Where I'll Always Be
Chapter 32: Confessions of the Heart Pt.2
Nikkie was sitting on the bench, her face looking at her hands that rested in Jimmy's, which layed on her lap. He lifted on hand and put lifted up her face by her chin. He looked into her eys. All he saw was that worried look she used to give him when she was scared or hurt. She had a innocent, lost, confused, angry look in her eyes. Her childish looks in her face said it all. That she had been hurt.
"Nikkie what is it" Jimmy asked softly
Nikkie opened her mouth to talk. But nothing came out. But then it did.
"Jimmy.....I don't think, that me getting mad over you....and Hazel... was...well...right. Because, before that, at the New Years party. I sort of, accidentally kissed.... Craig" Nikkie said and she let go of his hand and shifted to the stare at the opposite side. She looked down at the ground. Jimmy sat there kind of angry. But still feeling what this girl said to him. He shifted closer to her and turned her so she looked at him.
"Ok...I don't care. It's not the point anymore, of who we kissed, who we betr-" Jimmy was stopped when Nikkie said
"No, no. I'm-not finished" Nikkie said. Jimmy looked at her with a look that told her to keep talking.
"Jimmy, I knew going to the dance would hurt me. And I went anyway. I was gonna apologize then, but I couldn't because....well I figured you were having the time of your life. And then......." Nikkie stopped.
"Then what. Nikkie....what is it" Jimmy asked as he grabbed her hands. Nikkie looked at her hands being held by this cute, caring, loving guy.
"Jimmy.....those guys....that fought you. They kidnapped me last night....and they raped me. I mean, Chase raped me" Nikkie said. Jimmy popped open his eyes. He looked at her. She kept turning away.
"What?" Jimmy said
"I didn't feel it, I mean. He drugged me. I'm not so sure of what happened. But I know he raped me. My legs feel sore...and I feel so weak" Nikkie said
Jimmy looked at her. He pulled her and hugged her tightly. He didn't want to let her go. It had been so long that he had given her a hug like that. They had hugged just a while ago. But it wasn't the hug that meant something. It wasn't the one that helped both of them feel good. Nikkie felt like she was home again. Like she had been lost, walking a long journey, and she had finally found her way home. She felt secure, and safe. Like he was her shelter. She had been missing that touch. And she finally got it back.
Nikkie and Jimmy promised they were going to keep the rape deal on the down low. They weren't going to make a big deal, because she wasn't sure what happened. She dosn't know if it was a setup to make her think it happened.
HEY WHO KNOWS WHAT REALLY HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!
Author's Note: Sorry for the short chapter. I just wanted the whole Jimmy and Nikkie reunited thing to happen before I talk about anything else.
Chapter 32: Confessions of the Heart Pt.2
Nikkie was sitting on the bench, her face looking at her hands that rested in Jimmy's, which layed on her lap. He lifted on hand and put lifted up her face by her chin. He looked into her eys. All he saw was that worried look she used to give him when she was scared or hurt. She had a innocent, lost, confused, angry look in her eyes. Her childish looks in her face said it all. That she had been hurt.
"Nikkie what is it" Jimmy asked softly
Nikkie opened her mouth to talk. But nothing came out. But then it did.
"Jimmy.....I don't think, that me getting mad over you....and Hazel... was...well...right. Because, before that, at the New Years party. I sort of, accidentally kissed.... Craig" Nikkie said and she let go of his hand and shifted to the stare at the opposite side. She looked down at the ground. Jimmy sat there kind of angry. But still feeling what this girl said to him. He shifted closer to her and turned her so she looked at him.
"Ok...I don't care. It's not the point anymore, of who we kissed, who we betr-" Jimmy was stopped when Nikkie said
"No, no. I'm-not finished" Nikkie said. Jimmy looked at her with a look that told her to keep talking.
"Jimmy, I knew going to the dance would hurt me. And I went anyway. I was gonna apologize then, but I couldn't because....well I figured you were having the time of your life. And then......." Nikkie stopped.
"Then what. Nikkie....what is it" Jimmy asked as he grabbed her hands. Nikkie looked at her hands being held by this cute, caring, loving guy.
"Jimmy.....those guys....that fought you. They kidnapped me last night....and they raped me. I mean, Chase raped me" Nikkie said. Jimmy popped open his eyes. He looked at her. She kept turning away.
"What?" Jimmy said
"I didn't feel it, I mean. He drugged me. I'm not so sure of what happened. But I know he raped me. My legs feel sore...and I feel so weak" Nikkie said
Jimmy looked at her. He pulled her and hugged her tightly. He didn't want to let her go. It had been so long that he had given her a hug like that. They had hugged just a while ago. But it wasn't the hug that meant something. It wasn't the one that helped both of them feel good. Nikkie felt like she was home again. Like she had been lost, walking a long journey, and she had finally found her way home. She felt secure, and safe. Like he was her shelter. She had been missing that touch. And she finally got it back.
Nikkie and Jimmy promised they were going to keep the rape deal on the down low. They weren't going to make a big deal, because she wasn't sure what happened. She dosn't know if it was a setup to make her think it happened.
HEY WHO KNOWS WHAT REALLY HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!
Author's Note: Sorry for the short chapter. I just wanted the whole Jimmy and Nikkie reunited thing to happen before I talk about anything else.