoned his trousers and laid on top of her, brushing slightly against her thigh. He sucked in his breath trying not to loose it before he even got started...this with her was something he could almost not believe, a fantasy becoming reality. Supporting himself on his forearms he leaned down to kissed her, and as he moved to kiss her neck he whispered in her ear, "Are you ready?" If she said no he wasn't exactly sure he could stop…but he needed to make sure.
"Yes." Her voice trembled but she knew she was, and he'd soon find out why she was always so standoffish when he'd ask for a moment like this earlier.
Draco thrust in to her, burying him self to the hilt and almost came at the tight sensation, but suddenly stopped dead with shock. She had cried out in pain, which wasn't to be expected. Something else that wasn't to be expected was the slight resistance he had momentarily met.
"I'm going to kill him, I'm going to bloody kill him…" He muttered. She wasn't as experience as he'd hoped, in fact, and surprisingly, she was a virgin. Now, what were the chances of /that/? But soon he himself recovered from shock and brought his attention back to her.
"Are you alright?" he asked. "I didn't hurt you or anything."
'Please, oh please, don't let her be hurt' he thought almost in a panic.
Ginny looked up at him, her eyes were watering slightly and a tear escaped, but she wasn't withering in pain or anything. "No, I'm fine. It didn't even hurt that much." And to prove this she tightened her lower muscles, then moved her hips a bit. The feeling was…different than what she'd ever felt before. She felt…fuller, if that made any sense. Like something before was missing and now she was complete. Impatient to feel more of him she scooted toward him, letting him inside her even deeper.
He moaned and started to move slowly. At first Ginny just didn't know what to do, but he whispered or her to relax and she did. After that it was just what ever came to her naturally. She learnt if she lifted her legs up around him he could get deeper inside her with every stroke, and he seemed to like that even better. At one point or another he'd taken the pillow out from under her and thrust into her harder, his breathing was jagged, and his movements definitely more rough. Another thing she'd learned is if she moved her hips up to meet him, in the rhythm he'd made and she followed, he seemed to be lost in ecstasy. And it was even better for her as with each movement he hit a certain spot in her that made her see stars.
She'd heard once that men liked noisy women in bed…but she couldn't bring her self to be so. Ginny, although she hated to admit it, was shy around Draco when they were intimate together. All she would allow her self to do was gasp, a couple of "oh's" or some times her breath would catch in her throat and she couldn't help but make noise, which to her embarrassment reminded her of an animal. Once before a sensation beyond belief came over her she did yell, "Oh God, Draco!" She had no idea where it came from but after her orgasm, as she panted and almost felt like passing out, she could hear him as well saying her name over and over.
Later as he collapsed on top of her she could feel him inside her, not just 'him' but also his cum. But she didn't mind it, everything felt right. Tenderly she stroked his hair and kissed the top of his head and he rested on her chest. And now that she looked back on it all…what ever she felt she wanted to feel it again with him. The only thing she could compare it to, the sensation inside of her, was like the coiling of a snake before he strikes then lashing out…a release of some kind. She had felt her body tense up and her back arch slightly. Ginny then wondered would it be like this every time, or was it only like this with him.
But all thoughts were driven away when he stirred. Looking up he moved forward to kiss her. And it wasn't very long at all before he was up again.
He ran his hand through her hair and asked, "Do you want to try again…in another position?"
Ginny could have slapped her self as her mouth dropped open and she stupidly said, "There's more?" What she really meant was 'Was there more ways to feel like this? Or would it be different?' as all her sexual education had some how left her when she needed it the most and she was slightly tongue tied.
But he didn't say anything, he only chuckled and rolled them both over so she now was on top of him…
Time past but she wasn't sure how much, it seemed a moment ago the sun was bright overhead making their sweaty bodies even more so. But now…now the light was fading, but she didn't care. Ginny carefully buried her body next to Draco's, wanting to be protected from everything…to forget what she had to do…because this, being with him, was no longer an obligation…
"Can we stay like this? Tonight, tomorrow night…the night after that?"
He stroked her hair, and kissed her forehead gently. "Yes, we can stay here as long as you like, when ever you like."
The fire's flames slowly softened to a glow. He knew he should tend the fire, who knew how cold it could really get up here with out heat at night, but he couldn't make himself move…not just yet. Ginny was sleeping so soundly, so peacefully. He couldn't bear to wake her. So, he to settled down to sleep with this girl in his arms. It was, he mused, becoming more of a habit between them. Although he knew many reasons to be afraid of the dark, so what was the harm in two companions sharing a night or two together, as it was comforting for both.
But never had they spent the night together like /this/, it was simply amazing. Draco knew Blaise was not bad in bed, he knew exactly what to do and what rhythm to do it in…but now the decision of picking him or Virginia…well, it was no contest. If he could wake up to this site every morning for the rest of his life he would die a happy man.
Much later that night Ginny woke to a cold room and a dead fire, although it didn't really matter as she was wrapped tightly in a blanket and a warm body wrapped around her also. Trying not to wake him she shifted, wanting to get circulation going through her limbs. And she almost jumped when his eyes suddenly opened, and were focussed precisely on her. Some times he could be a bit scary with his precision and directness.
"Do you want to leave?" he asked in a whisper. She had no idea as to why he was whispering, they were the only two in the room and both were awake…but ok, she'd humor him.
"No, just maybe stretch my legs and restart the fire." She whispered back.
"Alright." He moved so she could climb over him and she was going to until an idea struck her. Half way she stopped and sat, straddling him. He looked confused for a second, but she leaned down pressing her chest against him and said, "Actually…I've changed my mind…I'd kind of like to stay here." for emphasis to her point she ground her hips against his in a circular motion.
Gritting his teeth and trying not to moan he managed, "Fine by me."
Note: Ok I'm sorry for this being so late. I didn't have access to the internet for an entire week. And also if the sex scene was not that descriptive…I have let you down Blu Ice *sobs* I had to keep the rating in mind (I my self would not put this above R) & I really did try but now as I read over it I think it the worst scene I've written yet…damn me and my nonexistent writing skills…
Oh and about Ginny being a virgin. I'm kind of sorry if you wanted to to be "uber slut Ginny" I'm not sure why but I can't see her any other way. I've made it a point to make her 'non-virginal-Ginny' in at least one/two of my stories, this just isn't one of them.
Dedicated to Blu Ice, all 12 pages!
I hope you enjoyed the read.
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