A/N : Okay Bonnie Pirate Lass, now I'm writing! Tonight, I have 2 looong hours in front of me and I have aaaaaalllllll this time for write (yeah, finally!). So, I discover just lately that Johnny Depp's secret hobby is to write, so, I'll write A LOT, as longer as my fingers won't be able to tap the keyboard, lol...maybe not...

So, I totally forgot to put some things very important to the story and I realized lately that they were essential for the fic...Enough talking, it's writing time!

Will kept quiet while Elizabeth was trying to find the good words to use in her situation. She felt so guilty. "Why did I kiss him? I know he doesn't love me...he's a pirate...pirates aren't normal people...they can't love...exept Will, but he's not as pirate as Jack is...Will just learned he's one of them...he...doesn't know how to act like them, I suppose..." thought Elizabeth as the tears filled up her eyes.

"Will...really, I'm sorry for the exagerate reaction of my father...he has difficulties to figure out that you're the best thing that will ever happen in my life..."

"Elizabeth, I know it's not your fault...stop to be worried 'bout that...we'll find a solution and when everything'll be okay, we'll be married." Then, Will and Elizabeth kissed but someone knocked on the door.

"Okay, lovebirds, it's enough! I didn't come with ye for be waiting outside the room of that lass when ye and Liz were kissing." Elizabeth and Will shot him a dark look and Kristina had a little smile. Jack has something funny, perhaps it was just because of the rum smell he had.

"Yeah...I guess Jack's right, Elizabeth...I have to go by the way...I have a lot of work for tomorrow and I don't think Mister Brown'll be happy to know that I'm not working, even if he'll probably be too drunk for figure out it..." Elizabeth sadly nod. "But, it would be a real pleasure if I could walk home with you...and without Jack, eh Captain?"

"Aye! Anyway, I don't need some rest now...I had enough in yer shop mate...I'll take a walk, on the beach maybe..." He sighed. "So, Miss, it was a real pleasure! After our meeting, me day's more beautiful than I thought it would be...you shone it..." said Jack, kissing Kristina's hand. Now, Will was really wondering why does his friend act like this with his friend, when he had never seen him like this.

William, Jack and Elizabeth left the mansion. As Jack said goodbye to them and walked towards the beach, Mr. Turner and his fiancée walked silently and slowly. Will took advantage of each moments he passed with Elizabeth. She was so beautiful, in her long beige expensive dress. "I don't think I deserve her...she's so...gorgeous, so stunning, so intelligent, so...Stop it, Will, stop it...she's already your fiancée, don't spoil everything of your wonderful relationship...Just wait a few moments for it...Imagine if she'd become pregnant before your wedding night...it'd be a shame for you...and her..."

" I know..." said Will, out loud. Elizabeth looked at him, a little bit worry.

"Did I say something?"

"No. Why?"

"Because you said 'I know' and I said nothing...Who are you talking with?"

"I said that?" Liz nodded. "Sorry...it came from nowhere, I guess..."

As the mood rose higher and higher and the sky went darker, Elizabeth and Will arrived at the Swann's mansion, Elizabeth swallowed harshly. How would her father react if he knew she was with Will and Jack? She took a deep breathe and looked at Will.

"I guess I see you tomorrow..."

"Can't wait to be tomorrow, then." He smiled and Elizabeth looked at her shoes. "Elizabeth...my dear lovely Elizabeth...don't be sad...I'll be there, holding your hand wherever you'll want. Without you by my side, I'm just a ghost who hunts Port-Royale, waiting for your sign and I'll be alive again."

Elizabeth kissed him tenderly. How she loved him when he was saying romantic and deep things to him! How she was happy with him, like that. But why she wasn't able to chase away Jack from her mind? She closed her eyes for don't let the tears roll on her soft cheeks and broke the kiss.

"Good night, Will..." she whispered.

"Sweet dreams, my angel!". He looked her enter in the house, closing silently the heavy wooden door.

As the door was closed, she put her hand on her mouth and let the tears roll. She ran as fastly as she could in her room, closed the door and threw herself on her bed and then, she could cry all the tears in her body. "Will...my sweet Will...I'm so sorry but I really don't know what I want...I'm so indecisive...it's not your fault...Oh, Jack! If you weren't there now, I wouldn't be like that...but...I love you...I hate myself so much! I'm so stupid!" While she was still crying, she took one of the pillows that were in her bed and threw it as strong as possible and hit her with another.

