Me: HELLOOOOOOO everyone! I am SOO happy ya'll reviewed, and I'm hoping
with this chapter to reach 100 reviews! ^_^
Shannon: OMG I'M A MUSE NOW! YAY!
Me: Err... yup.
Adri: HI SHANNON!
Shannon: HI ADRI!
Adri: WHAT'S UP?
Shannon: NOT MUCH!!!!!
Adri: AWESOME!
Squid: SHUT UP!
Me: Um, sure, yeah, anyways, please review! (After you read) OH! And I almost forgot! I forgot to mention in the last chapter that I do NOT own the song Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard and in this chapter, I do not own the song Everytime by Britney Spears.
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Chapter 10: Your Fault
Zero was waiting in the waiting room at the hospital. He was pacing around and around, waiting to go in to see Jessie. She had wanted him to stay with her, but the doctors didn't let him. He had to wait until all of this was over.
A miscarriage... was that why Jessie started wearing baggy clothes? Because she was... pregnant? Had she gone Goth because of that? That didn't make sense to him. Nothing made sense to him right now.
"Hector Zeroni?" A voice said from behind Zero.
Zero whipped around. "Yes? Can I see her now?"
The doctor who had said his name nodded. "Her request was to see you,"
"Okay... what room is she in?"
"Room 5 on floor 3,"
"Thanks," Zero rushed to the elevator and got to floor three. Room 5 was right down the hall, so he got there pretty quickly.
"J-Jessie?" Zero asked cautiously as he peaked into her room.
Jessie was crying. She sniffed and looked up. "Come in," She told him.
Zero pulled a chair up to her band and sat down. He stared at her for a few minutes and then asked, "What happened?"
Jessie looked up at him and stared into his chocolate eyes. "What do you mean?"
"I mean... what's been going on with you in the past month? I was in a coma... I don't know if you knew..." He said.
"Yeah, I knew," She said.
"Oh... okay... so you know that I don't know what's been going on?"
"Yeah..."
"Would... would you mind explaining?" Zero asked.
Jessie sighed and sniffed again. "No..."
"Thanks," Zero smiled.
"Well... when I was... taken... I was raped... as you might've guessed. Well... when I was in the hospital, I started cutting myself from depression. So... I guess I went Goth. And then... I found out I was pregnant. The baggy clothes were good, because no one knew I was gaining weight. Only Carmen and my parents knew. And then... now... the miscarriage..." Jessie burst into tears.
"T-they said t-the baby was l-losing b-blood 'cause... I w-was cutting m- myself... th-that's wh-why it died..." Jessie sobbed even more. "Sh-she could fit in my hand..."
Zero was still confused. "Why would you care? I mean, her father was a rapist. Why would you want to keep his child?"
Jessie raised her head and glared at him. "That wasn't just his child, Hector," She spat his name. "It was also my child!" She screamed. "If I raised her like she should be raised, she wouldn't turn out like her father!"
Jessie was pissed off now, and it was making Zero scared.
"THIS WHOLE THING IT YOUR FAULT HECTOR! IF YOU HADN'T USED ME FOR MARISSA, I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED! I WOULDN'T HAVE SLEPT OVER AT CARMEN'S, AND WE WOULDN' HAVE BEEN TAKEN! HECTOR, YOU'RE SUCH AN ASSHOLE! GET OUT! GET! OUT!" Jessie was going ballistic now.
"Jessie... I'm sorry..."
"NO! YOU'RE NOT! GO AWAY! GO!" Jessie shrieked at him.
Zero stared at her for a second. Then, he slowly got up and walked out her room.
~*Later*~
Zero was sitting in his room, thinking about what Jessie had said to him. It *was* his fault that she had been taken. Carmen... she might've been taken anyway, because the guy was coming to her house anyway, as it seemed. But Jessie... it was Zero's fault Jessie had been taken. And now... here she is... cutting herself, having miscarriages, going Goth... all because of him.
~*Middle of night: Hospital*~
Jessie had just woken from a dream about Hector. They were together in the dream... happy... raising a little boy...
That was Jessie's fantasy about Hector. She wanted to have a family with him... she wanted to grow old with him...
But after today... she would never have that.
~Notice me~
~Take my hand~
~Why are we~
~Strangers when~
~Our love is strong~
~Why carry on without me~
Jessie loved Hector; she had known ever since she saw him. And she still loved him... even though he didn't deserve to be loved.
