The Same Deep Water A You The Cure
Kiss me goodbye pushing out before I sleep
Can't you see I try swimming the same deep
Water as you is hard "the shallow drowned lose
Less than we" you breathe the strangest twist
Upon your lips "and we shall be together…"
"Kiss me goodbye bow your head and join with
Me" and face pushed deep reflections meet
The strangest twist upon your lips and
Disappear the ripples clear and laughing break
Against your feet and laughing break the mirror
Sweet "so we shall be together…"
"Kiss me goodbye" pushing out before I sleep
It's lower now and slower now the strangest
Twist upon your lips but I don't see and I don't
Feel but tightly hold up silently my hands
Before my fading eyes and in my eyes your
Smile the very last thing before I go…
I will kiss you I will kiss you I will kiss you
Forever on nights like this I will kiss you I will
Kiss you and we shall be together…
Chapter 5- No Way Out, No Where To Turn To
Lupin got up, sensing that Sirius needed his help.
He raced out of the door and into the room that Sirius and Harry were in.
Sirius was bent over Harry, silent tears were sliding down his face. He looked up at Remus and said, "I don't know how to stop the bleeding." The statement came out as a choked whisper.
Remus went through the door that led to the kitchen and went to the cabinet by the sink. He opened it's door and grabbed a four towels. He wet two of them and then reached for the emergency kit that had been abandoned there the last time it was used. When Remus got back, he put the things down on the coffee table and gently picked Harry up. He placed the fragile boy down on the ground as comfortably as he could, and then asked, "Sirius, love, I know its hard, but you have to calm down and help me. Can you please hand me the towels and the kit?"
Sirius nodded his head, wiped at his eyes and then grabbed the things that Moony had asked him.
Remus took on of the wet towels and started to dab at Harry's arm. Remus gasped as he realized how deep the cut was, and how much Harry had really wanted to die. Oh lord, poor guy, why did he want to die? I thought we were helping him! Remus dabbed the blood away as much as he could, but no matter what, it just kept coming back. Remus opened the kit, and took out the gauze and the tape. He unraveled as much gauze as he thought was necessary, which was a lot, and cut it off the roll. He began to circle it around Harry's arm, from elbow to palm.
When it had covered up as much as it could, he taped the gauze and set out to do the other arm.
When Remus was finished, he realized that already the blood was seeping through the bandages.
"Sirius, we have get him a blood replenishing potion. We have to go to Hogwarts," Remus told Sirius.
Sirius nodded and said absently, "Yeah."
The Order Of The Phoenix had decided that it would be much more effective, and safe, for all it's members to remain there.
Although Sirius and Remus had thought that putting Harry into a situation where there were a great many people and prying eyes, could hurt Harry even more than he already was. They were proven wrong.
Remus took out his wand, pointed it at the unconscious Harry, and muttered, "Mobilous Corpus," and walked over to the fire place, reached his hand into a pouch containing Floo Powder, took a pinch, threw it into the fire, and said, "Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
And a flash of a second later, he was gone.
Remus ended up coming out of the fire place of Professor Dumbledore. Upon looking around the room, he saw that most of the Order where in the room. A gasp, and a few murmurs greeted Moony.
Remus moved his wand, and Harry was gently laid onto the floor. Lupin undid the spell that he had cast on Harry's unconscious form.
Remus said hoarsely, "Please, someone help, he's dying!"
Professors McGonagall and Dumbledore, and Madam Pompfry came forward to the half circle that had formed around the two. "Oh dear god," whispered Minerva McGonagall.
Dumbledore looked stricken, and despair creeped along his face. Poppy Pompfry had her hand over her mouth.
"Madam Pompfry, please summon a stretcher, so that we can get him to the Hospital Wing as quickly as we can.," Dumbledore ordered.
With those words, action came into place. A stretcher magically appeared. Harry was picked up by a pale and dazed looking Sirius, who had appeared into the office not long after Remus.
Harry was placed on the stretcher.
"Mister Weasley, and Miss Granger, please run down to the dungeons and ask Professor Snape if could quickly get us a blood replenishing potion. QUICKLY!" Dumbledore directed a stricken Ron, and a tear stained Hermione.
As fast as they could, the ran out of the office, down the stairs, past the gargoyle, and through the rest of Hogwarts until they reached Severus Snap's office, in the dungeons.
They didn't bother to knock but went right in.
"What are you two doing down here, and barging into my office?!" Snape yelled in a rage.
"S-sir , its Harry," started Hermoine.
"Yeah, and he's, blood everywhere, cuts," Ron tried to finish but failed extremely well.
Both were panting from running all that they did.
"If you two don't inform me at the current moment, I will kick you out of the office, and you will get detentions at the beginning of the year." Snape snapped ferociously.
Hermione took a deep breath and said, "It's Harry, sir, he has gashes on his arms, he's bleeding to death! Professor Dumbledore wishes you to quickly supply us with a blood replenishing potion!" Hermione took a big gulp of air.
Snape wasn't worried, but he was curious as to what the Bleeding- Boy- Who- Lived did to himself this time.
He crossed the room, opened a cupboard and grabbed a potion from a shelf.
He went over to where Hermione and Ron, and handed Hermione the potion.
"Make sure he drinks it all," Snape said. And with a nod, the two students were gone.
Well, I might as well see what the bloody hell is going on, seeing as no one will probably inform me.
And with a billow of robes, Severus was gone.
The hospital room was filled with & people, Sirius, Remus, Dumbledore, Professor McGonagall, Madam Pomfrey (who wasn't at all pleased with the fact that there were 7 people in her hospital room) and Ron and Hermione, who were, yet again, out of breathe due to the fact that they ran the length of the castle.
Madam Pomfrey grabbed the potion, and poured it down Harry's throat, until there was no more. "How long until he wakes up, Poppy?" Sirius asked.
"A few minutes, at the most." Exactly three minutes late, Harry was blinking himself awake. He looked around, confused. He looked at the people in the room, as though he just noticed that he wasn't alone. He quickly leaned forward, and looked, shocked, at his friends, and guides.
A single question came out of his mouth, "Why?"
"Why what, Harry?" Hermione asked.
A few tears trickled down his face. "Why did you save me?" The question was whispered.
No one answered the question, all where to shocked. Rain spilled upon the grounds, suddenly, and poured onto the windows.
Harry jumped from the bed, and before anyone could stop him, raced out the door.
As if one, everyone moved to the door, and raced out, determined not to let Harry be by himself.
Harry was only a few yards away, and everyone saw as he raced out of the door, and into the rain. Sirius raced after him, and caught up to him quickly. He wrapped his arms around Harry's front.
Harry was struggling with all his might to get away, and it was killing Sirius to see his godson like this, acting as though he were a caged animal.
They drooped to the muddied ground, rain slicking down their faces, mixed with tears.
"WHY?! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SAVE ME? WHY COULDN'T YOU LET ME GO?" Harry was screaming, back still turned towards Sirius.
Sirius was crest fallen at the words.
"I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SAVE ME?" Harry sobbed outloud.
Sirius turned Harry around, and felt twisted inside to see all of Harry's locked up emotions finally surfacing.
From the stress, newly found blood, and flowing river of tears, Harry passed out.
Sirius kissed the top of his head, and whispered into his ear, "Because, you do deserve to live."
A/N: Okay so I did say that I would make the chapters longer, and they have. This is only about half of what I have written, but inspiration has seemed to have left for a while, so I found a spot where I thought this chapter could end appropriately, and since I haven't updated in like two months or so, I decided to update now! YAY for all those in anticipation, which I doubt are many. So here ya go and hopefully when inspiration strikes, I will finish the rest in a few days or so!