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Hoshi-chan2: How could I make Sora commit suicide? Hum...good question...good question indeed...Hum... Oh, and about Jun faking her pregnancy? Would you believe if I told you, I can't say? Or if Matt is going to divorce Sora? I'm trying to say, but I can't...


Serene Faerie: How could I? *evil laugh* That's something you'll never know. And, yes, this is going to be a Sorato. Do I look like someone who would writte other thing?


Digifriends: You know, I could be lying...


S&Smon: Thank you for your words but, I'm not going to kill Jun! And about keeping Sora alive; ya know? That's kind of difficult and you really shouldn't have said you would cry, if Sora died *evil laugh* Good day for you, too.


friendsoflove: First of all, I meant to say 'curiosity killed the cat' (I mixed my language with english) and I don't think I'm going to use your plan to vanish Jun of my fic. Sorry. But, don't forget, this is a Sorato.


Yama-sama: I really can't say if Sora is going to die or not and I hope this is soon, enough.


starbright soraNmatt: Of course I'm going to finish this fic! And you're right, you're one of my faithful reviewers ^_^ And thank you for adding this story to your favourites, that means a lot to me. Good reading...


windedlove: Too late, indeed. By the way, is this soon enough?


tattered: Thank you for your words, I'm doing my best. ^_~


lizzy: Can't say...can't say... Sorry...


Important note: FELIZ NATAL, PESSOAL!!! HAPPY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!!! ^_^


Chapter 6: Light in the Darkness (I)


TK had gone at full speed towards the hospital: while they were on their way, Kari had phoned Mimi, Izzy and Matt, though she hadn't be sure if she should have done it. Everyone had fallen into shock, when they heard Sora had attempted to kill herself, that, if she hadn't been able to achieve her purpose:

"Why do you think she did it?" Kari asks softly, while TK continued to drive towards the hospital:

"Kari, you know how much Sora loves Matt."

"But, is it enough for a person wish to die?" the brunette asks, unsure "I mean, it's not like Matt died."

TK sighs:

"I can't read Sora's mind, but I can read yours Kari and I know what you're thinking."

Kari looks at him, confused:

"What?" she asks and TK looks at her for a second, before looking at the road:

"You know that, for Sora, not beeing able to live with my brother is like she isn't able to breath.

I think...the fact Matt got Jun pregnant got her, and she's to scared to face reality."


"Are you saying that, if Matt had got any other girl pregnant, Sora would have forgived him?"

Kari asks, raising her eyebrow


TK shakes his head:

"Iie, what I'm saying is that, if Matt had told her since the beginning he had slept with Jun,

Sora could have taken things differently but, since he didn't told her that or the fact Jun's

pregnant with his child, Sora took that as if he doesn't tell her the truth."

"Hum. Well, personally I think Sora could have forgiven Matt if he had only slept with Jun, but

from that to concieved a child..."

"I still don't know what to think, about that part." TK starts and Kari raises her eyebrow:

"What?" she asks and TK shrugs:

"The fact Matt doesn't remember the night he supposely had with Jun..."

"Well, it's possible, didn't Matt said he had drunk to much? He said he was dead-drunk."


"Well yeah, but he also said Jun was dead-drunk too so, how can it be possible for her to

remember that night and Matt don't?"

Kari taps a finger on her chin:

"Hum, good question. But we can't forget she is pregnant, even if she didn't remembers that

night, the child she's carrying is the proof they were together."

"Hum...I don't know." TK mumbles, while parking his car "Lets go."


"I hope Sora's ok." Kari says, getting out of the car


"She will." TK replies, putting an arm around her shoulder "After all, we're talking about

Sora."

"That's true." Kari whispers, as the two walked inside the hospital


While TK walked towards the recepcionist, Kari puts her arms around herself: what if Sora

didn't make it? What if she died? 'No.' Kari thinks, shaking her head 'She's ok, she has to be.

She wouldn't leave us...not like this.'


"Kari?" TK calls and the girl looks at him


"Hai?"

"I know the room, where Sora is, lets go." grabbing his wife's hand, TK starts leading Kari

through white halls and floors until, both can see Yolei sat on a chair, with Ken kneel in front

of her: she seemed to be crying, while Ken seemed to be talking softly, in an attempt to call me

her down. On the same condition was Mimi, that was hugging Tai with a grip, which made the

brown haired boy almost look blue:


"Ken?" TK calls and the blue haired boy looks up:

"TK." he says, while Kari runs to Yolei and Mimi's side


"Yolei, Mimi, daijobou?"

The purple haired girl looks towards her friend, before nodding:

"Hai, just a bit nervous." she replies, softly while Mimi nods:


"Where's Sora?"

