I was once told that light can be found in darkness, but what if that darkness is inside of you? Does this still hold true? I've constantly pondered this question since I got the ring and met my Yami.
As I'm writing this, I know he's trying to control me. I know, because I'm trying with my futile efforts to stop him.
He hurts my friends and abuses me, but seems to still need me to survive. I want to know why he hurts me, but he'll never tell. He likes me to think he's emotionless, an empty hollow shell.
But, I know he's hurting deep inside, he's had to much pain and hatred bottled up from his past. Maybe that's why he hurts me, sometimes so bad I think I will not last. Perhaps he feels I should feel his pain.
So, as I stay here, screaming inside, I leave you with this final note:
If ever we should meet, don't feel sympathy or shame because you didn't understand and never will completely. I'm just glad you stayed and read these thoughts of mine.
The end