Title: Meant to Be-chapter 6
Disclaimer: Must we go through this every time?! I do not own Third Watch.
Author's Note: Two chapters in one night! She's alive!!!
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She knew it wasn't fair. Not in the least. And it wasn't at all mature. Kim knew that she had to talk to Jimmy about what she was feeling, but first she wanted to show Jimmy what she was feeling. She really loved that he seemed to be taking things seriously and wanting to do things the right way with them this time, but a person has needs. She hadn't had sex since before the attack and never thought she would really have the desire to again, but Jimmy had a certain effect on her. That had never changed. Ever since their first date together, she could never seem to control herself around him. It was like she had no willpower at all, but really, can you blame her? Sometime in the middle of the night, the minor control that she did have snapped and it had taken everything inside her not to call him to come over or go over there. She needed him, and she was gonna let him know, even if he didn't want to.
Jimmy knew something was up with Kim. She had been avoiding him ever since that night in his car. He was worried that she thought he didn't want her or she was having second thoughts, but was too afraid to say anything. Hey, if she wasn't gonna say anything, then neither would he and maybe things would blow over. Yeah, that theory had proved so successful in the past. Jimmy sat on his bunk and brooded over what to do when he felt the bed dip behind him. He smiled when he saw Kim's arms snake around his middle and leaned back into her embrace when she leaned over to bury her face in his neck. "You look deep in thought, but I know better," Kim teased.
Jimmy laughed and felt Kim smile against his neck. "I love how you insult me and at the same time make it impossible to be mad."
"I'm sneaky like that. So, you gonna tell me what deep, dark thoughts you're pondering about?"
"I don't know about deep and dark. Maybe semi-deep and slightly dim," he smiled when she laughed. He liked that sound and had missed it for the past week. "Why don't you tell me what you're thinking about," he asked.
Kim's arms tightened slightly and she kissed his neck lightly, "You," she stated simply.
Jimmy was a little puzzled by her behavior. They had barely talked all week and now she was clinging to him, not that he minded, like a monkey. "Oh, yeah?" he asked non-committaly.
Kim got up and went to stand in front of him. She leaned over and gave him one of the most mind-blowing kisses he had ever received. Her hands were in his hair and her tongue was deep inside his mouth, coaxing his to come out and play with her. Speaking of coming out to play, another part of his anatomy was eager to come out and make a play date.
Jimmy moaned when she leaned over, pushing him back to the bed. He felt her straddle his thighs and gripped her hips in effort to keep her where she was. Any higher, and he was in trouble.
Kim snaked her hands up his shirt and plastered her hands against his muscular chest. What she really wanted to do was rip the shirt off him completely, but she refrained.
"Mmm, Kimmy.wait a second," Jimmy panted, pushing her shoulders lightly to get her to stop.
Kim looked down at him and smiled, "Again with the stopping? Are you trying to give me a complex?"
Jimmy chuckled and held the hair away from her face so he could look in her eyes, "You do realize that anyone could walk in here, right?"
"That's what makes this so much fun. Have you lost your sense of adventure or something?" she smiled and kissed his lips.
"I'm losing my mind," he mumbled between kisses.
Kim sat up and moved of his lap, "Guess it's time for work, huh?" Kim smiled at the bewildered look on his face. Jimmy sat up quick and grabbed her hand before she could leave and pulled her back to him. Kim fell into his lap and giggled.
"You wanna explain what the hell is going on here, because I can't seem to keep up with you," he chuckled, mildly frustrated.
Kim looked at him and knew she was causing him mind trauma. She felt bad, but definitely didn't want to get into that conversation. "Nothing is going on. I love you," she smiled.
Jimmy searched her eyes and knew there was something that she wasn't telling him, but now wasn't the time to start pushing. She said she loved him, so that would have to suffice for now. He smiled and kissed her softly on the lips, "I love you too." He watched her get up and go down stairs, wondering what was going on inside that head of hers.
She knew it wasn't fair. Not in the least. And it wasn't at all mature. Kim knew that she had to talk to Jimmy about what she was feeling, but first she wanted to show Jimmy what she was feeling. She really loved that he seemed to be taking things seriously and wanting to do things the right way with them this time, but a person has needs. She hadn't had sex since before the attack and never thought she would really have the desire to again, but Jimmy had a certain effect on her. That had never changed. Ever since their first date together, she could never seem to control herself around him. It was like she had no willpower at all, but really, can you blame her? Sometime in the middle of the night, the minor control that she did have snapped and it had taken everything inside her not to call him to come over or go over there. She needed him, and she was gonna let him know, even if he didn't want to.
Jimmy knew something was up with Kim. She had been avoiding him ever since that night in his car. He was worried that she thought he didn't want her or she was having second thoughts, but was too afraid to say anything. Hey, if she wasn't gonna say anything, then neither would he and maybe things would blow over. Yeah, that theory had proved so successful in the past. Jimmy sat on his bunk and brooded over what to do when he felt the bed dip behind him. He smiled when he saw Kim's arms snake around his middle and leaned back into her embrace when she leaned over to bury her face in his neck. "You look deep in thought, but I know better," Kim teased.
Jimmy laughed and felt Kim smile against his neck. "I love how you insult me and at the same time make it impossible to be mad."
"I'm sneaky like that. So, you gonna tell me what deep, dark thoughts you're pondering about?"
"I don't know about deep and dark. Maybe semi-deep and slightly dim," he smiled when she laughed. He liked that sound and had missed it for the past week. "Why don't you tell me what you're thinking about," he asked.
Kim's arms tightened slightly and she kissed his neck lightly, "You," she stated simply.
Jimmy was a little puzzled by her behavior. They had barely talked all week and now she was clinging to him, not that he minded, like a monkey. "Oh, yeah?" he asked non-committaly.
Kim got up and went to stand in front of him. She leaned over and gave him one of the most mind-blowing kisses he had ever received. Her hands were in his hair and her tongue was deep inside his mouth, coaxing his to come out and play with her. Speaking of coming out to play, another part of his anatomy was eager to come out and make a play date.
Jimmy moaned when she leaned over, pushing him back to the bed. He felt her straddle his thighs and gripped her hips in effort to keep her where she was. Any higher, and he was in trouble.
Kim snaked her hands up his shirt and plastered her hands against his muscular chest. What she really wanted to do was rip the shirt off him completely, but she refrained.
"Mmm, Kimmy.wait a second," Jimmy panted, pushing her shoulders lightly to get her to stop.
Kim looked down at him and smiled, "Again with the stopping? Are you trying to give me a complex?"
Jimmy chuckled and held the hair away from her face so he could look in her eyes, "You do realize that anyone could walk in here, right?"
"That's what makes this so much fun. Have you lost your sense of adventure or something?" she smiled and kissed his lips.
"I'm losing my mind," he mumbled between kisses.
Kim sat up and moved of his lap, "Guess it's time for work, huh?" Kim smiled at the bewildered look on his face. Jimmy sat up quick and grabbed her hand before she could leave and pulled her back to him. Kim fell into his lap and giggled.
"You wanna explain what the hell is going on here, because I can't seem to keep up with you," he chuckled, mildly frustrated.
Kim looked at him and knew she was causing him mind trauma. She felt bad, but definitely didn't want to get into that conversation. "Nothing is going on. I love you," she smiled.
Jimmy searched her eyes and knew there was something that she wasn't telling him, but now wasn't the time to start pushing. She said she loved him, so that would have to suffice for now. He smiled and kissed her softly on the lips, "I love you too." He watched her get up and go down stairs, wondering what was going on inside that head of hers.