Notes: Duo's point of view

Old Love

We spent so much time together it was inevitable that old feelings would come flooding back. It's making me so angry knowing that flame will always burn. When will I get over, god when will I ever learn? I can feel his by body while I'm lying in bed. And when I'm at work there's so much confusion running through my head that I can't get anything done. God, who knew that once I got back to my house life would seem so dull. My phone started to ring and immediately I got off my couch and dove for the phone.

"Trowa! I mean hello?"

"Duo, I thought you finally got over Trowa." damn it stupid Heero.

"Uh.....yeah. So what's up?" I take it the usual.

"Well I figured, maybe you'd like to go out tonight and do something together. We can go see a movie and then go and get something to eat while you tell me about everything you did on your little trip."

"Cut the crap if you want to fuck just say so!" I really shouldn't yell at him it's the sad type of relationship we built together.

"Duo is something wrong?" he sounded genuinely concerned it surprised me.

"I really don't know Heero. I mean I ran into Trowa on my trip, actually it turns out we were going to the same place at the same time on the same plane. We ended up at the same hotel and we shared a room because he accidentally booked it for a later time."

"Sounds like something you would do." I could hear him opening something.

"I know."

"So what went wrong?" I could hear him eating over the phone.

"Nothing, that's what!" I yelled.

"I don't understand, Duo, that doesn't make any sense." he started drinking something I could hear him gulping down something.

"Damn it now I'm hungry Heero!" my stomach growled.

"You always act like this when you don't eat anything. Like I said why don't we go get something to eat and I promise I wont expect anything." well that would be the first, but I'm happy that he's considering my feelings in such a way.

"Fine I'll meet you at the nearest Carl's Jr." maybe it would be best if I told Trowa. I wonder if Trowa's thinking of me right now.

XXX

"Duo there was nothing wrong with you. Trowa gave up a good thing without thinking about the repercussions."

"You mean the girl would actually be as fake as her smile."

"He had no idea she would be such a psycho bitch."

"You're not taking someone's side are you? Besides, what makes her a psycho bitch sans the fact that she tried to hit Trowa with her expensive car?" I slurped purposely on my Dr. Slice.

"She came into my office ranting about how men are stupid and how she didn't understand how I was interested in them wait.........she tried to hit Trowa with her car?"

"Yeah funny thing huh?" I said as I ate some of my fries.

"Funny, she almost hit me!" a jolt went threw my entire body and Heero's eyes widened which indicated that I wasn't delusional.

"Hey Trowa" I glared at Heero for his casual attitude towards this turn of events.

"Heero." he nodded and then looked directly at me.

"So uh what are ya doing here Tro?" I asked nervously laughing while shoving more fries into my mouth.

"I'm here to renovate the kitchen, no, why else would I be here I'm hungry, but first I need to use the rest room so excuse me for a second." I always hated his sarcasm. He smiled and walked over to where the bathrooms were and went in.

"That was unexpected." said Heero sipping his drink and putting it back down.

"My ass it was unexpected there's got to be some unknown force out there torturing me or something I just know it."

"Duo for once, shove it." I promptly threw a fry at him which he surprisingly caught in his mouth and then smiled at me, the bastard.

"Heaven help me." I mumbled from behind my hamburger.

"Look at it this way it's fate Duo." he leaned back against the booth and picked up his soda and took a long drag from it.

"How's it fate?!" I was practically yelling.

"Calm down Duo. Look at it this way if it wasn't meant to be why or how is it that you both ended up on the same plane sitting right next to each other or in the same hotel for that matter?"

"I hate you and your so called sense of logic." I bit into my hamburger, God hates me I just know it.

"You guys mind if I sit with you?" asked Trowa standing by the table he looked so good in his smoky-gray turtle neck and black pants.

"I don't if Duo doesn't." damn you Heero don't make him stare at me!

"Sure why not." oh God. Trowa went to go and order something to eat.

"Now's your chance." said Heero getting up and grabbing his tray.

"My chance for what!?"

"To get him back you idiot!" hissed Heero dumping his tray of trash and placing his tray on the rack above.

"What do I do?!" I'm so panicked and I have no idea why. Why was Heero even doing this he liked having me around the way he wanted.

"Hit on him, complement him, tell him his eyes look nice, in fact, tell him how good his ass looks in those pants." he grabbed his coat and put it on.

"Heero!" I couldn't believe he just said that.

"What its true." he stuck his tongue out at me. Then Trowa showed up at the table.

"I hope you're not leaving because of me." said Trowa putting his food down as he sat down in the booth.

"No actually I have a dead-line due before the break of dawn and you know how the boss is."

"Get it done or I'll crack your nuts or something like that if I'm not mistaken."

"Right." said Heero heading away from the table.

"Yeah well good luck!" called Trowa over his shoulder.

"Bye!" I hate him I hate him.

"So why'd he really leave in a hurry?" asked Trowa opening his spicy chicken sandwich and taking a large bite.

"Hell if I know." I shrugged it off and started the task of finishing off my fries.

"So I have a nice ass?" I looked up and Trowa had a smile on his face his right eyebrow was arched high and I couldn't help but laugh.

XXX

After we finished eating we ended up at the movies we threw popcorn at the couple making out in the row in front of us, we got kicked out then went drinking. Right now he's passed out on my bed snoring. I never expected him to come back into my life not like this at least.

I sat down on my couch and started up at the blue ceiling. I never noticed before that if you stare at something long enough without blinking shapes will seem to manifest out of nowhere. I don't know how long I kept my eyes open but I started to see Trowa everywhere I looked. Right above me, on the carpet below under my table, the couch I was laying on, and I could even see him standing in my hallway.

"I can see your face, but I know that it's not real it's just an illusion caused by how I use to feel."

"You're strange Duo."

"Old love, leave me alone." I mumbled.

"Duo?"

"Old love, go on home." I heard myself growl out.

"Duo dude snap out of it." suddenly there was a hand in front of my face.

"Ahh! Holy shit Tro what the hell..!"

"I have to ask, Duo, how long you have been doing that?" he sat down next to me on the couch.

"What?"

"Talk to yourself."

"Oh god what was I saying?" I hate it when I do that, completely space out I mean.

"Nothing really, so what are you still doing up? I hope it wasn't because of me I didn't mean to pass out like that. You should have just shoved me off the bed." he ran his right hand threw his long bangs, oh how I loved it when he'd do that.

"No I just couldn't sleep is all." I sat up right on the couch and leaned on the armrest.

"Hmm"

"Do you want to spend the night?" I asked.

"I guess, I mean I'm already here." he looked at me and smiled. I bit my lower lip I really need to stop that.

"Stop doing that it's a bad habit." I looked at him curiously.

"What?" he moved a little closer to me, so close that I could feel his warm breath against my cheek.

"Biting your lip." he whispered.

"Trowa?" my voice was so low I wasn't sure if he heard me.

"Hmm?" he leaned in a little more.

"Kiss me."

"Anything you want."

He leaned in the rest of the way and had my face cupped in his hands, it felt so good to feel his touch again in this way.

XXX

A/N: Wow that was fast! Please Review!!! And please if you life this fic go read one of my other Duo & Trowa paired fic's and review them. I get sad every time I check my e-mail only to find it empty. I know it doesn't mean no ones reading it, but it's still nice to see I've got mail.

Well till next time bye.