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A jolt burned through my lips, into my head, going down. At first I thought it was arousal, which would have almost defied my programming. But as it continues down my body, I realize it is nothing of the sort; my body is not responding the correct way if it was.
The feeling reaches my toes and runs back up my programming again. My entire body shudders, and suddenly a door opens up again. It is the door to One. My conscious mind grows tenfold, re-expanding to what it is supposed to be.
Tentatively, I touch my brother's thoughts. A sigh of relief courses through me as I notice all is as it should be. He has mixed confusion and anxiety, even a tint of disgust from the kiss. Among all, I feel relief race through his head.. He knows that I am in his mind and welcomes me there. I know that I am wanted here and this time, and I am pleased. Suddenly I feel him in MY mind, his different but not-foreign presence. He ruffles through my thoughts like I did his, and he sees what I feel, which is much like his: Confusion and relief.
I blink several times as I feel the buzz dissipate.
"One…One
were we really….?" I ask him, looking down at the
ground. My memory is completely intact, and now I can't figure out how I could
be such a…. well…bitch to my own brother. Part of me, even.
"Yes."
I try and figure out how I could have spoken so lightly. I am not I. I am part of us, one of two, half of whole. I shake my head and discard the thought.
AN~
Okay, I'm sure all you anti-twincest people are all like "ewww that' disgusting" or whatever. But you all have to understand that I am a Twincest fan, and keeping this thing straight and romance-less has been a challenge for me. It's difficult for my dirty mind to keep out of this fic, so I'm let myself relax for five paragraphs. If you can't take it then stop reading. Flame me if you want, really. But it's a kiss between family. You kiss your mom when you run off to the school bus or whatever, right? Think of it like that.
This is a really short chapter, and there is one before it in case you don't check. It's only about a half page of text, and has no title. I just felt that this would be the best place to end, and wanted the kiss to end the previous chapter. Ironically, I think I like this chapter very much as well.