Where I'll Always Be

Chapter 33: My life has been Reborn

It had about 2 weeks since that night. Nikkie had a few nightmares, but she kept it to herself. The only people who knew where Sean, Jimmy and Paige. She got advice from Paige. Nikkie decided to keep it to herself beause she didn't exactly know if anything really happened. She walked tall in the school halls. She had forgotten about it little by little.

Nikkie was in the hall by her locker. She was in her white pants that had light pink thin paint splatter lines at the bottom. She had the strings of a pink du-rag hanging out of her left back pocket. She had a white Von Dutch wife beater that said "Von Dutch" in pink. She had a pink name belt that said "NIKKIE" on the silver plate. She had on a white jean jacket that "Von Dutch" in cursive on the back. She had on her brand new pink and white Retro Jordan XII's (12) on. Her hair was in small wavy glossy drooping curls. At the top she took 2 boxes of hair and made a twist and tied it to the back. She had on her gold name plat earrings and her gold name plate chain. On her left arm she had about 5 light pink gelly bracelets ( u know the ones that are in style, that people label the certain colors as a certain sex activity) and on her right arm she had about 5 white ones.

Sean came up beside Nikkie and said Hi.

"So, how's things been" Sean asked

"Better" Nikkie said as she locked her locker and walked with Sean.

"So, no news with the whole....Chase thing, cause I heard he got locked up" Sean said

"No, no news, not until now, thanks a whole lot" Nikkie said feeling horrible

"Oh, sorry Nikkie. I didn't know" Sean said

"And no one else has to. So I'm forgetting it. And so should you" Nikkie said

"Cool, then. Hey I was hoping you could help me and Craig go through college books. I mean I know it's early, but they did say the earlier the better. So I was thinking Saturday, that day after the last day of school" Sean asked

"Cool, I'll help. Let it just be the three of us, I mean three's a crowd and I'm not up for helping a whole group" Nikkie said

"Cool, so see you later" Sean said walking away.

Nikkie walked into M.I. . She sat down and layed her pink see through 1-1/2 inch ringed binder next to the moniter. She typed in her ID number, and signed on to AOL. She checked through her e-mail. She was sitting quietly. Suddenly she got a IM (instant message). It was from Jimmy.

(NIKKIE: PrEcIoUzZoNe...........JIMMY: BaDcHicken)

BaDcHicken: Hey Baby!

PrEcIoUzZoNe: Hey suga, what's good?

BaDcHicken: What are you doing this afternoon?

PrEcIoUzZoNe: Nothing much. Why?

BaDcHicken: Oh nothing. Just wanted to see if you wanted to chill with me today.

PrEcIoUzZoNe: Of course I want to.

BaDcHicken:Cool, so I'll talk to you after class. Don't want Mr.Simpson to bug out.

PrEcIoUzZoNe: Ok, MMUUAHH!! i 3 U

BaDcHicken: Me 2. Bye, Much Love, 1

After M.I. Nikkie headed off to lunch. The day was normal, nothing happened. After Nikkie got out of school she met up with Jimmy. They walked back to his house. She was holding his hand. They finally got upstairs. They walked inside. Nikkie felt weird. It had been a long time since she had been there. Nothing had changed, the look, the smell. It was all the same. She sat down on the couch and made herself comfortable. Jimmy then came beside her and got comfortable. She took off her jacket and set it on the arm of the couch.

"So, what do you wanna do" Jimmy asked her

"I don't know, you invited me" Nikkie said

"Yeah, but your my guest, so it's up to you" Jimmy said. Nikkie laughed. She cuddled up to him as Jimmy turned on the T.V. He turned off the lights and ordered a movie. He ordered "Gothika". Nikkie took off her sneakers and so did Jimmy. Throughout the movie Nikkie would find a way to kiss Jimmy. Of course he would kiss her back. She turned to him and put her arms around his neck and began kissing him, harder and deeper. She was giving him signs to lay her down. Since he didn't, she pulled herself back so he could lean over her. But when he saw her trying to pull him down, she removed her hands from his neck.

