Oh my hasn't it been awhile..well thanks for all the reviews! I decided to update for all the people that put me on author alert..kuz it jes made me feel all good inside, and to think I thought people stopped reading it because I only got a few reviews..but I guess people were
Chapter 5
Raven stared out to the water around Titan's Tower. She sighed deeply and ran her finger tips through the water. She sat quietly thinking about what Robin had said to her a few hours ago. He had seemed to want to be so open to her. She wanted to let him in..she did need someone to talk to, but she kept holding herself back.
"I see you're doing a little better" A voice came booming to her ears, She quickly turned to see Azarath standing a few feet behind her.
"I guess" She said in her trademark monotone.
"I'm surprised you actually decided to come out of hiding" He said
"What are you talking about?" Raven asked
"Well I just figured that you'd lock yourself in your room for weeks…or months." Azarath paced back and forth in front of her.
"Why would I care about my stupid dead mother, it's not like she actually loved me." Raven spat
"You care Raven stop being pathetic and hiding it." Azarath said. Raven glared at him, she went on years on end without him and now all of a sudden he cared…she felt so angry at how he thought he knew her.
"Shut up" Raven's eyes glowed red…and she hurled a rock in his direction, but he dodged it. Raven realized that was the first time she used her powers in a while…ever since her last anger outburst…
"Yes I know what you're thinking…your powers only seem to work when your angry…correct?" Azarath smirked
"Yea" Raven mumbled
"Oh now doesn't that suck?" Azarath laughed
"SHUT UP!" Raven yelled and hurled another rock
"Well it's due to emotional stress, now I do advise you get it under control, before you let dear old Dad out." Azarath said
"I know" Raven glared at him.
"Well if you know how about jumping into your little mirror and seeing what the hell is going on in that mind of yours" Azarath ordered
"Fine" Raven stormed up to the tower.
" I saw you half brother out side" Starfire said
"I know" Raven said still walking
"Do you mind, if I perhaps…invite him for the ritual of snacks?" Starfire asked
"I don't care" Raven said
Raven sat on her bed looking at her mirror. 'Well go in already' She thought. She stared at her reflection, her face was..well if it was possible…it looked paler than usual, her hair was ratty...well to stop beating around the bush she looked like shit. She sighed, even heavier and put down the mirror. A few minutes after her silence, a knock came to her door. Raven wondered if her brother still here and wanted to pester her.
"Raven? Are you in here?" Robin asked behind the door.
"Yes I am" Raven appeared out of her room.
"I um…your brother is here" Robin said
"I know, I had a wonderful little chat with him earlier" Raven said
"Oh" Robin replied, Raven looked at him, and felt a little sorry. He looked a little disappointed she hadn't opened up to him, it had only been a few hours, but he expected her to at least try.
"Wanna talk?" Raven asked, feeling as alarmed as Robin looked.
"Yea" He said eagerly.
"Let's go up on the roof" Raven started to walk down the hall, and Robin obediently followed.
"So you are only half the same blood as friend Raven?" Starfire asked staring at him with big eyes.
"Uh yeah" Azarath answered
"How splendid you have come to visit" Starfire studied his features. His skin was grey like Raven's, and he had a shockra on his forehead also. His eyes were blood red, and his hair was long and white, Starfire couldn't help but find him attractive.
"What?" He asked puzzled, as Star stared at him
"Oh it is nothing" She said
"So uh where are your other friends?" Azarath asked
"Oh they are out" Starfire said gleefully
"Great" He smirked
"I think I'm going to die" Raven spat out after sitting in silence
"What?" Robin asked confused
"I keep having this dream…and I'm always dead by the end of it" Raven stared up at the stars.
"You're not going to die Raven, I won't let you" Robin placed his hand on her shoulder. She shuddered a bit at his touch; it brought shivers up her spine, and caused her cold face to have warmth.
"Yeah" She turned away, so no eye contact was made
"So is that all that's wrong?" He asked
"No…my powers.." She mumbled
"What about them? Are they getting stronger? Are you losing control? What?" Robin asked
"They don't work properly" Raven said
"What?" Robin said dumbfounded
"They only work when I'm really mad" Raven said
"Are you sure?" Robin asked
"Here watch" Raven stood back away from him, and jumped up in the air. She kept jumping up and down which seemed to confuse Robin.
"What the hell are you doing?" Robin asked
"I'm trying to levitate you stupid ass" Raven said
"Oh…" Robin said.
"And see.." Raven said and held her hands out "Azarath Metrion Zintos!"
"Nothing" Robin said
"Exactly" Raven said
"What are we going to do?" Robin asked
"You're the leader" Raven replied
"Well, maybe we could just make you angry during battle" Robin said
"That's a big no, I could let out my father" Raven said
"Well, maybe you should stay home if we get called out to do something" Robin said
"Then what's the use of being on this team?" Raven asked
"You'll get it under control okay? You're strong" Robin put both hand on her shoulders, and stared at her.
"Yea" She said turning away; she felt as if she were going to melt every time she felt his eyes on her.
"That's my Raven" He whispered and pulled her into a hug.
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YAY I'm done heh looks like Azarath and Star have a little something going on haha…well hope you enjoyed. PLZ PLZ PLZ REVIEW!!