Where I'll Always Be
Chapter 30: Horror Films Never End
The place was beatiful. It was at a hotel in a large dance area. The walls were marble in a light peach, and the ceiling and floor were a red wine It was like a ball, except it wasn't, it was just a Junior High school dance. Nikkie walked to a table that was round and all white and clean. There were a bunch of them all around the area, leaving room for dancing. They had the stage setup for a DJ. They hired DJ Ruff Neck for their dance. A few people were there. It was still early.
After an hour the large room was half full with kids. Nikkie paid attention only to the door. Where people kept flooding in through. Suddenly her heart stopped when she saw Jimmy come through the doors. He wore a suit with a dark blue dress up shirt on. She saw him turn around like he was talking to someone. Nikkie hoped it wasn't a date. But when she saw him walk foward alone, she sighed in relief. She looked at the dance floor and saw everyone dancing. She knew this would happen. Her sitting down watching her supposed perfect night be washed away by a guy. Suddenly Craig came up to her.
"What happened to our promise" Craig asked
"I didn't promise anything, I just agreed" Nikkie said
"Come on, you can't do this anymore" Craig said
"Why not" Nikkie said
"Because, it's killing me seeing you struggle" he looked behind him and turned back and looked in her eyes that were glistening.
"Come let's dance" he said after pulling her up.
"Wow, Craig's asking me to dance" Nikkie said as he dragged her to the dance floor. She stood with her arms crossed as she looked around at everyone who was dancing.
"Come on, move" Craig said
Nikkie began to move. But she stopped. She couldn't. But by then a slow song came on. It was "Burn" by Usher. Nikkie was sitting down. When she heard the intro to the song she looked down and put her face in her palms with her elbows on her knees.
[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Nikkie stayed that way throughout the whole song. She looked around and saw that everyone sat down. She turned to see that Spinner and Paige had seated themselves at her table.
"Hey hun, why the long face" Paige asked
"Bored" Nikkie said
Paige looked at her with her nose flaring and knowing why Nikkie was acting this way. So she did something on purpose to see Nikkie's next move. Paige saw Jimmy wandering on the other side of the dance floor. So she called him over.
"Hey Jimmy, come sit here with us" Paige called out. Nikkie looked up and her eyes popped open. Jimmy walked over.
"Sit down" Paige said, pointing to the seat next to Nikkie. As soon as Nikkie noticed him sitting down she stood up and grabbed her purse and said
"I need to use the bathroom" with that she walked out of the back door down a deserted hallway. All she saw was a large window that showed a view of a lake with pebbles before it and trees swinging in the breeze.
"I need to talk to her" Paige said following the same path Nikkie took. She opened up the door to the bathroom to see Nikkie leaning over the sink looking at her reflection.
"What's wrong with you" Paige asked her
"Nothing" Nikkie said
"Please, your still tragically drooling over the fact that it's over" Paige said
"Mind your business, Paige" Nikkie said walking down the hall of bathroom stalls.
"No, you can't do this anymore. It's been over a month and a half and your still crying over it" Paige said
"Paige you don't get it. He was my world. He understood me. He knew me. He loved me. We loved each other" Nikkie said
"But look what he did" Paige said
"I know, we agreed to forget Hazel, but what he told me" Nikkie said
"Nikkie..."Paige stopped
"Please, I'm gonna leave in a bit" Nikkie said walking out of the bathroom leaving Paige worried.
Nikkie was down the hallway in front of the two large open doors. She was staring out into the dance floor as people started dancing. The song "I need you tonight" by the Backstreet boys played. She began to walk slowly around the dance floor. Watching Jimmy sitting down looking bored and crushed that he wasn't dancing with Nikkie. She had flashbacks of all the dancing and moments she laughed, smiled and kissed Jimmy.
Open up your heart to me
And say what's on your mind, oh yes
I know that we have been through so much pain
But I still need you in my life this time
And I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you tonight
I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, always they do
And I know in time that you will understand
That what we have is so right this time
And I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
All those endless times we tried to make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you, oh
I need you tonight (I need you, oh I need you baby)
I need you right now (It's gotta be this, it's gotta be this)
I know deep within my heart
No, it doesn't matter if it's wrong or it's right
All I know is baby
I really need you tonight
As the song played Nikkie walked around the dance floor looking down at the floor. She listened to the lyrics. All she heard was the lyrics. She didn't hear people talking, just the music. She ran out the back door that lead to the lake. She ran down the grassy hill. She slipped off her heels and stood on the sand and pebbles. She began to tear and she heard the bass of a new song. "Move your body" by Nina Sky. She played with her feet. Twirling her foot around her ankle and dangling her purse in her hands. She heard someone call her name. She turned around and saw Craig.