~Everytime I try to fly~
~I fall without my wings~
~I feel so small~
~I guess I need you baby~
~And everytime I see you in my dreams~
~I see your face, it's haunting me~
~I guess I need you baby~
He had used her to get another girl to like him... it was his fault she had a miscarriage... his fault that she even got pregnant in the first place...
~I make believe~
~That you are here~
~It's the only way~
~I see clear~
~What have I done~
~You seem to move on easy~
His fault that she was now Goth... his fault was... everything.
~And everytime I try to fly~
~I fall without my wings~
~I feel so small~
~I guess I need you baby~
~And everytime I see you in my dreams~
~I see your face, you're haunting me~
~I guess I need you baby~
She cried some more. 'But the problem is,' She thought. 'Is that... I love him...'
~I may have made it rain~
~Please forgive me~
~My weakness caused you pain~
~And this song is my sorry~
'What am I going to do?' She asked herself. 'How can I tell him I'm sorry?'
~Ohhhh~
~At night I pray~
~That soon your face~
~Will fade away~
"This song..." Jessie whispered to herself. "Is my sorry..."
~And everytime I try to fly~
~I fall without my wings~
~I feel so small~
~I guess I need you baby~
~And everytime I see you in my dreams~
~I see your face, you're haunting me~
~I guess I need you baby~
"I guess I do need you Hector..." Jessie breathed, her tears starting to fall again. "I need you..."
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THE END
Me: OMG!
Shannon: What?
Me: I don't know.
Adri: OMG! LIKE, ME NEITHER!
Me: ... Yeah, anyway, I would like to mention something. Some of you *may* be wondering why I'm posting normally, because a while back, I said I wouldn't be because of my Bat Mitzvah preparations. Well... that's true, I *am* busy, practicing an hour and a half a day, but the thing is, I know everything! Yes, claps for me! *reviewers clap* That's why I be posing a lot!
Squid: Oh yay... they're very happy for you
Me: I KNOW! ^_^ Okay, so please review! PLEASE!!!!!!!!! With a banana on top!
Me: OMG WAIT! I JUST REMEMBERED! THIS IS TO AN AUTHOR!
picky – I will try me VERY BEST to get you into this story. I beg of you, DO NOT HURT ME IF YOU'RE NOT IN IT! And I'm glad ya like it ^_^
Oh, and if you haven't guessed yet, that wasn't *really* the end ^_^
Shannon: OMG I'M A MUSE NOW! YAY!
Me: Err... yup.
Adri: HI SHANNON!
Shannon: HI ADRI!
Adri: WHAT'S UP?
Shannon: NOT MUCH!!!!!
Adri: AWESOME!
Squid: SHUT UP!
Me: Um, sure, yeah, anyways, please review! (After you read) OH! And I almost forgot! I forgot to mention in the last chapter that I do NOT own the song Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard and in this chapter, I do not own the song Everytime by Britney Spears.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Chapter 10: Your Fault
Zero was waiting in the waiting room at the hospital. He was pacing around and around, waiting to go in to see Jessie. She had wanted him to stay with her, but the doctors didn't let him. He had to wait until all of this was over.
A miscarriage... was that why Jessie started wearing baggy clothes? Because she was... pregnant? Had she gone Goth because of that? That didn't make sense to him. Nothing made sense to him right now.
"Hector Zeroni?" A voice said from behind Zero.
Zero whipped around. "Yes? Can I see her now?"
The doctor who had said his name nodded. "Her request was to see you,"
"Okay... what room is she in?"
"Room 5 on floor 3,"
"Thanks," Zero rushed to the elevator and got to floor three. Room 5 was right down the hall, so he got there pretty quickly.
"J-Jessie?" Zero asked cautiously as he peaked into her room.
Jessie was crying. She sniffed and looked up. "Come in," She told him.
Zero pulled a chair up to her band and sat down. He stared at her for a few minutes and then asked, "What happened?"
Jessie looked up at him and stared into his chocolate eyes. "What do you mean?"
"I mean... what's been going on with you in the past month? I was in a coma... I don't know if you knew..." He said.
"Yeah, I knew," She said.
"Oh... okay... so you know that I don't know what's been going on?"
"Yeah..."
"Would... would you mind explaining?" Zero asked.
Jessie sighed and sniffed again. "No..."
"Thanks," Zero smiled.
"Well... when I was... taken... I was raped... as you might've guessed. Well... when I was in the hospital, I started cutting myself from depression. So... I guess I went Goth. And then... I found out I was pregnant. The baggy clothes were good, because no one knew I was gaining weight. Only Carmen and my parents knew. And then... now... the miscarriage..." Jessie burst into tears.
