A/N: this ish a tiaora fic! ^^ hope you enjoy. Please review.
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon or any of the characters. If I did, I would have made Taiora official.
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Why did have this strange feeling in me. It seemed like I had these before, and they were just resurfacing. All I could think about was tai, and everything I was going to miss of him.
Then it hit me! My head shot up, and my eyes went wide. I finally learned why I was feeling like this, and took me 10 years.
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I...I l-love him!
Now I know that I am in love with my best friend. I never thought I would actually ever fall in love with him, just have a crush on him, but that was it. Now, every things different. Why can't they be like they were before, when we were younger?
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Flashback
It was cool spring day in the park, and all the children were playing, couples holding hands, and the elderly reminiscing about their past.
"Sora?"
The small little girl turned he head towards the young little boy with big spiky brown hair. He seemed to be a bit nervous.
"...yeah."
She raised her eyebrow in curiosity.
"When we get older will you be my grlfriend,...and then marry me?" He had a goofy smile on his face. 'I wonder what she will say'
Sora gave sort of a confused look, along with glee.
"Of course tai!" she gave him a hug. And was grinning like crazy.
Tai became less tense, and was glad at what she said. Although he was only 6 at the time, he had already grown a soft spot for Sora.
"Ummm...tai?"
"Yeah."
"Well...uhh...what's a girlfriend?...if it means a girl that's your friend, then aren't I already?"
She gave a sweet innocent, puzzled look to him.
He gave a quirky smile.
"Hmm...I'm not sure, I heard my mom say it yesterday when she was showing me her old yearbook. She kept pointing at guys and said they were her 'boyfriend', and she was their girlfriend. If a girlfriend means a girl that's a friend, that must mean my mom was friends to a lot of guys."
He gave another quirky smile, and started to laugh, which got Sora started laughing too.
End Flashback
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Now that I know that I'm in love with Tai, all I want to do is be his girlfriend.
But...what about Matt? I love him, right?
Yes. Of course I do, but did I love Tai more?
My mind kept racing through all these thoughts, never wondering about the future, but about the past, and how I could have changed it.
What to do now Sora?
First you loose your best friend, then you find out you love him, and now you have to decide if you love Tai or Matt more.
I sighed. I was crying again, crying of frustration, anger, sadness, and sorrow.
I was mad at myself, for letting all of this happen. I was especially mad at me because, I lost the one that I truly love. I could have persuaded him to stay, and yet I told him I understood.
I clenched my fist, now I was fully angry.
Why can't I get a hang of this 'love' thing?
I'm supposed to be the child of love, and yet I couldn't even find it if hit me right in the face...in fact,...it did.
How am I going to tell everyone about Tai leaving? Especially Kari, she's going to hate me.
Kari and Tai were always close, she probably knows why he left. She and I were close too, she was like the little sister I never had. I remember I was once her role model, but now that's all going to change.
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Flashback
Tai and Sora were sitting in his room, waiting for Kari by passing a soccer ball to each other.
"What do you think her surprise is going to be?" Sora asked.
Tai began to stroke his chin and looking up, in an attempt to seem smart.
"...Hmmm, I'm not sure."
His actions got Sora giggling.
Just then the door open and Kari was grinning.
"Surprise!"
Sora and Tai stared at her, and were a bit dissapointed at her surprised. They thought she was going to give them something..or something, but instead she just got a haircut.
'Hmmmm, it kinda reminds me of mine.' Sora thought.
"What's the surprise?" Tai teased.
His sister got angry, but knew he was only kidding.
"Tai! I got a new haircut!...so...do you like it?"
"Yes it's beautiful" Sora stated.
"Eh...it's ok." Tai said plainly, unimpressed.
"Really Sora you like it? I tired to make it look a little like yours. See, my bangs, they look just like yours, right?" (A/N I just thought her bangs kind of reminded me of Sora's)
Sora took a better look.
"Hey! Yeah it does. Wow! I knew there was something familiar about your hair." she gave a soft smile to Kari, and she gave one back.
"Hmm...now that you mention it, it does kinda look like hers."
"Hey! You said hers was ok, so does that mean you think mine is JUST ok?" Sora got a bit angry, but was mostly joking around.
Tai became scared.