"Nikkie, what are doing here" Craig asked
"Thinking" Nikkie replied
"Come on inside, it's cold out here" Craig said
"No, I'm fine. Can I just be alone" Nikkie said
"The song. It touched you didn't it" Craig said
"Yeah. It fit my situation perfectly" she said as she sniffled
"Look, atleast take my jacket" Craig said pulling his suit jacket off and putting it over her shoulders.
Nikkie smiled and excepted. He turned and left. She sat down and scrunched her knees to her chest. She looked at the water and began to think. She could talk to Jimmy and hear him apologize. He did say the girl druged him. And it wasn't intentional. She smiled and stood up. She was goning to go do it. She heard something coming near her. Or someone. She heard the grass crunch.
"Whose there" she asked
"Just and old friend" Nikkie heard the voice say. She saw a dark shadow of a body. She couldn't see the face.
"Who" Nikkie said
"Come on you don't remember me" the voice said coming closer as he walked closer. The face began to come clear. Nikkie gulped and breathed out.
"What do you want" Nikkie asked
"I didn't get you then, so I can get you now" he said
"Please, I need to get back to my friends" Nikkie said
"Didn't look like you were going to" he said. She walked close. She was about to run when he pushed her by the stomach. She fell back on the floor. He arched over her.
"Too late pumpkin. Cameron isn't here to save your ass this time" he said. He picked her up and dragged her into a car. He closed the door and drove off.
MEANWHILE.... at the dance
"Last time I saw her she was out back by the lake" Craig said
"Come with me, it's too dark out there" Manny said
"Ok" he said walking with her to the back door. They looked around the area where Nikkie was.
"Where could she have gone. There's no way she could of caught a cab all the way down the road. She would have to walk back into the building to get in the front. And I didn't see her come in" Craig said
"What if she didn't leave" Manny said
"Huh" craig said
Manny stood up with Nikkie's purse in her hand. "What if someone....." Manny stopped.
"Come on, outside a building of security, a bunch of cameras, and especially on private property" Craig said
"Your right, she probably forgot it" Manny said. But Manny still trembled with the fact of what might have had happened to Nikkie.
Author's Note: WOW!!! Hey guys.Sorry for this coming late, but got a bit of computer trouble. First off, I got DJ Ruff Neck from my uncle. He is a DJ. And he's hosted a bunch of parties. Also, there will be atleast 4 to 5 more chapter left. TRILOGY COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chapter 30: Horror Films Never End
The place was beatiful. It was at a hotel in a large dance area. The walls were marble in a light peach, and the ceiling and floor were a red wine It was like a ball, except it wasn't, it was just a Junior High school dance. Nikkie walked to a table that was round and all white and clean. There were a bunch of them all around the area, leaving room for dancing. They had the stage setup for a DJ. They hired DJ Ruff Neck for their dance. A few people were there. It was still early.
After an hour the large room was half full with kids. Nikkie paid attention only to the door. Where people kept flooding in through. Suddenly her heart stopped when she saw Jimmy come through the doors. He wore a suit with a dark blue dress up shirt on. She saw him turn around like he was talking to someone. Nikkie hoped it wasn't a date. But when she saw him walk foward alone, she sighed in relief. She looked at the dance floor and saw everyone dancing. She knew this would happen. Her sitting down watching her supposed perfect night be washed away by a guy. Suddenly Craig came up to her.
"What happened to our promise" Craig asked
"I didn't promise anything, I just agreed" Nikkie said
"Come on, you can't do this anymore" Craig said
"Why not" Nikkie said
"Because, it's killing me seeing you struggle" he looked behind him and turned back and looked in her eyes that were glistening.
"Come let's dance" he said after pulling her up.
"Wow, Craig's asking me to dance" Nikkie said as he dragged her to the dance floor. She stood with her arms crossed as she looked around at everyone who was dancing.
"Come on, move" Craig said
Nikkie began to move. But she stopped. She couldn't. But by then a slow song came on. It was "Burn" by Usher. Nikkie was sitting down. When she heard the intro to the song she looked down and put her face in her palms with her elbows on her knees.
[Intro]
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn
[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh
So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return
[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
Nikkie stayed that way throughout the whole song. She looked around and saw that everyone sat down. She turned to see that Spinner and Paige had seated themselves at her table.
"Hey hun, why the long face" Paige asked
"Bored" Nikkie said
Paige looked at her with her nose flaring and knowing why Nikkie was acting this way. So she did something on purpose to see Nikkie's next move. Paige saw Jimmy wandering on the other side of the dance floor. So she called him over.
"Hey Jimmy, come sit here with us" Paige called out. Nikkie looked up and her eyes popped open. Jimmy walked over.
