CHANGES AREN'T ALWAYS
A BAD THING
By Kenya
Chapter Two: I don't
need you
Throughout Kagome's little speech, Kikyo kept her
arrogant little smirk in place. 'That took care of her, now for
Inuyasha' Kikyo wrapped her arms around Inuyasha's waist from behind
while resting her chin on his shoulder.
"Inuyasha"
she whispers into his ear. It twitched in her direction, but his eyes
still focus on the spot in the tree line Kagome had run through,
"When you have made your decision, come and find me. I will be
waiting for you." With that Kikyo pulled her cold arms back and
walked away. Her soul stealers wrapped around her tapered waist and
lazily began to weave their way through the frigid air, leisurely
disappearing from sight and audible range.
Inuyasha stood
there, stunned, but not from Kikyo's quick exit. 'Since when had
Kagome become so ruthless? The Kagome I know smiles, and laughs,
andWhat happened to the Kagome I know?' Inuyasha dropped to his
knees, clutching his head.
'Why does it hurt? My heart feels
like its cracking'
Right then the full force of her words hit
him, '"And to think, you could change all of the love that I had
for you and into such a burning hate." For love to turn into
hate, that would mean that love would have to of have been in one's
heart at some time. So that means Kagomeloves me? Nonow it is loved
me,' he thought dejectedly.
'I betrayed you Kagome trust. I
promised that I would protect her and always be there for you her,
but instead insulted her' Inuyasha dropped onto his hands, fisting
the earth beneath him. Gradually, his clawed right hand raises,
calloused palm facing up, as if to beckon her back.
'You
trusted me, as your protector, as your friendand what did I do! I
threw it all back at you face! Like you meant nothing to me! I left
you alone and went to see Kikyo behind her backbut still, you loved
me. No matter how many times I burnt you, with stupid words, or with
thoughtless actions, you still loved me!' Inuyasha's body shook with
the pure force of his sobs. 'Wellif she can forgetthan so can I! I've
got KikyoII' A lump formed in the back of his throat, chocking him in
the evilest of ways.
Inuyasha pulled his fist back, slamming
it back to earth. Punishing the dirt underneath his quaking body. It
cracked and crumbled under the force of Inuyasha's strength. His back
shook with suppressed sobs as he tried to swallow down the bulge that
was building in his throat to keep him quite. Inuyasha threw his head
back, silver locks glowing in the light, and the keen that was
wretched from his throat sent chills throughout the trees. Inuyasha
howled out all of his despair, hopelessness and depression into that
one sound. He was drowning in tangled emotions, and could only go
after one women.
"I do not need you" he whisper
forsakenly in a straggled voice. His golden eyes closed tightly, but
not before one salty droplet dripped from their amber restraints. Its
silver innocents snaked down his unblemished cheeks, dripping down
his chin to travel the seemingly endless fall to the earth.
Inuyasha
watched as it dissolved into the ground, leaving no evidence behind.
Slowly he forced his crumpled body upright and gloomily walked away
from the clearing.
Hey everyone! No, I didn't die, just
got overworked with school and such. Hope you liked this chapter! I
know it was short, but Drum roll pleaseTHERE IS GOING TO BE ANOTHER
CHAPTER TOMORROW!
for a vote:should Kagome be with?
1.) Hiei: I
love that three eyes, vertically challenged man! (VOTE 4 HIEI, I will
update quicker if you vote for him!)
2.) Sesshoumaru: Lately I've
been reading a lot of Sess/Kag fanfic (And I do love fluffy-sama oh
so much)
Those are your two and only choices! I'm actually
going to bed nowZzz Oops! Now I have little squared indented on my
forehead from falling asleep on the keyboard again SAFTY TIP: Don't
do that, not only does it leave evil quadrilateral shapes (I know my
geometry) in your head, messes up your writing! I almost deleted this
chapter! GASP)
