Notes: Trowa's point of view

Bliss

Everything is great and everythings fine I've never felt this perfect in my life. We ended up eventually getting off the couch. Slowly we made our way to his bedroom kissing the entire way never letting each other lose contact between us. We bumped into the bed and when we landed on it. We heard a loud reverberating sound make its way throughout the entire house.

"There go the springs." said Duo finally coming up for air but also laughing as he spoke. I merely shrugged and lay back against the mattress panting for air.

"It can be replaced." I closed my eyes for a brief second and when I opened them I could see dark amethyst in front of me.

"Good point." said Duo then he moved over on top of me and straddled my waist.

"I never thought we'd end up here." I looked directly into Duo's beautiful eyes and he siged.

"We're never where we want to be, that's okay with me, that's just the way it is." said Duo leaning his head against my chest and changing positions so that he was laying on top of me.

"It feels like make believe to know that you're my history." he's made up all parts of me I can't believe it took this long to realize.

"I know." said Duo soundly strangely nostalgic.

"I love you Duo." the words were more real than they had ever been before in my life.

"Me too Tro." he let his fingers play with a few strands of my hair. He tilted his head up and lightly kissed what little of my neck was showing I could feel his fingers curl slightly below my ear. I always loved how that felt.

"You know, your touch is electric. I felt it the first time you held me, the way we connected so easily." he lightly sucked on my neck then licked and nibbled on my earlobe.

"Really?" said Duo slightly amused by my confession.

"Yeah, I've tried to define it, searched for the perfect phrase. I've tried to describe it in a million different ways. A few things that come to mind were: its joy, its ecstasy, its truth, its destiny, but even love is not enough to tell you how you make me feel, there's only one word for this." I looked over at Duo which was slightly difficult.

"I've got to admit it you took my heart by surprise. I don't know how you did it, but I've never felt so alive." said Duo sitting up and leaning against the head board. I lifted my head up in his direction and smiled.

"Duo, you ever wonder what's going to happen when things go like this."

"I know what the future holds as long as you're here with me." I looked at his face from my position it held such trust. I idly thought: its faith, its honesty, its life, it's everything. To say "I love you" 's not enough to tell you how you make me feel. I moved so that I was sitting upright and next to Duo.

"I want to find myself in your arms when I wake up." said Duo leaning against my shoulder and closing his eyes. "Tangled in your limbs my skin pressed against your skin. I want to be one with you again Trowa, will you let me?"

Last time he said that was the first time we...... "Anything for you Duo, this is my apology to you." I leaned over and kissed him gently, but what started as a simple kiss turned into need and passion. This is what I had been missing in my life and it was obvious that it was the same for Duo.

Duo was the breath of fresh air I had been trying to acquire in the room I had shut myself in. He saved me from suffocating myself and yet I was also his lifeline as well. It's a shame how times have changed, but it's also strange how lifelines stay the same. He had been holding onto memories and so had I only his was in the form of a photo album. We strive for perfection in a world where it doesn't exist. Or that's what we're told, but I found perfection it's right here in front of me, in Duo.

"If forgiveness it what you're looking for then take off that freaking turtle neck it's starting to piss me off!" I started to laugh; he never did like my choice of shirts especially when it came to taking them off of me. If it didn't unbutton it wasn't worth wearing.

"Patience is a virtue Duo." I slid my hands under the hem of my turtle neck then lifted the shirt over my head messing up my already bedraggled hair. "better?"

"Much." purred Duo leaning over and kissing me. His hands slid down my chest causing sparks to shoot throughout my body. He rested his hand on my hip and let his fingers trace the delicate skin just beneath the waist band of my pants.

"That feels good." I slid my hand up and down his back under his shirt.

"So does that, now, do me a favor and take my shirt off for me K?" said Duo with a huge smile on his face. I slid my hands up his shirt and the shirt lifted and then I pulled it up over his head careful not to pull on his long braid. I tossed his shirt on the side of the bed and ran my hand down his braid toying with the band that kept it tied.

"Can I?" I always had a habit of asking if I could undo it.

"You always ask and every time I give you the same answer Trowa." we were now laying on our sides and I started to kiss his neck made a trail down to his chest I let my tongue over his right nipple and I could hear him hiss out in pleasure.

"I think I'll wait I don't want to end up pulling out strands like that one time."

