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Note: Whatever is between ~...~ means the conscience is talking (*hehe*couldn't explain other way)


Ok, now with the story.


Chapter 4: Ruby and Sapphire Tears


It was a silent night, and Matt opened his eyes: Sora was sleeping peacefully next to him, with her head turned towards him, while she had an arm over his waist. Looking to his alarm-clock, Matt sighed when he noticed it was only 3 am. Looking down, to his wife, he couldn't help but run a finger down her arm: she was everything to him...everything he could ask for. And now, after a night he couldn't even remember, he was going to lost her. He knew he was; he knew that no matter how calm Sora could take it, she would leave him and he knew she had all the right to do that. However, since the Jun's new, he tried hard to remember the night he had passed with the girl, but he couldn't: all he remembered was about being with her in the restaurant and waking up on the couch...nothing more. 'I'm so stupid.' Matt thought, still looking to Sora 'I'm going to lost everything, though I promised I would never do such thing... How could I've been so stupid?' Then, a thought appeared on his mind 'How am I going to tell her? I don't know how to do it...how to explain to her...'


"Matt, what are you doing?" a voice muttered and Matt snapped from his thoughts:

"You're awake?" he asked, looking at Sora


"I felt you moved." she replied, sleepy "Please, sleep."


"Ok." he replied, kissing her forehead "Sorry for awaking you."

"That's ok." the girl replied, approaching her face from his "But rest, ok?"

"I will." Matt said, closing his eyes. 'If things would end up, this way.' he thought as he pulled Sora to him, slowly and gently, before falling ashleep.


~*~


Sora was already working in her shop, along with Kari that had decided to help, since it was Saturday, when a voice made her froze:

"Hello Sora."


Turning around, the auburn haired woman sees herself face-to-face with Jun Motomiya:

"Jun." she said, surprised "What are you doing here?"

The woman smiled:

"I wanted to ask if you have pregnancy-clothes." she replied and Sora raised her eyebrow, at the same time Kari approached them:

"Why?" Sora asked and Jun smiled:

"I don't think you have anything to do with it." she replied "Do you have pregnancy-clothes, or not?"

"Yes, I do." Sora replied, before looking towards a black haired woman "Makoto, will you help this lady? Please, show her our colection of pregnancy-clothes."

The girl nodded and, after smiling towards Jun, both women desappeared.


When they're all alone, Kari looked at Sora:

"Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"

"What? That she's pregnant? Please, who would want to be with Jun? If she is really pregnant, I feeling sorry for the child, already."

"I agree with you." Kari replieds "And I'm even sorry for the man, that married her."


"Yeah, who would be crazy enough to be with Jun?"


Kari shruged:

"A very crazy person."


~*~


"So, you're going to tell her, today?" TK asked and Matt nodded:

"Yes."


"And, how are you thinking you'll say that to her?"

Matt shruged:

"That's it, I don't know. I mean, how am I suppose to tell the woman I love, I want to divorce?"


"I don't know, maybe by telling her the truth?" TK asked


Matt closed his fists:

"Good idea TK, let me try: hey Sora, I want to divorce because I had sex with Jun and, now, she's pregnant with my child."

TK rolled his eyes:

"Matt, calm down." he started "I meant you needed to stick with the truth. Who knows, maybe Sora will understand."


"You know she won't." Matt replied "You know she will turn her back to me, and forget everything we had together."


TK licked his lips:

"Matt, you have to be strong. Do you want to live in a lie? Do you want to creat two families, that hate each other? Because you know Sora can't stand Jun, and that Jun hates Sora."


Matt gave a slightly nod:

"I know." he answered, softly "But, I can't lose Sora."


"Maybe you won't." TK started "Who knows, she can stay your friend."

Matt gave a laugh:

"Yeah, right, as if that's possible. I know I'm going to lose Sora."

"And why, should you lose me?" a voice asked and both brothers turned around, to face a very confused Sora


"Sor...Sora, what are you doing here?" Matt asked and Sora started walking towards him


"I forgot a few projects." she replied "Hi TK."


"Hello Sora." the blond haired boy complimented, getting up "Well, I have to go."

"Going to writte a new novel?" Sora asked, smiling and TK nodded:


"Yeah, I have a great idea." he replied, before waving "Bye."


"Bye." Sora replied, not noticing the look both brothers shared. When the front door closes, Sora looked at Matt, while she sat next to him "So, what was that all about?"


"What?" Matt asked, confused


Sora rolled her eyes:

"The thing about losing me." she replied and Matt swallowed hard:

"Oh...that..." he said and Sora nodded:

"Yeah, that. Is there something wrong?"

Matt shook his head:

"No, of course not."


"Ok." Sora said, before smiling "Hey, do you know who went to my store to buy pregnancy-clothes?"


"No, who?" Matt asked 'Yes, that's it, change the subject.'


"Jun."


'Shit.'


"Jun?" Matt repeated and Sora nodded "Why?"


Sora raised her eyebrow:

"Geez, I don't know, maybe because she is pregnant?" she asked, sarcastically "You know, I feel sorry for the child already, and the man...who can possibly be the crazy man that married Jun?"


Matt gluped:

"Hum...don't know." he answered, feeling his heart tighting "Maybe someone that want's to give a chance to the girl, or something."

Sora raised her eyebrow, again:

"A chance to Jun? Who are you, and where's my husband?"


