Endless Love
Chandler went to sit in his chair, the all-too-familiar music drifted through his ears.(Chapter Three)
My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's bright
He'd never stop listening to this song.
To him, this song was Janice, and he loved Janice. To him, this song was all that he wanted, and all that he loved.
He wanted to hate her.
He wanted to feel this dark rage toward her, but all that came was the sadness that he knew only too well.
Why did it never work out for him? Did he do something wrong? Was he not supposed to be happy? Why not? All he asked was to know what in God's name he did.
His mind was blank.My first love
You're every breathe that I take
Every step that I make
The lyrics suddenly became an indistinct mumble.
Sure, all he thought about was Janice, but he remebered something Phoebe had said to him, the third time he'd broken up with her, when he finaly started caring.
'Chandler Bing, if you truly loved her, then you wouldn't have only gone out with her when you were despirate. You never chose her over anything, well, except over nothing, but now you have something.
She's not worth it.'
And I
(I-I-I-I-I)
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do...
As his eyes wondered, they fell on a picture of everyone at Central Perk, Joey and Mon sitting on the chairs, Ross, Phoebe, Chandler, and Janice, who was on his lap, sat on the couch, and Rachel stood by the other chair, just sitting down.
That was what he wanted.
But, looking at it, he realized it might just have been too much to ask for. It was an image of perfection, and true happiness. Of course it was too much to ask for. Chandler had, despite the several dissapointments, gotten most of whatever he wanted.
It just seemed like it was that bad because of the pain.
Shaking his thoughts out of his head, he went back to focusing on the song, and nothing else.
And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love
Slowly, before he realized it, the words started flowing off his lips.
"Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun...
Forever, ooohh,
I'll hold you close in my arms..."
So lost in the song, he didn't here the door open.
"...I can't resist your charms..."
Hearing the first song she'd heard since she had a home off the streets, she joined him.
"...And love, love,
I'll be a fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind."
Phoebe stopped for a second, leaving Chandler to look up to her before continuing to his requested solo.
"No, you know I don't mind."
Phoebe smiled down at him, giving him a thumbs-up, as to say 'good job', before beginning to join the song again.
"Yes! You mean to world to me,
Oh,
I know,
I know,
I've found,
I've found,
In you,
My endless love."
Phoebe sat down on Chandler's chair, and asked, "You okay?"
He nodded in response. "Okay, I gotta go, alright?"
She leaned down and kissed him on the cheek, "bye."
Staring up at her in suprise, Chandler said nothing, but a feeling came up inside of him, he just couldn't tell what it was.
After she walked out the door, Chandler whispered, "bye."
(A/N: I'm sorry about this chapter, but, please review! It'll get better, I swear!)
