Just a Simple Question
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto and I probably never will.
A/N: I'm a horrible writer...one with very low self-esteem. Just one flame could send me cascading over the edge and make me stop writing fan fiction forever.
Just a simple question
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I can't take the stares anymore. I can't take the threats, the looks, the rumors, but most of all...I can't take the pain. When you fall down on the floor you feel pain, when you stab yourself with a kunai, you feel pain, but what I have been through can't be pain...it can't be pain because it just hurts too much. It has to be hell. Everyday, I walk down the streets to our meeting place by the bridge. Everyday, I see your face. Everyday, I feel the pain...no...the hell that you bring me. I can tell that you don't give a damn about me at all.
When we talk, it's about Sasuke, when we argue, it's about Sasuke, and when we laugh, it's ALWAYS ABOUT SASUKE!!!! And what does he do? He just takes it for granted and ignores you! Why can't you see that I can be a better person that Sasuke could ever be? I know what you feel because it's what I feel when you turn down my every offer to take you on a date, to take you to a restaurant, to just friggin TALK WITH YOU! Every single time you turned me down, I felt like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. I remember what happened today. You must have been in a horrible mood, but I didn't know that. So when I was complaining about our newest mission, I guess you just lost it. It just nearly killed me when you said the three words. The three words I have been dreading, the three words I have been anticipating, the three words that I have been thinking about the whole night. I still don't understand you. Even after I brought back Sasuke in a near half-dead state and saved your life. Even after I did everything I could for you...How could you say that?
And that's why I did what I had to do...end the pain...end the hell...end my life...But before I leave this world, I have just one simple question, just one question that I want the answer to even though I fear I already know it.
If I left, if I just somehow disappeared...if I was gone without a warning. . . . . . . would you miss me?
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I would like some good criticism, like where I made mistakes and how I could improve. If you're just gonna say stuff like "You suck crap!" OR "That stunk!" Don't bother the labor of typing it. At least try to help me! Plz clicky clicky the little button below and write your thoughts. Try not to be too mean okay?