Matt shruged:

"I'm just saying that, who knows, maybe Jun can be a good person."

"Ok, what have you been drinking? It's Jun we're talking about, not other person. Jun is crazy, Matt, she's completely obsess with you!"


"Yeah, so?"


Sora got up, with her hands on her hips:

"Ok Yamato Ishida, what's the matter with you? This is the first time you're actually talking civilized about Jun. Do you know something about this?"


Matt felt like someone had punched him in his gut and he took a deep breath, before looking to his wife:

"No, of course not." he replied, but his voice betrayed him on the last second


Suddenly, Sora sat next him and looked at into his eyes:

"Then, why are you so nervous? Why are you acting, like you have a gun against your head?"


Matt swallowed hard, before looking at his knees: ~You can't run, anymore.~ said a voice, in his mind ~You have to tell her. What are you waiting for?~ Matt took a deep breath 'You're right.' he replied, before looking towards Sora. Then, he froze. Sora was looking at him, confused and curiosed, with her auburn hair free and shiny and with her ruby eyes looking right at his. She was everything for him and he was going to lose her:

"Sora, I...I have something...important...to tell you." he started, servously


"Yes?" Sora asked, putting a warm hand against his cheek "What is it?"


Matt licked his lips, while he closed his eyes: he would miss her warm, he would miss her sweet voice, he would miss her presence but he couldn't continued with that lie:

"I..." he started, opening his eyes "Well I...I want to...to..."

"To what, Matt?" Sora asked, making a small smile "C'mon, just go to the point."

"I want to d...I want to divorce."


~*~


Slowly, TK walked inside the Defectio Lunae and started looking around, trying hard to find his wife. Then he saw her, talking with a costumer:

"Hum, excuse me, but I need to talk with you, Kari." he says, interrupting the conversation


Kari looked at him confused, before excuse herself and, after TK had grabbed her arm, both walked to a corner:

"What is it?" Kari asked "You look preocuppied."

TK took a deep breath:

"You remember Jun, right?" TK asked and Kari nodded:

"Yes, she was here buying pregnancy-clothes."


"She was?" TK asked, paling


"Yeah, why?"

"Did she said to whom the clothes were?" TK asked and Kari shruged:

"I think they were for her."


"Shit." TK whispered and Kari raised her eyebrow:

"TK, what's going on? Even with her explosive temper, Jun has every right to be a mother."

"Yeah, but not of Matt's child."


"What?" Kari asked, looking completely shocked and TK started telling her everything he knew.


~*~


Everything was silent, inside the house. Nothing made a single noise, nothing dared to moved. The two people that were inside it, were looking to each other, one looking completely miserable and other looking completely shocked:

"Wh...what?" Sora asked, weakly "Divorce? But...why?"


Matt looked at his knees:

"It's complicated." he replied, softly


Sora shook her head, before getting up:

"Why?" she asked, again "Am I a bad wife?" then, something appeared in her mind and she looked down "Is this because...we aren't able to have children?"

"No." Matt answered quickly, while getting up "This doesn't have to do with that; I told you that didn't matter."

"Then..." Sora closed her eyes, when she felt tears starting to appear "Why?"


Matt looked to the floor:

"I can't tell you." he replied and tears started to fall down Sora's cheeks. Matt closed his fists, when he notices them: he felt his heart breaking, at the site. It was very rare to see Sora cry but, everytime she did it, Matt could almost say her tears looked like rubys.


"That's funny." she started, not caring about her tears "You just told me you want to divorce, and you don't want to say why. Ok, that's fine, but I want to know!"

"It's...complicated." he repeated. He couldn't say the truth, he wanted to but the words didn't wanted to come out


"It's not complicated, I only need a damn answer!" Sora almost yelled "I want to know, what I did wrong for you to want to divorce!"

Suddenly Matt grabbed her arms; he already had his eyes tearing but he didn't wanted to shed his tears; he needed to be strong:

"You didn't do anything wrong." he said, through his teeth "It was me; I did everything wrong."

Sora closed her eyes for a second, before looking at him again:


"Then...why?" she asked, weakly "I can't lose you; I can't live without you."

Matt took a deep breath, but many tears had already found their way down his cheeks. Now, ruby tears were falling at the same time has sapphire tears showed how much Matt hated that situation:

"I'm going to speak with my lawyer." he said, taking his hands off his wife's arms "He'll take care of our divorce."

"No..." Sora started, softly "You can't leave me..."

"I'll come back, to grab my things." Matt finished, before walking out of the living-room.


"Don't...please..." Sora begged but, when she hears the front door close, she knew she had lost him. Then, she kicked a pillow that had fallen from the couch "Why?!" she yelled, before falling on the ground, pulling her knees against her chest and laying her head againts her knees. It had been in that position, that Kari and TK had found her.


~*~

Matt knocked on the door, right after he had cleaned his tears with his hand: his heart was broken, his body ached and, everytime he closed his eyes, he would see Sora in her most vunerable form: 'I'm sorry...I really am...'

Then the door was open, to reveal Jun Motomiya with a huge smile on her face:

"Welcome to your new home, Matt."


To Be Continue...


A/N: Don't kill me! Please, I'm to young to die! *laughs nervously* Hum...if you're not thinking about a way to kill me, please, review and tell me everything you think. Thank you!