Lost Without You
Chapter Three
Looking back at me
She was just beyond his grasp.
I see that I never really got it right
He could see her but he couldn't touch her.
I never stopped to think of you
He was shivering and he didn't know why.
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
Was he cold? He couldn't feel anything
You are the antidote that gets me by.
If only he could reach his Kagome...
Something strong like a drug that gets me high.
She was crying.
What I really meant to say
He had the horrible thought that he was the cause of her tears.
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
Why did he insist on hurting her?
I never meant to be so cold
She was nothing but kind to him
Never meant to be so cold
He always treated her second to Kikyo
What I really meant to say
Why had it taken him so long to realize
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am
That Kikyo would never be half the woman Kagome is.
I never meant to be so cold
But he had to remember his promise
Never meant to be so...
Kikyo needed him.
Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies
But Kagome needed him too.
Maybe in a different light.
Why did he feel so torn?
You can see me stand on my own again
Why did he feel stronger about Kagome?
Cause now I can see
Wasn't she just Kikyo's reincarnation?
You were the antidote that got me by
No.
Something strong like a drug that got me high.Kagome was Kagome
What I really meant to say
She was no one's copy.
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am
She wasn't Kikyo
I never meant to be so cold.
He was glad she was just Kagome.
Never Meant to be so cold.
He didn't think he was worthy of her love.
What I really meant to say
Even though he knew she loved him
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am
He still didn't fully trust her.
I never meant to be so cold.
He didn't trust anyone but Kikyo.
I never meant to be so cold
After all
I never meant to be so cold
Hadn't she died for him?
I never really wanted you to see
How could he ever repay her that debt?
The screwed up side of me that I keep
He couldn't
Locked inside of me so deep
That's why he couldn't love Kagome.
It always seems to get to me
But he did.
I never really wanted you to go
He did love Kagome
So many things you should have known
Kami did he love her!
I guess for me there's just no hope
But he was confused
I never meant to be so cold
How could he?
What I really meant to say
How could he love two women?
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am
Was that even possible?
I never meant to be so cold
Did he really love Kagome?
Never meant to be so cold
Or did he love the person she reminded him of?
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way, I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold.