Six Months Later
Why did I end our marriage? I ask myself now...
I have tried to commit suicide about twelve times in the past six months, but each time I hear my babies crying in my mind and I drop the knife, the paper clip, the light bulb or the bottle on the ground and don't go through with it...
Today I am going to end it all and run away from it all.
I have to get away from the love I lost in Harry and create a new life with new possibilities...
My marriage to Harry ended when I shouted at him, I shouted at him for something that was an accident...
I should have forgiven and forgotten over my father's death but I couldn't.
Harry and I divorced two months later...
The marrage was meant to last forever but I made the mistake and it ended long before then.
Today I am putting all this life behind me, and leaving England for good.
I can't stay here with all the bad memories, even though I will be leaving everyone I've loved.
Ron wants me to stay, to not move so far away, but I know that I must go.
"Do you have to go?" asked my dearest brother Ron as he held a crying Hermione in his arms.
They were now married and Herm was now Hermione Weasly...
"Yes..," I replied "I'm sorry...I'll owl you every day...,"
I then left without another word to Ron or Hermione...
They called after me but I refused to look back.
"May your marrige live on," i whispered as i left...
With my suit case in hand i began walking towards the gang plank, to board the ferry...
I looked behind me at England, the world i was leaving behind, and started up the gang plank..
"Ginny wait!" shouted a voice from behind me...
I turned around quickly and there was a boy, no, a man running towards me...
"Ginny wait!" he shouted...
His hair was as messed as ever, and even though it had been over a six months since i'd last seen him i still recognised him...I recognised Harry Potter, my X-Husband...
"Ginny wait!" he shouted again
I stopped abruptly as he ran up to gang plank towards me...
"What Harry?" I asked trying to keep myself from crying
"Please...Don't go...," he whispered
"No...I have nothing here...I...intend to start a new life in France...Without you...," i whispered turning my head away
"What about Ron? And Mione? And what about the twins! Your babies!" whispered Harry
"I...They'll manage without me," whispered Harry
"No...No they won't Ginny...They've cried for their Mum nearly ever night since we got a divorce...Why won't you see them?" asked Harry
"Because...They are your children...," whispered Ginny
"No...They aren't Gin...They're ours...Mine and yours...Please...Don't go...," whispered Harry
"Why? What reason have i to stay?" i asked as i began to walk up the gang plank again...
Harry grabbed my arm but i pulled it away...
"Gin please...I need you...," whispered Harry as the tears began to sparkle in his eyes...
"Harry...I can't stay...My descision is to leave...I'm sticking to it...," I whispered as I started walking further up the gang plank.
"Ginny...I've needed you every night since i left the hospital without you...I've dreamt about you...Wanted you to come back but i thought...She'd never take me back now...," whispered Harry
I stopped abruptly and couldn't move another step up the gangplank.
I daren't speak a word as I knew that I'd burst into tears.
"Ok...I love you Ginny...Forever and ever...Wherever you go...," whispered Harry as he started to leave...
"Harry!" I called after him as I spun around quickly.
Harry turned around and within a second i dropped my suitcase and ran down the gang plank...
I wrapped my arms tightly around Harry's neck and sobbed...
"I love you Harry," I cried
"I love you too Ginny," whispered Harry as he cuddled me closely...
"Will you take me back?" I whispered
"Oh Gin," smiled Harry "Of coarse I will,"
"I love you Harry," I whispered as I leant my head on his shoulder
"I love you too Gin," he whispered as he held me closer, gently caressing my back into I fell into a gentle sleep in his arms.
I felt myself feeling safe once again as I slept in his arms.
((A/N Awwww Happy! Please note, the next chapter The Graveyard, has material which may disturd some readers))