"She was in the room seconds before you came, the doctors sent her to a operation room."

Mimi replies, sniffling

"Operation room?" Kari asks and TK looks at Ken, before giving the other boy a signal and

both step away from the girls, along with Tai:

"What's wrong?" TK asks, in a whisper "Why's Sora in the operation-room?"


Ken takes a deep breath:

"The cuts she did were to deeper, and they need to sew them up."

"Oh." TK says, before clearing his throat "And...do they know if she's going to make it?"

Tai shakes his head:

"They didn't said a thing." he says "But they're going to take some blood samples, in case she

took something."

"What do you mean?" TK asks, raising his eyebrow "Pills?"

"Or other thing." Ken replies, before looking towards his wife, Mimi and Kari "You don't know

the condition Yolei was, when she saw Sora on the ground. I don't know how I would react

either, if I hadn't thought about an ambulance on the same second I saw Sora on the ground."

"I've called Matt." TK says and Ken sighs while Tai clears his throat:

"It would better for him, not to be here." he says and TK raises his eyebrow:

"Why do you say that?"


"Well, he's with Jun right?" Tai asks and TK nods "What if Jun wants to come here and make a

surprise?"

"Matt won't do that." TK says "He knows how much Sora hates Jun, even being in a hospital

bed."

"Well, then how you explain that?" Ken asks, while Tai points with his chin to something,

behind TK

Turning around, TK opens his eyes wide when he sees Matt walking towards him, with Jun

close to him:

"What the hell..."

"I told you." Tai whispers "You know how Jun is, and how she can make everyone make

everything she wants."

"What the hell is she doing here?" Mimi asks, still with tears in her eyes


"Good afternoon for you, too." Jun compliments, with a small smile


"What are you doing here, Motomiya?" Kari asks, with venom in her voice "You're not

welcome here."

"Well, this is a hospital and I can come here, anytime I want. Besides, what can you do to me?"

"Well, I..." Kari starts, closing her fists and Jun smile wides:

"You can't touch me, because you know you can hurt the baby." she starts "And if you even

touch a hair of mine, I'll call the security and you'll be off in seconds."

"Why you..." Yolei starts, getting up, but Ken puts a hand on her shoulder


"What are you doing here, Jun?" he asks, calmly and Yolei looks at him


"Well, I come to see how Sora is." the girl replies "I mean, it's a shame she tried to commite

suicide. Is she ok?"

"Why do you care?" Kari asks "You're the one that put Sora here!"


"Excuse me?" Jun asks, confused "I was the one that cut her wrists? Gomen ne, because I can't

remember doing it."


Mimi is about to walk towards her but Tai's grip on her shoulder, makes her look at him:

"I..." she starts but Tai shakes his head:

"You can't do anything." he says "You know how risky is, to do anything to a pregnant

woman."

Giving a angry groan, Mimi sits on a chair, close followed by Kari and Yolei. On the other

side, Jun smirks but only Tai notices it:

"Hum...Matt, can I talk with you, for a second?" he asks and Matt nods


"What?" Matt asks, when the two friends are far way from the group "How's Sora?"

"Sora is in the operation-room, the doctors decided to sew her cuts, since they were too deep."

"What?" Matt asks, palling "What have I done?" he moans, sadly and Tai puts a hand over his

friend's shoulder:

"Matt, what's Jun doing here?" he asks "Because, if we were in other situation, I would have

ripped your skin."

Matt looks at the floor for a second, before looking up:

"She wanted to come. I didn't wanted her to, but she started with 'the hospital is a public place,

I can go there everytime I want' and such so, there wasn't anyway for me to leave her at home."


"She shouldn't be here." Tai repeats


"I know." Matt whispers "Do you know how much time the operation is going to take?"

Tai shrugs:

"I don't think it will take long."


"Guys?" a voice calls and everyone looks up, to see Joe. In seconds, the silence is broken by

questions...questions Joe couldn't answer or didn't wanted to "Please, let me talk." he almost

begs, and everyone calms down "Ok, I can't tell you anything besides the fact Sora is under

observation. I can't tell when she's going to wake up, and how she'll react after this but" he

looks at Kari, Mimi and Yolei "I need your help."

"Ours?" Kari asks, confused "Why?"

"I'll tell you later." Joe replies, looking at her

"What's happening?" TK asks


"Nothing's wrong, Sora's stable and we don't think things will get worse." Joe replies "But I

think it's better for you to go home and rest, there's nothing you can do here."

"I'm not going." Matt starts and everyone looks at him "It's because of me, this happened. It's

because of my decision, she's here..."

"Matt, honey, calm down." Jun says, putting a hand on Matt's arm "Joe's right; we don't have

anything to do here." she looks at Joe "I hope Sora gets better, soon."


