Dear Jack,

He thought that he could change me. He thought that he could make me love him. Well he couldn't. I wish that he could see me right now. See how strong he made me. See what he forced me to become. And most of all I wish that he could read this. The reason that he started to hit me was because he thought that I was in love with someone that was working with me, and now it is the truth. So Jonas if you can hear me in hell (at least that is where I hope you are) I want you to listen to this, it is decated to, its called I'll hope you like it.

I'll cook your food,

I'll wash your close

I'll do any thing you say

There was once a time that I would do anything for you. All because I was in love.

I'll rase your kids

I'll clean your house

I'll be perfect in every way

I tried to be perfect for you. I knew that I couldn't be, but I still tried. And I failed.

If perfection is what you want

Than that is what you'll get

But don't expect more from me

So I tried again. And I keept on trying

I wont laugh or cry

Yealgh in pleasure or pain

Scilence will be my only fee

You hit me and I didn't say a word. And you knew I wouldn't.

I'll take your anger

I'll take your hate

I'll take every punch, every hit

I took everything without a single sound. Untill I couldn't take it any more.

Then one day I'll walk away

I'll take your childern and leave

And I'll tourch the house in my fit

As for me and the children we'll be safe with Him.

And you know that I would willining tourched the place. I thank God that I didn't stay with you very long. That's the general calling I'I have to go. Wright in you soon Jack.

Love Sam

Jack couldn't resist to say somthing back. Not with somthing like that haveing been reviled.

Dear Sam

1. You name your diary after me. I'm touched. 2. Jonah was a basterd. And should be glad that I didn't find out what he did to you before he died. And 3. I won't ever do that to you. O and are there any love poems to me in here?

Love Jack

P.S. chose a better code. All though I like it, I don't think that Hammond would like your code being Samantha O'Nell, And I am positive that dad would kill me for it. Love you allways Jack.