"What, what is it" Nikkie asked in confusion as she licked her lips.

"I....don't wanna hurt you" Jimmy said

"Hurt me?" Nikkie asked with a little laugh "Why would you hurt me...we've done it be-" Jimmy stopped her

"No, I mean.....you, and...what happened, and I don't wanna make you feel pain, like you did the morning after"

"Jimmy, I know something happened that night. But I can't do anything, I have no proof, and...he's already locked up...so" Nikkie said

"But I don't want to hurt you-" Jimmy said

Nikkie looked down. "You won't" Nikkie said. Jimmy was convinced. He layed her down. And kissed her. He reached for the control and turned off the T.V. They were left in the dark.

"Are you sure" Jimmy asked

"Jimmy, I've missed you, I love you. Of course I want to" Nikkie said

"K....I'll take it slow" Jimmy said. And so he did. Nikkie was happy. She was being where she wanted, she with the person she loved, and the person she wanted to stay with forever.

The next day Nikkie was in the girls bathroom. She was fixing up her outfit. It was a blue jean skirt, her white belt with the name plate. With a white halter top, and her all white clean phat pharm sneakers. She had on silver star shaped earrings, and her hair was coming straight down out of a ponytail. She had shorter cuts of hair coming out of both sides. She had on the jean jacket that matched her skirt. She took her lip gloss out of her pocket. She took the brush out of the tube and lightly put it on her lips. Suddenly the door opened. It was Hazel. Hazel stooped and looked at her, but then walked insie into a stall. Nikkie stuck the lipgloss back in her pocket. She straightened up her skirt. Hazel came out of the stall and stood over another sink. Hazel fixed her hair. Nikkie looked at her through the mirror. Hazel finished and walked out of the bathroom.

Nikkie rolled her eyes. She was gonna apologize, but forget it. Hazel gave too much attitude. So Hazel wasn't apart of the crowd anymore. As Nikkie last heard from Paige, she said Hazel's been chilling with Heather Sinclaire.

( I know I know, the mystery girl that has never been seen on the show but hey, if she's mentioned, then I'll use her....I mean who else is Hazel gonna chill with after her foul game....I mean no one likes her anymore.)

Nikkie went home after school. She walked into the living room to find Raylese.

"Hey Nikkie. My year over there is over, and my summer vacation is here" Raylese said

"YEA" Nikkie yelled

Nikkie later went upstairs. She went on her computer to tpe up her exit project for Social Studies and English. She looked at her desktop. She remebered that when she was mad at Jimmy she changed it to that vacation one. She looked through the list and found the picture she had before. She went to paint and edited it. She put "NIKKIE N JIMMY" on the bottom in cursive. Then at the top she put "FEBRUARY 14, 2003" in cursive. That was the day they first kissed and first announced their relationship.

She picked up the phone and called Craig. She had remembered that she was going to help Sean and him next Saturday.

"Hello" she heard Craig's voice say

"Hey Craig" Nikkie said

"Hey, what's up" Craig said

"I don't know you tell me" Nikkie said

Craig laughed. " So you coming next Saturday" Craig asked

"Yeah, Sean told me" Nikkie said

"Cool, so, what have you been up to lately" Craig asked

"Nothing, same old, same old. What about you" Nikkie asked

"Nothing, just counting down the days till summer vacation" Craig said

"Well trust me, it will be better than last year" Nikkie said

"I need to go, I'll see you in school" Craig said

"Ok, bye" Nikkie said, and she hung up the phone. Nikkie looked over her bed to see all of those pictures. Her wall was half covered with pictures of her friends. She even had pictures of her other friends and cousins back at home. She had a big 13x13 picture that she got. It was her friends from here, and Virginia and her cousins. She looked at it. Then she looked around her room. She saw a mess. So she turned on the radio and started cleaning.

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