"But..." Matt starts and Jun looks at him:

"Matt, lets go, there's nothing you can do." and before Matt could open his mouth, she starts

pushing him towards the exit


"I'll call you!" TK exclaims, and Matt nods

"TK, Ken, Tai, I think it's better for you to go home. I need the girls here for, at least, an hour."

"What's wrong?" Ken asks and Joe sighs:

"I can't tell you, not now."

"Why can they know, and we can't?" Tai asks, annoyed

"Because I think it's better." Joe replies


"Well, I'll be waiting here." Ken says


"Me too." both Tai and TK say, at the same tome


Joe sighs:

"OK, if you want to." he looks towards the three girls "Come with me."

Nodding, the three friends get up and, after sharing a kiss with their husbands, they walk away.


"What do you think, it's going on?" TK asks, when he notices Ken's face:

"I think something's wrong here." the blue haired boy starts, and Tai raises his eyebrow

"What?"

"Jun. Something's wrong with her."

"Nani? What do you mean?" TK asks, confused "I didn't notices anything wrong with

that...er..."


"Snake." Tai finishs, angrily


"Well, I did." Ken replies, looking at his friends "But I'll need an expert in computers, to be

sure."


~*~


"What's the matter, Joe?" Yolei asks "I mean...is there something wrong, with Sora?"

"Yeah Joe, tell us." Kari begs


"You're making me nervous." Mimi says, at the same time

The doctor opens an door and the three girls see themselves in Joe's office: it was very clean

and full of books, while a small table was at a corner surrender by four chairs, while three

other chairs were in front of Joe's desk:

"Please, sit." the boy says and the three girls do as he said, while Joe taked a envelop of a

drawer "These are the results, of the blood test we did. It's Sora's blood."

"So?" Yolei asks, confused "Did you found if she took anything, before cutting her wrists?"

"Well, we did found something." Joe says, slowly


"What?" Mimi asks, when she notices Joe palling quickly "What's wrong with her?"


~*~


After leaving three shocked and silent girls in Ken's house, Ken, Tai and TK grabbed a car and drived towards Izzy's house. TK didn't knew what Ken had in mind, but he knew it was something serious. Everything Ken did, was serious. While that, Tai believed Ken already knew what was wrong with Jun but, since he didn't had a proof, he decided to kept his thoughts to himself:

"So, what do you have in mind?" the blond haired boy asks, while closing the door


"You'll see." the blue haired boy says, while knocking at the door "Izzy, you there?"

"Who is it?" Izzy asks, through the door


"Ken, Tai and TK."

A click is heard and, in seconds, Izzy appears:

"What's wrong?" the red haired boy asks, while his friends stepped inside the house "I've heard

what happened with Sora, is she ok?"

"Yeah, she's still under observation but I think she'll be ok." TK replies

"We came here, because I need an expert in computers to make an investigation." Ken says and

Izzy looks at him:

"What?"

"Well, I think there's something Miss Jun Motomiya is hidding, and I want to find what it is."

Ken starts, before looking at TK "And I'll need Davis' phone number."

"Davis? For what?" Tai asks, when TK is about to open his mouth "What do you have in mind,

Ichioji?"

Ken makes a small smile:

"You'll see."


~*~


"Matt, honey, I've done dinner!" Jun exclaims "Where are you?" Matt sighs: Jun could be so annoying. How in the world did he believed she had changed? What did he had in mind, to have such thought? *Yeah, now look where you are.* a voice on his mind says *With a girl you hate, while your girl is in the hospital.* 'What could I do?' Matt asks 'Leave Jun, and the baby? A baby that's mine? No, I've done the right thing. I know that and, though she's angry as hell, Sora knows that too. We both know, I had to help Jun.' "Matt!" Jun yells, angry and annoyed "Dinner's ready!"

"I'm coming." he says, before taking a deep breath "Why do I have to be such an idiot?" he

whispers, while opening the door of his room. Though he was living with Jun, he had made it

clear he wouldn't sleep on the same bed as her and, though she was angry when she heard him,

Jun accepted it.


"Finally!" the girl exclaims "Eat, before it gets cold."


"Hai." Matt says, while he sat on a chair: the food looked great, but he wasn't hungry. How could he think about food, when the girl he loved was in the hospital, because of him?

"Matt?" Jun calls and the boy looks at her:

"Hai?"

Jun smiles and puts a hand on his face:

"Don't think about Sora, now, she's part of the past." she says, before kissing Matt full on the

lips.


'She can be in the past, but I'll love her forever.' Matt thinks, trying hard to ignore Jun's lips on his.


A/N: If you're not to angry, can you please review? Please? Thank you! ^_^