A/N: this ish a tiaora fic! ^^ hope you enjoy. Please review.
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon or any of the characters. If I did, I would have made Taiora official.
Thanx everyone for the reviews! ^^ im glad ppl actually like my fics!
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Sora, again in shock at what Matt said, shot her head up.
'...Trust?'
She began to make her eyes she were going to cry, making it seem like she was pleading now.
"But Matt! We do have trust! That's the basis of any relationship!"
He hesitated for a moment. Then answered her.
"Don't you think I know that? Well, I guess I'm saying that, you and I won't have the same kind of bond as you and tai."
Sora was still a bit confused, her racing, every minute he talked.
"...."
Matt took notice of her silence, and went on.
"Sora, you and Tai have been best friends since you were 4, and even now the both of you still are. I was pretty sure he loved you too, who wouldn't? Even when you and I started going out, you and Tai were still there for each other, never leaving one another's side. I wish... you and I could be like that. I wish you and I were soul mates, but we're not, no matter how much I want to believe, we're not."
"Matt... I never, knew you felt this way. I never really was thinking about soul mates, but why now? If you knew all along that Tai and I love each other, then why are you telling me this now?"
They both became less tense, as they become more and more comfortable with their surroundings.
"I guess it's because you learned that you love him, right?"
"How did you know!? I-I just found out earlier."
"I didn't know right now, but I new were figuring it out. Listen Sora, I'm truly sorry fo doing this to you, especially now, but it has to be done. Please Sora, be strong...be strong."
He was embracing her again, hoping she wouldn't do what he thought she would.
"What do you mean be strong? How can I be!? My best friend, the one I love just left me, and now you're leaving me too!..I-I just can't take it!" Sora was now yelling, crying, her face heating up.
She was about to struggle free, but didn't want to anything drastic.
"Sora! Please, don't be like Tai. Don't runaway from your problems, like Tai. Stay here and confront them! I know you're will is stronger than him. Prove to me that you are strong! Please....don't."
Tears were going down his face, but it was unable to see.
"Matt...I won't, for you, and for everyone else, and for me. You're right, I can't be like Tai and runaway and never look back, I have to face this thing. And im glad I have all of you tell help me through this. Matt...ihave to go now, I have to Kari and her family."
She let go, and looked up at him. His tears were gone, and had dried up now. She gently wiped her's off.
"Sora, I want us to be best friends, and one day have a strong bond. I'll always be there for you, and I know you're going through a rough time now, that's why I want to help you."
She nodded.
"..Matt, I don't really want to do this, but I understand, and I support the idea of being best friends."
She began to walk off, when something grabbed him.
"Sora, where are you going?"
She looked back at him, while he was still holding onto her.
"I told you, I'm gping to see Kari and tell her about Tai...I just hope she doesn't get mad at me."
"Why would she get mad, Sora she's not one to hold a grudge, she very forgiving. Besides, it's still raining, so let me go with you, to keep you dry."
He held out his umbrella. And held out a hand.
Sora nodded, and took his hand.
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"Kari dear,is your brother home yet?"
The young brunetteanswered her mother on the phone. She shook her head and said her good byes.
"Hmm....I hope he gets here soon..."
* ding dong *
Kari stood up from her comfortable position, on the couch, and went to the door. She creaked the door open, only to find a surprise.
"Sora? What are you doing...oh Matt I didn't see you there. Um...if you're here for Tai,.."
"No, we're....we're not."
"Hm... Is there something wrong?"
Kari was worried now.
'What's wrong, is there some trouble? Is it about...Tai?'
her thoughts were cut off, by Sora.
"Kari, I have to tell you that..that, Tai he-he's..." she couldn't say it, she wasn't able to say that one word.
"...gone." Matt finished for her.
It scared Sora to here that word, to know that he really was gone.
Kari was puzzled.
"What...what do you mean...gone?"
"Oh Kari. I'm so sorry, Tai, he left to America, I saw him at the-"
"WHAT!? WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE WENT TO AMERICA!? AND YOU SAW HIM! Why...why didn't you stop him!?"
