Shout outs:
anime gurl: I'll reveal it just for you =)
Hermione10148: Of course its evil!!! She's been trying to do it for years
Senka Kitsune: Sorry your confused
TheGoth: She's pretty demented ya know ;)
Senka Kitsune: I'm hurrying Im hurrying!!
Rezol: Lol, eager are we?
Samieko: =)
Lady SkyWing: Oh no!! You misplaced your Golden Hammer of Justice?!! GASP!! WHAT WILL WE DO!!
Ganheim: What are you? My English teacher? Cuz if you are...that's a little akward for me
randomer: Thanks hun
Artimis: I'm glad you think so. Its hard to get it right.
Malice546: I know he's naturally not such an open person but I had to tweak his personality a bit so that it would fit with the idea I had in my head,
ok!! I know that I haven't posted in about a zillion years but hear me out before you all torture and kill me please!!
I got grounded and when I told my mom that she couldn't ground me, Ashli, Destroyer of Worlds, she just laughed and grounded me longer. So blame her!!
I'm doing a song fic cuz its easier and Im not feeling so great right now, you know, with the whole school being back in session and all.
This chapter is hereby dedicated to Lady SkyWing
Disclaimer: Ooooh the things I would do to Inuyasha if her were mine, but sadly he is not, Damn you Rumiko!!
Chapter 12
I tried to kill the pain
I know now who he will choose
But only brought more
I cannot allow it
I lay dying
I will not allow it
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
He will not choose her over me
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
For if she is dead
Am I too lost to be saved
How can he choose her?
Am I too lost?
Once she is gone, I will be the only one left
My God my tourniquet
And he will come to his senses
Return to me salvation
Once I kill her and her family
My God my tourniquet
He will forget her
Return to me salvation
Just as he forgot me
Do you remember me
But no more
Lost for so long
He will be mine
Will you be on the other side
How shall I kill them?
Or will you forget me
Slowly?
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
Or quickly?
Am I too lost to be saved
This young brother of hers,
Am I too lost?
He is an innocent
My God my tourniquet
So I will kill him quickly
Return to me salvation
I will see if the rest of her family is so lucky
My God my tourniquet
She herself will not be
Return to me salvation
She will die slowly
My wounds cry for the grave
Oh so slowly
My soul cries for deliverance
I won't let her have him
Will I be denied Christ
I won't lose him
Tourniquet
Not again.
My suicide
I won't lose Inuyasha again.
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ok my loyal fans, you can send me all the flames you want for writing another song fic, I don't care. Please remember to read and review, I love you all =). Like I said, sorry for the songness of it all, I will write a normal chapter once I'm not so depressed
XOXO,
Ashli