"T-they said t-the baby was l-losing b-blood 'cause... I w-was cutting m- myself... th-that's wh-why it died..." Jessie sobbed even more. "Sh-she could fit in my hand..."
Zero was still confused. "Why would you care? I mean, her father was a rapist. Why would you want to keep his child?"
Jessie raised her head and glared at him. "That wasn't just his child, Hector," She spat his name. "It was also my child!" She screamed. "If I raised her like she should be raised, she wouldn't turn out like her father!"
Jessie was pissed off now, and it was making Zero scared.
"THIS WHOLE THING IT YOUR FAULT HECTOR! IF YOU HADN'T USED ME FOR MARISSA, I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED! I WOULDN'T HAVE SLEPT OVER AT CARMEN'S, AND WE WOULDN' HAVE BEEN TAKEN! HECTOR, YOU'RE SUCH AN ASSHOLE! GET OUT! GET! OUT!" Jessie was going ballistic now.
"Jessie... I'm sorry..."
"NO! YOU'RE NOT! GO AWAY! GO!" Jessie shrieked at him.
Zero stared at her for a second. Then, he slowly got up and walked out her room.
~*Later*~
Zero was sitting in his room, thinking about what Jessie had said to him. It *was* his fault that she had been taken. Carmen... she might've been taken anyway, because the guy was coming to her house anyway, as it seemed. But Jessie... it was Zero's fault Jessie had been taken. And now... here she is... cutting herself, having miscarriages, going Goth... all because of him.
~*Middle of night: Hospital*~
Jessie had just woken from a dream about Hector. They were together in the dream... happy... raising a little boy...
That was Jessie's fantasy about Hector. She wanted to have a family with him... she wanted to grow old with him...
But after today... she would never have that.
~Notice me~
~Take my hand~
~Why are we~
~Strangers when~
~Our love is strong~
~Why carry on without me~
Jessie loved Hector; she had known ever since she saw him. And she still loved him... even though he didn't deserve to be loved.
~Everytime I try to fly~
~I fall without my wings~
~I feel so small~
~I guess I need you baby~
~And everytime I see you in my dreams~
~I see your face, it's haunting me~
~I guess I need you baby~
He had used her to get another girl to like him... it was his fault she had a miscarriage... his fault that she even got pregnant in the first place...
~I make believe~
~That you are here~
~It's the only way~
~I see clear~
~What have I done~
~You seem to move on easy~
His fault that she was now Goth... his fault was... everything.
~And everytime I try to fly~
~I fall without my wings~
~I feel so small~
~I guess I need you baby~
~And everytime I see you in my dreams~
~I see your face, you're haunting me~
~I guess I need you baby~
She cried some more. 'But the problem is,' She thought. 'Is that... I love him...'
~I may have made it rain~
~Please forgive me~
~My weakness caused you pain~
~And this song is my sorry~
'What am I going to do?' She asked herself. 'How can I tell him I'm sorry?'
~Ohhhh~
~At night I pray~
~That soon your face~
~Will fade away~
"This song..." Jessie whispered to herself. "Is my sorry..."
~And everytime I try to fly~
~I fall without my wings~
~I feel so small~
~I guess I need you baby~
~And everytime I see you in my dreams~
~I see your face, you're haunting me~
~I guess I need you baby~
"I guess I do need you Hector..." Jessie breathed, her tears starting to fall again. "I need you..."
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THE END
Me: OMG!
Shannon: What?
Me: I don't know.
Adri: OMG! LIKE, ME NEITHER!
Me: ... Yeah, anyway, I would like to mention something. Some of you *may* be wondering why I'm posting normally, because a while back, I said I wouldn't be because of my Bat Mitzvah preparations. Well... that's true, I *am* busy, practicing an hour and a half a day, but the thing is, I know everything! Yes, claps for me! *reviewers clap* That's why I be posing a lot!
Squid: Oh yay... they're very happy for you
Me: I KNOW! ^_^ Okay, so please review! PLEASE!!!!!!!!! With a banana on top!
Me: OMG WAIT! I JUST REMEMBERED! THIS IS TO AN AUTHOR!
picky – I will try me VERY BEST to get you into this story. I beg of you, DO NOT HURT ME IF YOU'RE NOT IN IT! And I'm glad ya like it ^_^
Oh, and if you haven't guessed yet, that wasn't *really* the end ^_^