She was crying now, hot tears streaming down her face.
Both Sora and Matt, were shocked. It wasn't like Kari to yell, especially to her friends...at least they still hoped they were friends.
"Kari! I know! I should have! But...but I just let him, go!" she was on the verge of crying, but held the tears back.
'Sora...' Matt thought to himself.
"Sora! It's all your fault that he left! Not to mention yours! How could you do this to him!? I hate you all!" she was yelling again, but hoarsely.
Matt stayed silent the whole time, unsure of what to say, but listening to the conversation intently.
"Don't you think I know that!? You're not the only one that's hates me, because I hate myself! Don't blame any of this on Matt, it wasn't his fault, it was all mine!"
She ran off, crying.
"Sora! Wait!"
Kari was still scowling at her, not caring about her words.
'Good riddance'
Matt glared at Kari.
"I can't believe you! Kari, who's to say this was all her fault, is what Tai's decision to leave, but what makes you think that was his only reason? Kari, you already hate her, and now she says she hate herself. You don't feel guilty about any of this? Fo your brother's leaving, my and Sora's breaking up, and Sora hating herself? She doesn't need this right now!... Answer me!"
Kari stood silent. She was thinking over his words, afraid of him too.
"...you're...right. Instead of trying to help her, and all of us through this, I'm just blaming it all on her, and making things even worse....I'm sorry, please forgive me."
She was lookin g down, never showing her face, with tears drippin gfrom her face.
"Of course I forgive you, and I'm sure Sora does too, but I have to catch up with her. Please tell everyone else, I don't think Sora can take it any more."
Then he ran off, to leave Kari to think things over.
'They...broke up?'
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"Sora? Sora?" he ran, still chasing her.
He ended up in the park, and say someone on thw swing.
"Sora..." he said to himself, in a low tone.
He walked up to her, noticing that she's been crying, but has stopped.
"... Matt....what did Kari say?"
He sat down to the swing next to her.
"...she said she's sorry, and wants to be there for you, and help you. That is, you have top help her too, she's his sister, and she's depressed."
She nodded slowly.
"Of course I'll help her...I'm sorry Matt, for running off like that. I shouldn't have made it harder for you to find me..." she trailed off.
'Just like Sora, always thinking about others.'
"Sora, do you really...hate yourself?"
'Please say no.'
"I do Matt...but it's weird how I'm supposed to be the child of love, and yet I don't even love myself. Instead it's the opposite, I hate myself."
"...why? Is it because of Tai?
"I don't know, I guess that's part of it, but I always feel like no one wants to be near me, like I drive them away. First my dad, then my mom, then Tai, you, and now Kari. Well..I guess you're still here huh?"
She gave the hint of a smile.
"Of course I'm here. Why couldn't I be? Sora I'm here to help you through your rought times, and be there for your good times. Don't think that you drove then away, because you didn't. Sora you know that, your father's walays ther, and you and your mom are better than ever. And Tai he will come back, and it will be better than before. Kari's still here, she just said she was." he smiled and let out a hand.
"C'mon, let's get you home, you're tired, and need rest."
She hesitated a bit. Then she took his hand, and they walked off.
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Tai was sitting comfortably in the airplane, looking out at the window. The rain was pouring, and only reminded him of one thing...Sora.
He remembered his letter to her.
'I know you like rainstorms, so what's a few raindrops between friends...'
The thought kept running through his mind againm as did his other memeories with the woman he loved.
'I hope this is the right thing to do.'
"Sora...I hope I come back..." he trailed off, as his voice.
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A/n: OOOOO! Yesh, im finally doen with beginning, well the part when Tai left. Next chappie will be 3 yrs. later. I hope you all liked this one. It is pretty long, but iwanted to make it all one big chappie! ^^
sorry if this seemed a bit Sorato, but its NOT! TAIORA 4 EVER! ^^
it thot the beginning wouldn't take this long. This story may be long, but ehn again I don't know.