"Sit down" Paige said, pointing to the seat next to Nikkie. As soon as Nikkie noticed him sitting down she stood up and grabbed her purse and said
"I need to use the bathroom" with that she walked out of the back door down a deserted hallway. All she saw was a large window that showed a view of a lake with pebbles before it and trees swinging in the breeze.
"I need to talk to her" Paige said following the same path Nikkie took. She opened up the door to the bathroom to see Nikkie leaning over the sink looking at her reflection.
"What's wrong with you" Paige asked her
"Nothing" Nikkie said
"Please, your still tragically drooling over the fact that it's over" Paige said
"Mind your business, Paige" Nikkie said walking down the hall of bathroom stalls.
"No, you can't do this anymore. It's been over a month and a half and your still crying over it" Paige said
"Paige you don't get it. He was my world. He understood me. He knew me. He loved me. We loved each other" Nikkie said
"But look what he did" Paige said
"I know, we agreed to forget Hazel, but what he told me" Nikkie said
"Nikkie..."Paige stopped
"Please, I'm gonna leave in a bit" Nikkie said walking out of the bathroom leaving Paige worried.
Nikkie was down the hallway in front of the two large open doors. She was staring out into the dance floor as people started dancing. The song "I need you tonight" by the Backstreet boys played. She began to walk slowly around the dance floor. Watching Jimmy sitting down looking bored and crushed that he wasn't dancing with Nikkie. She had flashbacks of all the dancing and moments she laughed, smiled and kissed Jimmy.
Open up your heart to me
And say what's on your mind, oh yes
I know that we have been through so much pain
But I still need you in my life this time
And I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you tonight
I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, always they do
And I know in time that you will understand
That what we have is so right this time
And I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
All those endless times we tried to make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you, oh
I need you tonight (I need you, oh I need you baby)
I need you right now (It's gotta be this, it's gotta be this)
I know deep within my heart
No, it doesn't matter if it's wrong or it's right
All I know is baby
I really need you tonight
As the song played Nikkie walked around the dance floor looking down at the floor. She listened to the lyrics. All she heard was the lyrics. She didn't hear people talking, just the music. She ran out the back door that lead to the lake. She ran down the grassy hill. She slipped off her heels and stood on the sand and pebbles. She began to tear and she heard the bass of a new song. "Move your body" by Nina Sky. She played with her feet. Twirling her foot around her ankle and dangling her purse in her hands. She heard someone call her name. She turned around and saw Craig.
"Nikkie, what are doing here" Craig asked
"Thinking" Nikkie replied
"Come on inside, it's cold out here" Craig said
"No, I'm fine. Can I just be alone" Nikkie said
"The song. It touched you didn't it" Craig said
"Yeah. It fit my situation perfectly" she said as she sniffled
"Look, atleast take my jacket" Craig said pulling his suit jacket off and putting it over her shoulders.
Nikkie smiled and excepted. He turned and left. She sat down and scrunched her knees to her chest. She looked at the water and began to think. She could talk to Jimmy and hear him apologize. He did say the girl druged him. And it wasn't intentional. She smiled and stood up. She was goning to go do it. She heard something coming near her. Or someone. She heard the grass crunch.
"Whose there" she asked
"Just and old friend" Nikkie heard the voice say. She saw a dark shadow of a body. She couldn't see the face.
"Who" Nikkie said
"Come on you don't remember me" the voice said coming closer as he walked closer. The face began to come clear. Nikkie gulped and breathed out.
"What do you want" Nikkie asked
"I didn't get you then, so I can get you now" he said
"Please, I need to get back to my friends" Nikkie said
"Didn't look like you were going to" he said. She walked close. She was about to run when he pushed her by the stomach. She fell back on the floor. He arched over her.
"Too late pumpkin. Cameron isn't here to save your ass this time" he said. He picked her up and dragged her into a car. He closed the door and drove off.
MEANWHILE.... at the dance
"Last time I saw her she was out back by the lake" Craig said
"Come with me, it's too dark out there" Manny said
"Ok" he said walking with her to the back door. They looked around the area where Nikkie was.
"Where could she have gone. There's no way she could of caught a cab all the way down the road. She would have to walk back into the building to get in the front. And I didn't see her come in" Craig said
"What if she didn't leave" Manny said
"Huh" craig said
Manny stood up with Nikkie's purse in her hand. "What if someone....." Manny stopped.
"Come on, outside a building of security, a bunch of cameras, and especially on private property" Craig said
"Your right, she probably forgot it" Manny said. But Manny still trembled with the fact of what might have had happened to Nikkie.
Author's Note: WOW!!! Hey guys.Sorry for this coming late, but got a bit of computer trouble. First off, I got DJ Ruff Neck from my uncle. He is a DJ. And he's hosted a bunch of parties. Also, there will be atleast 4 to 5 more chapter left. TRILOGY COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!