When John finished reading the letter, he looked up with shock and confusion on his face. He could not believe what he had just read, Alanna was alive... but she had lied to him about everything. He folded the letter back up and placed it in the envelope as he said, "Alanna lied to me? She lied to me?" John sighed as he leaned back in the chair, "How could she does this to me?"

Lopez sighed as he had to defend Alanna, "She was under orders to make you think that she was a manager."

"But if she loved me, she should of told me the truth!"

"John, she wanted to protect you from what was going on."

"But she lied to me, just like Dawn Marie did," John stood up and looked out the window as his thoughts were going a mile a minute of what he had found out in the last couple of minutes. Alanna was a FBI agent who was sent to protect him from Jack Hart. She was undercover the whole time, and he closed his eyes and wondered what to do.

"John, Alanna loves with you with all of her heart and soul. She wants to be with you."

"I just can't forgive her for all the lies," said John as he closed his eyes, but suddenly phrases from Alanna's letter flashed in his mind.

"This letter is the hardest thing I have ever had to do, except for leaving you... but I had no other choice in the matter, since what I am about to tell you... you are not going to like and I am hoping that when you read this, you can forgive me."

"John, I just want you to know that I am SO sorry for all of this. I wish I had met you under different circumstances, but I do not regret meeting you... or loving you. John you made me stop guarding my heart, and you made me believe in love again. John I love you with my heart and soul, but I know that you probably hate me right now since you are finding out who I really am. If you never want to see me again, I completely understand, but I just want you to know, I will never be complete until the day I have you back in my life. Until the day I see you again..."

John shook his head to wipe the thoughts of the letter, but suddenly another memory flashed inside his head.

FLASHBACK

John was surprised that Alanna had shoved him out of the ring, but as he got up he noticed that Alanna was lying in the ring, and bleeding. "Oh my God, Alanna!" he screamed as he slid back into the ring and up to her. He was shocked that she had taken a bullet for him, and that she was bleeding pretty bad. "Alanna, oh god, I am so sorry." Alanna moaned in pain and waved him off as if saying don't worry about it. "I love you."

Alanna looked at him and between groans said, "I love you too." He kissed her sweetly and held her hand.

The medics ran down and quickly got Alanna on the stretcher and ran quickly to the ambulance.

When John wanted to ride in the ambulance, the EMT said, "Sorry sir, we can not let you ride with us."

"I understand completely," said John and the ambulance drove to the hospital. John quickly hopped into his car and drove to the hospital. He ran to the main desk and asked the nurse who was sitting there, "Where is Alanna Richardson?"

Just then the doctor arrived, "Are you John Cena?"

"Yes I am," said John, "how is Alanna?"

The doctor sighed, "I think you should sit down for this." When John sat down the doctor gave

John the new he never wanted to hear, "I am sorry to say this... but we lost her."

John looked at the doctor, "What?" His heart stopped for a minute as he thought he heard the doctor wrong.

"John... Ms. Richardson is dead. She went into cardiac arrest during the surgery and we could not revive her."

"No... she can't be dead. Not her, not... my Alanna. Not Alanna!" He then got up and ran out of the hospital and into the rain. He ran a good hundred yards before he ended up in the park and fell to his knees. "ALANNA!!!" he screamed as he began to cry as he felt like his heart was pulled out of his chest and Big Show stepped on it.

END FLASHBACK

John opened his eyes as he realized that he loved Alanna too much to live without her. She was his heart and soul. He could forgive her for all the things she had done, and he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. Now all he had to do was find Alanna, he then turned to Lopez and asked, "I have to find Alanna. Do you know where she is?"

Lopez smiled since he knew that John forgave Alanna, "All she told me was that she was going to a place that she was once truly happy in..." John had a look of disappointment, but then David remembered, "I know where she is."

"Where?" said John with hope in his eyes.

"She is in Montego Bay," said David, "it was where she and Jason got married. She was truly happy then, so you want might want to go there."

"Thank you Agent Lopez," said John and he walked out of the office with a new purpose, to find the woman he loved.

It was a peaceful night in Montego Bay two days later, the stars were shining as bright as diamonds and with a couple of shooting stars flew through the night sky. The waves of the ocean were crashing on the sand, giving the beach it's peaceful serenity. Alanna was sleeping her bungalow, with the doors from her balcony opened so she could feel the warm breeze from the ocean. She was dreaming a wonderful dream...

ALANNA'S DREAM

Alanna was standing facing the ocean missing John terribly, the warm breeze caressed her face like a lover's caress. Her blond hair blew gently in the breeze as she hoped that John would forgive her for all of the lies she told and then she saw a couple walking along the beach holding hands, causing her to tear up. Suddenly she felt someone wipe the tear from her eyes, and when she looked there was John standing there. She was in completely shock since she thought she would never see him again, "John, is that really you?"

John smiled as he spun her to face him and said, "Yeah it's me."

Alanna smiled as she said, "I can't believe it" She wrapped her arms around him and held him in her arms, "I never thought I would see you again."

"Alanna," said John as they broke apart, "you are my heart and soul. I love you with every fiber of my being. I know you had to lie to me because you wanted to protect me, and I forgive you."

"You do?"

"I do," said John with his dazzling smile. She smiled back at him, and he lowered his lips to hers and he-

END DREAM

Alanna opened her eyes when she heard a noise and slipped her hand under her pillow. She sat up and cocked her gun as she listened for something. She thing heard a crash coming from downstairs and slowly got out of the bed. With her cat-like grace she carefully made her way down the stairs with her gun in hand. She turned right and made her way to the living room, when she popped her head into the room she saw a figure in the moonlight. Without a second thought she charged and tackled the figure to the ground. She knocked them down with their face to the ground and placed the gun to their head. "Now tell me why I should not kill you right now?"

"Alanna it's me!" said a familiar voice from under her.

When she clapped her hands, the lights turned on and she saw the one person she did not expect to see at this time of night. "Cena?!" Sure enough there was John Cena lying underneath her. She quickly got off of him and uncocked her gun. As John got up she asked, "What are you doing here?"

"I am came to see you," said John as he dusted himself off. He was wearing a dark blue tank top, with a white shirt over it and a pair of white pants. He noticed the white lace pajamas that she was wearing but then noticed the gun in her hand. "Trigger happy much?"

"I sleep with it under my pillow," said Alanna as she placed it on the table next to her, "like most FBI agents." She looked at John and her heart was going a mile a minute, she could not believe that he was here. "How did you find me?"

"Agent Lopez told me this was where you were truly happy."

"Yeah, Jason and I bought this bungalow about six months after we going married on the beach here," said Alanna. She then gave him the greeting he never thought he would get from her.