She finally dried her tears and put herself in her nightdress. She blew the candles and closed her eyes. "At least, in the dreams'world, I'm happy and I'm not that stupid..." Then, she felt asleep, wishing she'll never wake up...

"Kristina, dear, can you go down, please? I need to talk with you. You know, it's been a while since we talked only Father-Daughter, don't you think?" Kristina rolled her eyes and closed her book. She knew exactly what he wanted to talk about.

She went down the stairs with grace and style and, when she arrived at her father, she looked at her shoes. She hated the fact of beiing so submissive with him. How Kristina wanted to can tell him what she was thinking about all his ideas of her future and all those things.

"Kristina...you'll be eighteen December 30th and you're still not engaged. I talked about it with the Governor and his daughter is engaged...not with the person he wanted though...I agree with him : she would be rather more happy with the Commodore. Poor little girl...Be engaged with the first guy who proposes her...you and her are so beautiful...a lot of guys will propose you but don't lsiten to them...Listen to us, we know what''s good for you and what's not..."

"Just shut up...she knows exactly with who she wants to be...and, I know too...even if he's engaged..." thought Kristina as she looked away, trying to hold her tears back.

"But, anyway, it's not of our business to know what is good for Elizabeth and what is not. Anyway, I actually think - and the Governor too - that you're old enough for be married, so, I know that Lieutenant Grooves fencies you so much and he's a good man. He is in the high society and he agrees, with a big grin and happiness in his eyes - to be your hisband. He promises me to take care to you as I did."

Kristina was so angry inside her. She wanted to scream. How could he have done this! He said to Grooves she'll be his wife without her permission! She couldn't believe it! Even in her worst nightmares, where she was engaged with someone like Mr. Brown, he asked her if she agreed but he didn't!

"Father..." she whispered...

"Yes?"

"Uh...I...How...Why..." She tried to explain herself but words didn't come. She felt so stupid and embarassing, with the dark look his father shot her. Sweat rolled her back as tears did. She finally exploded. "HOW DID YOU DARE? Ten minutes before, I was reading in my room and, then, I'm here and I learn that I'll be marry with someone I almost don't know! I see him - how many times? - four, five times? And, now, I'll be his wife! I can't marry him because...because..."

"Because of what?"

"Because...I don't know but I know that Mother never would do something like that! I HATE YOU!" As those word were said, she bursted in tears and ran in the next room, where she huddled up in a corner, with some plants. "I hope that someday, Will'll realize that I'm there, sad and he'll take me away from this hell...". Kristina rubbed her eyes but sobbed even more.

A few moments later, his father knocked on the door and entered. He walked towards his daughter and looked at her.

"Listen Kristina...I'm sorry...terribly sorry...but it's done and we can't do nothing about it...but, I understand how you feel...I probably might tell you before match you with someone but...I only want the best for you...You're my only child and you're so beautiful...If something would happen to you, I'd feel so guilty of not gave you the best...I know, you're not a child anymore but...your mother's dead and you looked like her so much...I'm afraid for you...Pirates could kidnapp you and you could die..."

"Father..." she whispered, sadness in her voice. "I don't hate you..." Chester smiled and hugged his daughter as she bursted in sobs in her arms.

"Dry your tears...you got a letter..."

"A letter?"

"Yeah...it is in your room."

She nodded and climbed the stairs. She looked at her reflexion in the mirror. She was so pale now and her face was covered by tears. She took a curls of her hair and let it falls on her shoulder. She suddenly wanted to sing something...she words came in her mind as flows of water. She took a melody in her mind - an old lullaby - and started to sing with her beautiful voice.

"Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me"

"Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart"

"Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside"

"I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in"

"But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am"

"Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know"

"Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside"

"There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why"

"Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel"
"Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time"

"When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside"

After trying to hold her tears, she sat on her bed and took the envelope. The person it came from was...Miyuki Kume...But...it wasn't possible...her mother was dead...

So, how was it? I liked it, personally...What does the envelope contain? You'll see (or read) it in the next chapter of 'Whisper'. R&R!

Zaz!

P-S : I don't own Reflection from Christina Aguilera, as I don't own POTC (WHY??????)