He sweat dropped and started waving his hands in defense.
"That's not what I mean Sora, you know that, I think your hair is beautiful, much more than Kari's." his words began to sink into him, then he blushed a deep red.
Sora just stared and Kari gave him a death glare, then she left.
"Tai?"
"Uhh....yeah?"
"Why did Kari try to get haircut like mine?"
'Wow! She doesn't know? I actually know something she doesn't.'
"I thought you knew."
She shook her head.
"I thought it was obvious, but I guess since you're a bit slow today, I'll tell you. Kari idolizes you. Your like a role model to her."
At first mad about his comment, she became more flattered.
"I'M a role model to HER?" she pointed to herself.
Tai merely nodded.
"Why not. I mean your nice, great at soccer, smart, you have a great personality, your caring, and...and..well..." he thought about what he said, and began to blush again.
"And what?" she raised her eyebrow.
"Well...uhh...she thinks you look pretty." he blushed even harder.
Sora blushed a little, but it wasn't very noticeable.
"SHE said it, NOT ME" Tai shouted, with a bead of sweat running down his face.
Sora smiled softly to him. 'Sure Tai' she thought to herself.
(A/N f.yi. They're 11, but it was before their adventure in the digiworld.)
End Flashback
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She got up and started walking out of the airport. She was crying again. Hard, too. She didn't care about some of the people staring at her.
"Mommy! Why is that girl crying?" a small little boy about the age of 5 was telling his mother. He pointed at Sora.
"What did I tell you about staring?" the mother asked the little boy.
He sighed in defeat.
"Never stare at strangers." he said in a mocking way.
She got out of the airport, and just looked up at the sky.
I guess...I have to go see the Kamiyas.
She looked down and winced.
I wish... Tai were here to give me support, but then agian, if he were here, I wouldn't have these problems.
She sighed and check her watch.
9:47 p.m.
I'd better go.
To be continued...
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A/N well that's it for now. Ill be workin on the next chappie. R&R
hope u liked this chappie. ^^
I wonder what's going to happen next...no really. I have no clue. I'm just writing this along as I go...ok I kinda kno, but you won't xD
Please review!
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon or any of the characters. If I did, I would have made Taiora official.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Why did have this strange feeling in me. It seemed like I had these before, and they were just resurfacing. All I could think about was tai, and everything I was going to miss of him.
Then it hit me! My head shot up, and my eyes went wide. I finally learned why I was feeling like this, and took me 10 years.
*************************************************
I...I l-love him!
Now I know that I am in love with my best friend. I never thought I would actually ever fall in love with him, just have a crush on him, but that was it. Now, every things different. Why can't they be like they were before, when we were younger?
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Flashback
It was cool spring day in the park, and all the children were playing, couples holding hands, and the elderly reminiscing about their past.
"Sora?"
The small little girl turned he head towards the young little boy with big spiky brown hair. He seemed to be a bit nervous.
"...yeah."
She raised her eyebrow in curiosity.
"When we get older will you be my grlfriend,...and then marry me?" He had a goofy smile on his face. 'I wonder what she will say'
Sora gave sort of a confused look, along with glee.
"Of course tai!" she gave him a hug. And was grinning like crazy.
Tai became less tense, and was glad at what she said. Although he was only 6 at the time, he had already grown a soft spot for Sora.
"Ummm...tai?"
"Yeah."
"Well...uhh...what's a girlfriend?...if it means a girl that's your friend, then aren't I already?"
She gave a sweet innocent, puzzled look to him.
He gave a quirky smile.
"Hmm...I'm not sure, I heard my mom say it yesterday when she was showing me her old yearbook. She kept pointing at guys and said they were her 'boyfriend', and she was their girlfriend. If a girlfriend means a girl that's a friend, that must mean my mom was friends to a lot of guys."
He gave another quirky smile, and started to laugh, which got Sora started laughing too.
End Flashback
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Now that I know that I'm in love with Tai, all I want to do is be his girlfriend.
But...what about Matt? I love him, right?
Yes. Of course I do, but did I love Tai more?
My mind kept racing through all these thoughts, never wondering about the future, but about the past, and how I could have changed it.
What to do now Sora?