Plz R&R
Thanx to evryone that reviewed! ^.~
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon or any of the characters. If I did, I would have made Taiora official.
Thanx everyone for the reviews! ^^ im glad ppl actually like my fics!
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Sora, again in shock at what Matt said, shot her head up.
'...Trust?'
She began to make her eyes she were going to cry, making it seem like she was pleading now.
"But Matt! We do have trust! That's the basis of any relationship!"
He hesitated for a moment. Then answered her.
"Don't you think I know that? Well, I guess I'm saying that, you and I won't have the same kind of bond as you and tai."
Sora was still a bit confused, her racing, every minute he talked.
"...."
Matt took notice of her silence, and went on.
"Sora, you and Tai have been best friends since you were 4, and even now the both of you still are. I was pretty sure he loved you too, who wouldn't? Even when you and I started going out, you and Tai were still there for each other, never leaving one another's side. I wish... you and I could be like that. I wish you and I were soul mates, but we're not, no matter how much I want to believe, we're not."
"Matt... I never, knew you felt this way. I never really was thinking about soul mates, but why now? If you knew all along that Tai and I love each other, then why are you telling me this now?"
They both became less tense, as they become more and more comfortable with their surroundings.
"I guess it's because you learned that you love him, right?"
"How did you know!? I-I just found out earlier."
"I didn't know right now, but I new were figuring it out. Listen Sora, I'm truly sorry fo doing this to you, especially now, but it has to be done. Please Sora, be strong...be strong."
He was embracing her again, hoping she wouldn't do what he thought she would.
"What do you mean be strong? How can I be!? My best friend, the one I love just left me, and now you're leaving me too!..I-I just can't take it!" Sora was now yelling, crying, her face heating up.
She was about to struggle free, but didn't want to anything drastic.
"Sora! Please, don't be like Tai. Don't runaway from your problems, like Tai. Stay here and confront them! I know you're will is stronger than him. Prove to me that you are strong! Please....don't."
Tears were going down his face, but it was unable to see.
"Matt...I won't, for you, and for everyone else, and for me. You're right, I can't be like Tai and runaway and never look back, I have to face this thing. And im glad I have all of you tell help me through this. Matt...ihave to go now, I have to Kari and her family."
She let go, and looked up at him. His tears were gone, and had dried up now. She gently wiped her's off.
"Sora, I want us to be best friends, and one day have a strong bond. I'll always be there for you, and I know you're going through a rough time now, that's why I want to help you."
She nodded.
"..Matt, I don't really want to do this, but I understand, and I support the idea of being best friends."
She began to walk off, when something grabbed him.
"Sora, where are you going?"
She looked back at him, while he was still holding onto her.
"I told you, I'm gping to see Kari and tell her about Tai...I just hope she doesn't get mad at me."
"Why would she get mad, Sora she's not one to hold a grudge, she very forgiving. Besides, it's still raining, so let me go with you, to keep you dry."
He held out his umbrella. And held out a hand.
Sora nodded, and took his hand.
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"Kari dear,is your brother home yet?"
The young brunetteanswered her mother on the phone. She shook her head and said her good byes.
"Hmm....I hope he gets here soon..."
* ding dong *
Kari stood up from her comfortable position, on the couch, and went to the door. She creaked the door open, only to find a surprise.
"Sora? What are you doing...oh Matt I didn't see you there. Um...if you're here for Tai,.."
"No, we're....we're not."
"Hm... Is there something wrong?"
Kari was worried now.
'What's wrong, is there some trouble? Is it about...Tai?'
her thoughts were cut off, by Sora.
"Kari, I have to tell you that..that, Tai he-he's..." she couldn't say it, she wasn't able to say that one word.
"...gone." Matt finished for her.
It scared Sora to here that word, to know that he really was gone.
Kari was puzzled.
"What...what do you mean...gone?"
"Oh Kari. I'm so sorry, Tai, he left to America, I saw him at the-"
"WHAT!? WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE WENT TO AMERICA!? AND YOU SAW HIM! Why...why didn't you stop him!?"
