Title: Nobody told me to love you

Rating: R (for swearing and sexual content!)

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Buffy characters. I just love writing stories about them.

Distribution: Just tell me where it's going and I'm happy to give!

Pairing: Buffy/Spike (who else?)

Feedback: It's every authors dream or nightmare!!!

Summary: Buffy is a well known thieve and Spike a detective who tries to track her down. He finally does and they become attracted to each other. Then something terrible happens. Buffy has to help Spike track down Adam Tray (Bad guy) but then she discovers something. Dawn is in town and her here to help Adam in his plans to steal an ancient cross. But for that she needs to get close to Spike. What will she do?

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Chapter 9: Dead inside

"I won't tell if you won't." She said looking at him with her seductive eyes." Go on Spike. I know you want to." She was walking towards him and now their bodies where only a little apart.

"Fuck me." she said licking his cheekbone.

"Look I really don't think that this is a good idea."

"No it's not but life sucks so you've gotta make the most out of It." she whispered into his ear.

She walked towards him but now he walked back until he was trapped between her and the breakfast bar.

Her body was pressed against his and she started to unbuttoned his shirt slowly.

"What am I doing? She's her sister. Oh god. I could never do that to Buffy."

But Dawn had already taken of her top revealing a black lacy bra. Her leg crawled up his trousers and all of a sudden she could feel his errection.

"There you go. Knew you'd come around."

"What? No I can't. So why can't I stop her?" he thought.

She leaned forward and started sucking at his neck, her teeth nibbling a bit at his flesh.

He moaned but stopped when he saw Buffy standing in the doorway. Her watery eyes where fixated at him.

Dawn never stopped until he pushed her off him.

"What the..."she turned around." Oh it's you. Do you mind? I'm kind of working here?"

"Buffy." Spike mouthed but she just ran.

"Buffy!" he shouted this time.

"Let her go. We can finish..."

"Get the fuck out of my apartment!" he said running to a drawer and taking out his gun. He pointed it at her and she took her top and walked out.

Spike slammed the door behind her and sank to the floor. He had no emotions just a blank face. Just like he was dead inside.

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Buffy ran. She didn't care where to but she just had to run. Far away from Adam. Far away from Dawn. But mostly far away from Spike.

Suddenly she knew where to go. She went somewhere where he couldn't find her. She needed time to think. Time to be alive because she was dead inside.

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Dawn stepped in to Adam's office. He was alone and he had already put out at least 7 cigars in his ashtray. He turned in his chair when he heard her come in the door.

"So did you find out where it was?" he asked another cigar in his mouth.

"Well I was close but then Buffy turned up and..."

"I knew you couldn't do it. Well I won't be hiring children anymore."

"I'm not a child."

"That's why you failed the simple task of sleeping with him."

"It really isn't that simple there where things..."

"Is that why Buffy fucked him although she was in big shit?"

Dawn's eyes where full of hate.

"Just go. I don't need you anymore. I've found somebody who took care of the job."

Dawn gave him one last look and walked out of the door.

"One more thing Dawn."

She turned around.

"You're not invited here anymore."

Dawn just slammed the door behind her.

Maybe it was time to find Buffy.

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"Thank you for taking me in Felicia."

"No problem. I mean you didn't squeal on me or the others although you could of. Why are you out of the big house anyway?"

"Oh I'm supposed to help..."she stopped. Never say his name."...charity. They had nothing on me."

"Oh cool. So what have you been up to? Find yourself a man yet?"

"You know that I don't have relationships. Work and men. Never goes together. Ever."

"Felicia smirked." Oh come on Buffy. Hot chick like you isn't going to stay single forever."

"Well there is...was somebody. He was so perfect. Treated me right until I caught him cheating."

"Oh god Buffy I'm sorry. I didn't mean to bring up bad memories. I would kill my man if he slept with somebody else."

"Well he didn't really sleep with her. I mean I don't know I just caught him with his shirt open and her with hers off."

"What? That's all? And you never thought that she took his clothes off and then hers?"

"He would have stopped her-right?"

"Well not if she stopped him. I mean you remembered how we did that thing on that man in Hawaii?"

"Oh yeah.That was fun. But do you really think he wasn't the one...you know?"

"If you say that he treated you right and by the dreamy look in your eyes- Buffy blushed- I don't think so."

Buffy flung her arms around Felicia's neck.

"Thank you Felicia. Thank you."

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Spike had finally gotten up from the door and had fixed himself a coffee. As he drank it somebody knocked on his door. Rushing to it he flung it open.

It was Dawn.

"I don't need this. Fuck off." and he slammed the door in her face.

"I know what Adams next plan is."

Spike opened the door." If this is some kind of sick joke..."

"It's not. Look I'm sorry but I had to."

Spike saw the hurt in her eyes and not just from her tears.

"It's ok. Want to come inside?"

She nodded and walked in his apartment.

Somehow he trusted her, maybe because he could somehow see Buffy in her. Not from the outside but the inside. The way her soul would shine.

"So your name is Dawn?"

"Yeah." she stood opposite him. Just far enough she still felt kind of awkward because of before.

"Why'd you come here anyway? I mean this place really isn't for child..."he stopped himself"For anybody really."

"Well I wanted to see Buffy again. I mean I haven't seen her for three years and then suddenly I was sitting at home and had this urge to see her. So here I am-ruined everything for her didn't I?"

"No you didn't. She'll understand."

"I guess I do." Buffy said standing in the door way.

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Chapter 9!

Well I'm on holiday now but my dad has not catched up with the times so he hasn't got a computer! I don't know how long you may have to wait until I continue this story but maximum 6 weeks. I don't think Ill be gone that long though. I'd miss my computer and mostly my reviewers too much!!! I am really sorry but please don't send hate mail now! ;)

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