Yes, I am uploading more then one. I have them written so I might as well post them. Though I usually have long pauses between updates.
Chapter Three: Third Entry
17/4-3/195
Guess what I found out today? That I have to meet the other pilots at a safe house in two days. Two days. The emotions brought on by finding this fact out forced my tail to fully form. Oh well, can't be to bad if it gave me my tail back, now can it? Maybe. Well, guess I am back to my true self.
Watch, by morning my hair will match the color of my scales and spiky, even more so then now. My eyes are already swirling. They will probably be blue frosted silver when I look in the mirror tomorrow. sigh How am I going to hide this from my fellow pilots?
Well... I guess a simple illusion spell will take care of the hair and eyes, I can always control the size of my fangs and claws, and the scales only show in water. They already know J messed with me, so the heightened senses are nothing new. But what of the tail? What of the dreams? My empathy? sigh I am just glad I won't be getting my wings anytime soon.
Oh, I am not looking forward to this. I mean I love what I am, I would never change any of it, but what will they think of me? I don't think I could stand to see disgust, revulsion, or fright on their faces. Not to mention hate. Oh. My. Goddess. What if Duo looks at me with those emotions in his eyes?! What if he asks me to never come near him again?!
Oh, I can't take this. I am going for a swim. That's the one thing I like about this small, lonely safe house. It's on the beach. An entire private cove to myself. At least the pain is gone.
Okay 'nother chap typed and posted. I have more, so hold on. Now do I really have to tell you the date? Fine, it's April 17.