Emma didn't want to start an argument with her mom so she snuck into the house as quietly as she could and headed towards her bedroom. For the first time in months she was actually happy. Their relationship was back like it was before but then she realized that so much other stuff had changed while they were apart.
She wasn't friends with Manny anymore and barely talked to JT or Toby. Sean had become friends with Jay and she was sure that he couldn't stand her. And she had also become friends with Chris. "Crap, what am I going to do about Chris?" Emma was so confused. She really liked Chris, but if something ever would have happened between them she knew Sean would have always had her heart and it wouldn't have been right to Chris.
"What am I going to do?!" Emma was making herself a nervous wreck about what people would say and how people would react to her and Sean being back together. She couldn't take it anymore and finally got the courage to call Sean. She went over to her phone and dialed his number. "Sean, pick up the damn phone!"
Finally someone answered and it was Tracker. "Hello?" Emma couldn't hang up now. "Hey Tracker, is Sean there?" Emma heard a laugh and then heard Tracker yell to Sean. "Hey Em, what's the wrong it's like 10 o'clock." "Sean, I'm worried about tomorrow. What if people don't like us back together?" Sean sounded like he was frustrated. "Well they'll just have to get over it and stop worrying about it Em. We'll be fine, don't worry about other people, you never have before."
Emma couldn't believe he was being so calm about this. "Yeah well Sean this is way different. What about your friends? We both know that they don't like me." Sean was going to lose his patience. "Em, listen to me okay? It doesn't matter! People will just have to deal and Jay will have to get over it. I got you back and I'm not losing you again ok?" Emma just smiled and realized he was right. "Alright fine, you win okay?" Sean just laughed. "I always do." "Yeah okay Slim Shady." "Well I got to go Miss Environmental. I'll see you tomorrow by your locker okay?" Emma just laughed. "Ha ha very funny. I'll see you tomorrow."
It was around 11:30 and Emma had just finished her homework, so she decided to go and check her email real quick before she went to bed. She deleted a bunch of junk mail and decided to save the important ones for tomorrow. She was too happy and she didn't want to read another mean email from Manny. Since she called her the "school slut" Manny was sending her these mean emails about her and Sean's relationship and all of Emma's "problems".
Emma turned off the computer and set her alarm clock for 6:30. She had been laying there for 20 minutes and couldn't fall asleep so she decided to turn on the radio. Some crappy song came on and decided to listen to one of her CD's. She took out Page Avenue by Story of the Year and put it on track 3. She listened to only one part of the song and fell into a peaceful sleep. Things were starting to get better.
The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
Exactly what I need