"Ouch I remember that I'm still trying to get over the pain." he rubbed his head. I hadn't realized it before but Duo sounded so sad when we were out in the living room. The look that had been on his face had made my heart hurt. I'm still not too sure about why, but after he asked me to kiss him he seemed to change in attitude completely. Whatever had been running threw his mind seemed to have disappeared.

"Duo?"

"What?" he asked as he threw his socks over by the bathroom then he somehow managed to take my shoes off without untying them then pulled my socks off.

"Duo I hate it when,"

"You're weird, Trowa, you never take your socks off, even when we're having sex."

"Oh my God Duo don't talk about my sexual habits!" I hated it when he ever mentioned what I'd do in bed.

"You don't have to be embarrassed I mean come on we," I didn't let him finish too afraid of what he'd say.

"I don't like where this conversation is going besides I wanted to ask you something." I was covering my face hoping that my face wasn't as red as I thought it was.

"Well ask and just so you know I can still see the blush your trying to hide because it's making it's way down your neck and even your ears are red." my face felt hot.

"I just wanted to know what was making you so sad earlier when you were out in the living room." Duo pulled my hands off from over my face.

"To be honest, it was the fact that you were here back in my life and I didn't know what I should do."

"What do ya mean?" he pulled me up and we were both sitting on the bed facing each other. He pulled me to him and wrapped his arms around me. I could hear his heart beating and I could feel the heat radiating from his body.

"Well you see when we were at Carl's Jr. Heero and I before you got there we were talking about what was "wrong" with me. I told him about how we met up on our little trip to Cali and how you were all I could think about afterwards. I was so fucking pissed because I thought I was over you, but I mean how could I be after everything we did in Cali or even before that? Life had seemed so perfect when we had been together, didn't it? I mean it wasn't the same when I was with Heero. In the end I think the only reason I had even continued to sleep with him was because I was lonely."

"Very lonely." I said.

"Oh shove it! Besides, in a way Heero was the only piece of you I had left, if that makes sense." he closed his eyes briefly and took a deep breath.

"Perfect sense." I whispered as I brushed back his bangs and kissed him.

"I love it when we're this way I don't ever want it to change ever." he continued to kiss me and his hand found itself undoing my pants.

"Me either." I whispered into his ear

"God." whispered Duo raggedly as we deepened the kiss.

"I guess I'll let it slip for just this once."

"What?" whispered Duo somehow managing to pull off my pants with little to no effort.

"The sock thing." I mumbled from behind his lips and helped him shimmy out of his pants never once breaking the kiss. He laughed and let his hands roam my entire body from top to bottom. His legs kept brushing against my thighs and I could feel how soft his skin was against mine. I could feel my toes curl at the heated contact between us.

I let him play seme to my uke the entire night. He always did like it that way anyhow and who was I to deny it to him now. He was urgent to please and be pleased. It seemed to go on for hours and I was sure I'd see dawn soon. I ran my fingers threw his hair which had been taken down shortly after we had just finished. I had my arm around his shoulder and he was partly laying on top of me with his right arm resting on my chest. I could feel his steady breathing and his heart beating the rhythm of both set me at ease with myself.

This is what I had been missing I knew it had to be the same with Duo too. Even when we had spent time together in California he seemed tense when he slept, but now he seemed so relaxed and comfortable laying here in my arms. Nothing would or could ever tear him apart from me now I would never let that happen again.

I looked at his sleeping face and smiled.

"It's in your smile, in your kiss it's the reason that I exist there's only one word for this it's bliss." I whispered and Duo seemed to hold on tighter to me and we fell asleep like that.

END

A/N: Well that's it, so say? Do you think that was good yes or no? Anywho, hopefully I'll be able to finish each fic that's still incomplete, one at a time.

I have so much I need to finish and I just keep creating new fic's without ever finishing the others in an orderly fashion. So from now on I'm just gonna keep all the ones I create at "spur of the moment" to myself until a more appropriate time.

If you enjoyed this fic go on and read some of my other 2x3/3x2 fic's!

A/N continued: Just for those of you who are still reading this all the chapter titles came from John Mayer songs. In fact some of the things the characters say are part of the songs. If ya ever get curious you can e-mail me and i'll send you the lyrics!

Well that's all bye!