She was crying now, hot tears streaming down her face.
Both Sora and Matt, were shocked. It wasn't like Kari to yell, especially to her friends...at least they still hoped they were friends.
"Kari! I know! I should have! But...but I just let him, go!" she was on the verge of crying, but held the tears back.
'Sora...' Matt thought to himself.
"Sora! It's all your fault that he left! Not to mention yours! How could you do this to him!? I hate you all!" she was yelling again, but hoarsely.
Matt stayed silent the whole time, unsure of what to say, but listening to the conversation intently.
"Don't you think I know that!? You're not the only one that's hates me, because I hate myself! Don't blame any of this on Matt, it wasn't his fault, it was all mine!"
She ran off, crying.
"Sora! Wait!"
Kari was still scowling at her, not caring about her words.
'Good riddance'
Matt glared at Kari.
"I can't believe you! Kari, who's to say this was all her fault, is what Tai's decision to leave, but what makes you think that was his only reason? Kari, you already hate her, and now she says she hate herself. You don't feel guilty about any of this? Fo your brother's leaving, my and Sora's breaking up, and Sora hating herself? She doesn't need this right now!... Answer me!"
Kari stood silent. She was thinking over his words, afraid of him too.
"...you're...right. Instead of trying to help her, and all of us through this, I'm just blaming it all on her, and making things even worse....I'm sorry, please forgive me."
She was lookin g down, never showing her face, with tears drippin gfrom her face.
"Of course I forgive you, and I'm sure Sora does too, but I have to catch up with her. Please tell everyone else, I don't think Sora can take it any more."
Then he ran off, to leave Kari to think things over.
'They...broke up?'
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"Sora? Sora?" he ran, still chasing her.
He ended up in the park, and say someone on thw swing.
"Sora..." he said to himself, in a low tone.
He walked up to her, noticing that she's been crying, but has stopped.
"... Matt....what did Kari say?"
He sat down to the swing next to her.
"...she said she's sorry, and wants to be there for you, and help you. That is, you have top help her too, she's his sister, and she's depressed."
She nodded slowly.
"Of course I'll help her...I'm sorry Matt, for running off like that. I shouldn't have made it harder for you to find me..." she trailed off.
'Just like Sora, always thinking about others.'
"Sora, do you really...hate yourself?"
'Please say no.'
"I do Matt...but it's weird how I'm supposed to be the child of love, and yet I don't even love myself. Instead it's the opposite, I hate myself."
"...why? Is it because of Tai?
"I don't know, I guess that's part of it, but I always feel like no one wants to be near me, like I drive them away. First my dad, then my mom, then Tai, you, and now Kari. Well..I guess you're still here huh?"
She gave the hint of a smile.
"Of course I'm here. Why couldn't I be? Sora I'm here to help you through your rought times, and be there for your good times. Don't think that you drove then away, because you didn't. Sora you know that, your father's walays ther, and you and your mom are better than ever. And Tai he will come back, and it will be better than before. Kari's still here, she just said she was." he smiled and let out a hand.
"C'mon, let's get you home, you're tired, and need rest."
She hesitated a bit. Then she took his hand, and they walked off.
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Tai was sitting comfortably in the airplane, looking out at the window. The rain was pouring, and only reminded him of one thing...Sora.
He remembered his letter to her.
'I know you like rainstorms, so what's a few raindrops between friends...'
The thought kept running through his mind againm as did his other memeories with the woman he loved.
'I hope this is the right thing to do.'
"Sora...I hope I come back..." he trailed off, as his voice.
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A/n: OOOOO! Yesh, im finally doen with beginning, well the part when Tai left. Next chappie will be 3 yrs. later. I hope you all liked this one. It is pretty long, but iwanted to make it all one big chappie! ^^
sorry if this seemed a bit Sorato, but its NOT! TAIORA 4 EVER! ^^
it thot the beginning wouldn't take this long. This story may be long, but ehn again I don't know.
Plz R&R
Thanx to evryone that reviewed! ^.~