First you loose your best friend, then you find out you love him, and now you have to decide if you love Tai or Matt more.
I sighed. I was crying again, crying of frustration, anger, sadness, and sorrow.
I was mad at myself, for letting all of this happen. I was especially mad at me because, I lost the one that I truly love. I could have persuaded him to stay, and yet I told him I understood.
I clenched my fist, now I was fully angry.
Why can't I get a hang of this 'love' thing?
I'm supposed to be the child of love, and yet I couldn't even find it if hit me right in the face...in fact,...it did.
How am I going to tell everyone about Tai leaving? Especially Kari, she's going to hate me.
Kari and Tai were always close, she probably knows why he left. She and I were close too, she was like the little sister I never had. I remember I was once her role model, but now that's all going to change.
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Flashback
Tai and Sora were sitting in his room, waiting for Kari by passing a soccer ball to each other.
"What do you think her surprise is going to be?" Sora asked.
Tai began to stroke his chin and looking up, in an attempt to seem smart.
"...Hmmm, I'm not sure."
His actions got Sora giggling.
Just then the door open and Kari was grinning.
"Surprise!"
Sora and Tai stared at her, and were a bit dissapointed at her surprised. They thought she was going to give them something..or something, but instead she just got a haircut.
'Hmmmm, it kinda reminds me of mine.' Sora thought.
"What's the surprise?" Tai teased.
His sister got angry, but knew he was only kidding.
"Tai! I got a new haircut!...so...do you like it?"
"Yes it's beautiful" Sora stated.
"Eh...it's ok." Tai said plainly, unimpressed.
"Really Sora you like it? I tired to make it look a little like yours. See, my bangs, they look just like yours, right?" (A/N I just thought her bangs kind of reminded me of Sora's)
Sora took a better look.
"Hey! Yeah it does. Wow! I knew there was something familiar about your hair." she gave a soft smile to Kari, and she gave one back.
"Hmm...now that you mention it, it does kinda look like hers."
"Hey! You said hers was ok, so does that mean you think mine is JUST ok?" Sora got a bit angry, but was mostly joking around.
Tai became scared.
He sweat dropped and started waving his hands in defense.
"That's not what I mean Sora, you know that, I think your hair is beautiful, much more than Kari's." his words began to sink into him, then he blushed a deep red.
Sora just stared and Kari gave him a death glare, then she left.
"Tai?"
"Uhh....yeah?"
"Why did Kari try to get haircut like mine?"
'Wow! She doesn't know? I actually know something she doesn't.'
"I thought you knew."
She shook her head.
"I thought it was obvious, but I guess since you're a bit slow today, I'll tell you. Kari idolizes you. Your like a role model to her."
At first mad about his comment, she became more flattered.
"I'M a role model to HER?" she pointed to herself.
Tai merely nodded.
"Why not. I mean your nice, great at soccer, smart, you have a great personality, your caring, and...and..well..." he thought about what he said, and began to blush again.
"And what?" she raised her eyebrow.
"Well...uhh...she thinks you look pretty." he blushed even harder.
Sora blushed a little, but it wasn't very noticeable.
"SHE said it, NOT ME" Tai shouted, with a bead of sweat running down his face.
Sora smiled softly to him. 'Sure Tai' she thought to herself.
(A/N f.yi. They're 11, but it was before their adventure in the digiworld.)
End Flashback
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She got up and started walking out of the airport. She was crying again. Hard, too. She didn't care about some of the people staring at her.
"Mommy! Why is that girl crying?" a small little boy about the age of 5 was telling his mother. He pointed at Sora.
"What did I tell you about staring?" the mother asked the little boy.
He sighed in defeat.
"Never stare at strangers." he said in a mocking way.
She got out of the airport, and just looked up at the sky.
I guess...I have to go see the Kamiyas.
She looked down and winced.
I wish... Tai were here to give me support, but then agian, if he were here, I wouldn't have these problems.
She sighed and check her watch.
9:47 p.m.
I'd better go.
To be continued...
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A/N well that's it for now. Ill be workin on the next chappie. R&R
hope u liked this chappie. ^^
I wonder what's going to happen next...no really. I have no clue. I'm just writing this along as I go...ok I kinda kno, but you won't xD
Please review!